You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

Chapter 123

When Ling Yifeng helped Xiaoying return the cleaning tools to the next class, countless curious eyes shot straight at him like searchlights.

He put the washed rag and dusted blackboard eraser on the podium, and after placing them neatly, he closed the door behind him. The originally quiet classroom became noisy in an instant, and he could chat without listening carefully. What happened this morning.

He felt a little ridiculous.

Why take so seriously something that could be thrown away in the blink of an eye.

After all, in the eyes of those people, this monster who is both a bastard and a pervert who can defeat his parents is like a pathogen, whoever gets close will get sick.

If it is very close, it is a terminal illness, such as Qi Zhongshan.

He could imagine how many people would feel that Qi Zhongshan was "led down" by him once this incident got serious.

Ling Yifeng returned to his seat and found that Qi Zhongshan was not there. It seemed that he might have gone to Xiaoying's office to dry his hair, and Ye Yiming didn't know where he went.He looked around, and several people who were secretly looking at him quickly hid their heads behind the books, so that he couldn't help but carefully checked the tables, chairs and benches before tentatively sitting down.

Fortunately, the atmosphere in their class has always been quite harmonious. Most of the people are dedicated to learning, and they will not make trouble. In addition, Qi Zhongshan's popularity and prestige in the class are not bad. Ye Bingyu and the others sitting in the front row The girls have always had a good relationship, no one made any small moves on their seats, and no one dragged their seats to dirty corners such as the trash can. If you can calm down and stay in the class, you don't have to Affected learning.

You can still learn.

He took a special English cloze training book from the bookshelf, gritted his teeth, and started writing.

Quarrels are quarrels, troubles are troubles, and learning is learning.

Taking a step back, even if he didn't need to go to the same university with Qi Zhongshan in the end, he didn't want to let himself regret not studying art when he dreamed back at midnight.

Speaking of art, Ling Yifeng hasn't contacted Duan Yu for a long time, and I don't know how he and his cat are doing.

That fat orange cat that in a certain sense witnessed the first kiss between him and Qi Zhongshan.

And Duan Yu's subtle identity... Ah no, his ex-boyfriend, Wei Yan.

And his relationship with Qi Ming...

Ling Yifeng realized that he was distracted again, so he could only pinch his thigh hard, took a breath, tried to concentrate, turned forward a gestalt that had a lot of mistakes, and began to recite it.

He survived a morning reading in the chaos of not sleeping all night, and fell asleep on the table until the first class was over, and no one woke him up.

It wasn't until the beginning of the second class that he woke up to the background sound of the old man slowly explaining the test paper, and immediately turned his head to look around.

Qi Zhongshan did not come back.

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Inside the office.

Qi Zhongshan leaned his hands behind his back and looked down at the proprietress in front of the table.

After Xu Li and Qi Zhiping were alarmed at the same time, they asked for leave and rushed over. They were also sitting at the table at this time, silent.

Since it was class time and the first exam of the third year of high school was approaching, the teachers were not at their desks, the door was locked behind them, and the atmosphere was so depressing that Qi Zhongshan couldn't bear it.

"Let me tell you first, I chased him, and when he was under a lot of pressure, he proposed to break up with me, but I didn't agree, because I was stalking." Qi Zhongshan said calmly, "Is there any problem? "

"Why are you!" Before Xu Li and Qi Zhiping had time to say anything, the proprietress lost control of her emotions, "You are such a good child, why do you..."

"I like him, so am I not a good boy?" Qi Zhongshan said, "I didn't do anything wrong. If you must say that I did something wrong, then I apologize to you for my puppy love that violated school rules."

He heard Xu Li sigh heavily, as if someone had clenched a hammer tightly and swung it hard at his heart, making him breathless.

He can ignore anyone's ideas, he can confront the proprietress, but he can't face the disappointment and pain of his parents.

"I will ensure that my academic performance will improve steadily," Qi Zhongshan said again, "Yifeng's grades are not as good as mine, but he has been making progress. Please also trust the teacher that he will not drag me down in any way, and I will help him study. In order to make progress together. I will avoid the side effects of puppy love, and because of the special circumstances of the two of us, I will also pay attention to the impact so that other students will not feel uncomfortable."

"Do you know that this kid Ling Yifeng is a borrower?" The proprietress said sadly, "Do you know what his family background is? He is here to play with you now, and when the borrowing time is up, turn around and leave. How to contact you Once you cut it off, you will never find him again. No one here knows him, and no one dares to provoke him there. Children from ordinary families, why do you want to provoke such a child? Why do you say you Woolen cloth?"

"I know it all," Qi Zhongshan said, "because I like him and I want to be with him. If he chooses to break up with me, it's a breakup, and I won't blame him."

"Why are you so stupid, kid!" The proprietress's eyes were a little red, "The teacher doesn't mean to discriminate against this group, but you are a high school student now, and you are still in the third year of high school. The object of love is such a person. Child, the teacher is out of good intentions, not trying to harm you! Think about it, after you met him, he became better and better, did you become better because of him?"

"I have, why don't I," Qi Zhongshan said faster and faster, "I never care about other people's opinions, it is because of him that I work hard, I dare not get worse, I am afraid that if I regress, someone will say It’s because of him! Without him, it would be impossible for me to work as hard as I am now, and it would be impossible for me to have the current results in Chinese and English, let alone win the two awards in the competition. I lived at his house for the whole summer vacation. Since the beginning of school, I think the teacher can tell whether I have improved compared to before! And he didn't become better because of me, he has always been a very good person..."

