You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

Chapter 125

In the last days of the college entrance examination, although the goal of hard work no longer existed, Ling Yifeng was still studying in the dark. He knew that if he lost his energy at this moment, he would completely collapse.

The person who has most affected his normal study and life all the time no longer exists, and other people are wise enough not to provoke him. Finally, the peace he wanted most has been restored around him, but the price is two knives from another person. and a broken leg.

What Qi Zhongshan did was very tragic, and it was also very terrific.

It removed the last hidden danger around him, but it also basically drew a clear line, reducing the possibility of reunion infinitely to zero.

Not to mention Qi Zhongshan's own thoughts, just talking about Xu Li and Qi Zhiping, it is difficult for their son to be with such a person.

People are not that cheap.

Ling Yifeng's college entrance examination results were the best in the past three years. He saw Qi Zhongshan's school list from Ling Yichen, and glanced at it casually. He picked it out, but he didn't see Qi Zhongshan's name.

His eyes swept up slightly, and he froze for a moment.

Qi Zhongshan was the number one scholar in the city that year, and was listed at the top with bronzing letters alone.

English score is higher than him.

This should also be Qi Zhongshan's best test in the past three years of high school.

After the separation, they all got better, which is quite dramatic.

Ling Yifeng knew that Qi Zhongshan told him seriously that he wanted to be a doctor, so he would definitely not break his promise.So he deliberately avoided the cities of Qi Zhongshan's favorite medical schools, and found that the best choice that happened to fall within his score range was actually a teacher-training school.

He hadn't planned to apply for the teacher's major, but after thinking about the low tuition fees, he went anyway, and was admitted to the English major, which made him heave a sigh of relief.

He didn't know how Qi Zhongshan felt, anyway, after the college entrance examination, he didn't want to look at mathematics at all.

He didn't want to recall Qi Zhongshan's careful and conscientious appearance when he gave a lecture, and the gentle eyes he cast on himself.

After college, Ling Yichen often said that he was as obedient as if he had returned to his original nature, no different from when he was a child. Ling Yifeng smiled and said that they were each other, and Qi Ming, who had reconciled, would change the topic at this time, allowing the atmosphere to continue laughing.

Ling Yifeng knew that the two of them were caring for him, but he didn't feel that he was worthy of caring.

Qi Zhongshan has done everything he can do at that age, and he suffered even more damage in the end. It is he who should be distressed.

Ling Yifeng sometimes wonders, if the time of coming out was not the time when everyone was very tired in the third year of high school, if Ling Haoran hadn't been making trouble all the time, making the two of them live under the high pressure of the outside world, would it be that time that the two of them didn't talk to each other? If Ling Haoran didn't send him that text message afterwards and Qi Zhongshan returned the phone, would he be overwhelmed and beg him for the last time, would the two still be together.

But he also knew there was no if.

He was very glad that he didn't beg Qi Zhongshan to stay in the end. Qi Zhongshan would definitely agree, but that was just a second injury to the two of them.

He changed to a new mobile phone, a new number, and a series of new social tools to match it, as if he was completely out of touch with the past.

Only memory and guilt are becoming more and more vivid.

The longer he grows up, the more he understands how difficult it was for Qi Zhongshan back then, and how hard he liked it, and the more he feels guilty for his immature psychology that seemed to understand the facts back then.

Qi Zhongshan gave him a near-perfect first love, but he didn't give Qi Zhongshan a good ending.

He found more and more that in fact, he was still brooding about those things back then, but he couldn't persuade himself to let go.

Then draw a boundary.

Thirty and standing.

As the saying goes, time is a good medicine, no matter how deep the poisoning is, if you take a few more courses of treatment, you will be able to cure the disease one day.

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Many years later, Qi Zhongshan recalled his third year of high school. All he could remember was lying on the hospital bed with one foot suspended. Because it was inconvenient to do science test questions, he could only memorize Chinese and English repeatedly.There is an audio specially recorded by Ling Yifeng in order to correct his pronunciation in his mobile phone. He just wears headphones to listen when he has nothing to do.

Although the parents tried their best to hide this matter, the older generation finally found out, and several elderly people who were always proud of him were almost sent to the hospital.How many voices praised him back then, but now there are as many voices talking about him. People who don't know the truth are spreading rumors everywhere. After stabbing it, I suddenly couldn't hold back and laughed, which scared the nurse who was concentrating on disinfection and almost cursed out loud.

Ye Yiming would bring homework and notes to him every day after class. Qi Zhongshan came and went in a hurry. Qi Zhongshan suddenly realized that this person should be in a relationship. Seeing that his relationship was not going well at that time, he deliberately Alienated himself, this news has been kept silent.Xie Hao also came to see him a few times afterwards, and after telling him the news about Ling Haoran being imprisoned, he didn't say anything more.

After Qi Zhongshan was able to get off the ground, he returned to school, and the voices that did not want him to enter the class were still loud. After being tricked again by Mr. Splashing Water for unknown reasons, he became angry instead, and insisted on carrying a second reinforced plaster cast and leaning on crutches in class stay down.

In the end, he didn't know how he got the No. [-] Scholar in the city, but now the limelight turned, and everyone started to praise him as if they had forgotten what happened before.Qi Chongshan saw the wrinkles in the corners of Xu Li's eyes when she was smiling, and felt so distressed for a moment that all the pressure of public opinion could not be forgiven.

When the school invited him to introduce the learning experience of rapid progress to the first-year freshmen, he read the manuscript casually while remembering the introduction experience when he was just in the third year of high school. Ling Yifeng sat in the last row, looked at him and smiled, and said to him I love you.

He was successfully admitted to a medical school that he had wanted for a long time. During the summer vacation, Ye Yiming and Ye Bingyu had a quarrel because of the different places. Xie Hao approached him and said, if I don’t like you anymore, I hope we can be friends.

Qi Zhongshan nodded in agreement, but the friend failed to make it after all, the two went south and went north, and they never met again.

Qi Zhongshan officially came out with his family during the Chinese New Year during the winter vacation of his freshman year. He didn't know why he did it. Maybe it was to fulfill the vow he made at the time, or maybe it was to prevent them from thinking that this matter would just pass away. I want to persuade him to "reform evil and return to righteousness".

Qi Chongshan remembered that he said that he would take Ling Yifeng back to his hometown to have a look, give him homemade local wine, and watch him doze off like a kitten after drinking.Qi Chongshan thought of so many things, so much that he began to understand why Ling Yifeng would choose to escape sometimes.

Standing at the train station where he once hugged Ling Yifeng, he made the decision to apply to stay in school every holiday.

The world of adults is getting more and more complicated, and there are more and more things. Occasionally, when he is free, he thinks of Ling Yifeng telling him that if he didn't have himself, maybe he would fall in love with someone else, maybe even a girl, but he I passed by many places and met many people, but I never met another person like Ling Yifeng.

That is the only irreplaceable first love that allows oneself to love without scruples and reservations.

When Ye Yiming broke up in his sophomore year, he asked him to drink for half a month, and finally stopped.In junior year, Sun Mo told Qi Zhongshan on QQ that Xie Hao met a very good junior, and they are already together. His appearance and personality are not at all like him, so he probably came out.

The objects of the people around him changed after another, but Qi Zhongshan was still single.In the end, he was a little skeptical, whether it was because he didn't meet the right person, or because he still liked Ling Yifeng and couldn't let go of the feeling that he couldn't get with his best efforts, or because he was too tired at the beginning , Overdrawn on one person's patience and love for everyone.

The days flowed slowly like water, and many memories of Ling Yifeng have gradually become blurred, and they are not as uncomfortable as when they first broke up.He was stunned for a long time when he saw a pot of mint, and finally he was able to chat with Ye Yiming, who also studied medicine, without any scruples about the injury when Ling Yifeng was tripped by Ling Haoran. Ye Yiming was stunned, but he was not.

At that moment, he finally felt that the youth related to Ling Yifeng had completely passed away.

Before the end of the postgraduate internship, he was busy day and night. He came out of the hospital after an operation, and he just wanted to go back and lie on the bed for a while. , After being stunned for a while, I straightened up from the bicycle.

Today is Christmas.

The street opposite the hospital has been decorated with Christmas decorations and posters, a doll in Santa Claus clothes is handing out balloons, and young couples walk by the hospital door arm in arm, holding a bouquet of bright roses .

In the past, his first reaction would have been as if he had never bought flowers for Ling Yifeng.

He stepped into the car, and before he had time to push the pedals, a conversation suddenly flashed in his mind for no reason.

- how do you remember my birthday

-Of course I remember, boyfriend.

- You knew this was your boyfriend since you were a child, right?How do you remember?

- Just remember, December 12th.

December...the 12th.

a week ago.

Qi Zhongshan was surprised to find that in the 20 years since he knew Ling Yifeng, he forgot his birthday for the first time.

He rode his bicycle very slowly, rolling across the boulevard in front of the hospital.

The tall deciduous sycamore trees stand upright in the cold wind with only their branches, which are set off by the gray sky in winter, making them look a bit lonely.

It seems that the hustle and bustle that can carry the whole world gradually fades into silence.

Qi Zhongshan looked back when riding out of this section of the road.

Maybe I can really let it go.

he thinks.

The author has something to say: the transitional chapter, the next chapter is the timeline after the reunion, the little angels who forgot the plot can go and watch Chapter 1