"Are you trying to say that the teacher misunderstood him?" The proprietress also raised her voice, "But no matter how misunderstood, it's a fact that he got into fights in his previous school, it's a fact that he skipped classes and made troubles, and his growing environment is worrisome It's also true, why do you let yourself be tied to such a person at your age? Do you know what people in school say about you now?"

"I don't care." Qi Zhongshan took a deep breath, "It's impossible to break up, unless he dumps me, I promised him that he wouldn't break up first."

"Don't say a few words," Qi Zhiping finally said, "Do you have to piss your mother off!"

Qi Chongshan was startled, and looked at Xu Li.

In fact, Xu Li likes Ling Yifeng very much. She often used Ling Yifeng to teach him when she was a child. After the reunion in high school, she asked him to ask Ling Yifeng to come to eat at home many times. Qi Zhongshan occasionally jokingly mentioned that Ling Yifeng is very virtuous. She knows everything about having a baby, and she would slap him on the back of the head anxiously, saying that he is ignorant and that her classmates need to take care of him. Afterwards, her affection for Ling Yifeng also doubled.

However, the more I appreciated it then, the more heartbroken I am now.

"Mom isn't saying that there's anything wrong with you..." Xu Li wiped the corners of her eyes, and said softly, "Both parents deal with medicine, so they know that you are not sick or have any problems. I just didn't expect that you would keep this matter from us so tightly, you wouldn't even let the wind out. It's fine if you say you like a boy, why do you have to be at this time... Mom and Dad feel tired for you..."

"I don't know how much this kid Yifeng has changed over the years, and you haven't let him see us once, so we have no way of judging." Qi Zhiping frowned, "But Chongshan, from what it looks like now, the two of you It's really not the same kind of people. If we change it and say that Yifeng is a little girl, we may not be happy."

"Since you haven't seen him, why..."

Before Qi Zhongshan finished speaking, the proprietress handed over a piece of colored printed coated paper.

He is a little short-sighted. He had seen the paper when it came in, but at the time he thought it was a flyer, so he didn't pay attention to it. Now that he took it over and took a closer look, he realized that it was wrong.

"I found this when I opened the office this morning," said the proprietress, "otherwise I would not have known about it. Soon some parents who reacted violently called me and said that they were in the school's parent group parent forum today, etc. Some local people found that two children in our class were gay, and one of them was a problem student who had a lot of opinions at the beginning of the transfer. They said that children are studying at school, not..."

The proprietress didn't go on, Qi Zhongshan knew it was taking care of his feelings, so he didn't say the worst words.

"You are a very potential and excellent student," the proprietress said with helplessness in her tone, "The teacher hopes that you can think clearly about this matter earlier."

"I think very clearly," Qi Zhongshan said stubbornly, "Also, teacher, what is said on this piece of paper is not true. For example, it said that Yifeng's private life was chaotic there before."

"I also know that this person can print flyers and post things to entrap you. He must be very disgusted with you. Everything he said is very watery. To be honest, the teacher didn't believe you and him at first. It's that kind of relationship, who knows you actually admitted it." The proprietress sighed, "Qi Zhongshan, you are very smart, don't do stupid things, and don't just focus on 'feelings' and 'loyalty', who didn't have promises when they were young? How many vows have you made? How many have been truly fulfilled? If you are concerned about this, there is no need. Maybe it is difficult for you to do so, but the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, you can weigh it yourself. "

"Teacher, don't you think he will be sad too?" Qi Zhongshan said after a while of silence, "He is very sensible and has a strong self-esteem. If I really say to break up, he will definitely agree. Does it mean that he will be very sad again? Heartless. So in the end, everything is his fault, he didn't cherish me, he took this relationship to other places, and there will be another group of people saying that he is not a good boy, Said he had a 'chaotic private life'."

"I will find him, and I will also persuade him." The proprietress was stunned for a while before she said.

"What are you trying to persuade him, saying that he and I are not suitable?" Qi Zhongshan asked back.

"Yes, the two of you are not suitable." Qi Zhiping said, "I'm not talking about Yifeng, but just from the fact that he has been unwilling to come to see us, you can see that you are more confident than him and live a better life." You are also more reckless. Since you were young, you have always had the kind of personality that is not affected by other people's opinions. You have been with a person who is cautious, pays great attention to the opinions of people around you, and the first reaction is to avoid rather than solve problems. You don't feel that Tired?"

Qi Chongshan was taken aback.

This is the first time someone has asked him this.

Ye Yiming, Xie Hao, his father...

In their eyes, have you been tired all the time?

"Chongshan, you are already an adult, and we only talk to you so much because we treat you as an adult," Qi Zhiping said in a very flat tone, "If you insist on not wanting to break up, I won't force you."

Xu Li on the side also nodded.

"I'll just tell you that we disagree, and you're already in your third year of high school. I hope you make a more correct choice." Qi Zhiping said, "Everyone is waiting for your choice under the pressure of public opinion."

After listening to this, Qi Zhongshan closed his eyes and breathed calmly, without making a sound.

"I'll go find Ling..."

"No need," the proprietress was interrupted by Qi Zhongshan before she finished speaking, "I'll go find him."

"Then I'll look for his brother first." The proprietress was stunned for a while, then turned to look at Xu Li and Qi Zhiping, "I hope you two will stay for a while, don't get too excited."

When Qi Zhongshan walked out of the office, when the cold wind blew, he realized that he had just shed tears when he closed his eyes.

No wonder the proprietress was taken aback.

He couldn't remember the last time he cried, it was probably the time when he couldn't find Ling Yifeng after entering the first year of junior high school, and sat crying at the door of his house.

As soon as Qi Chongshan turned his head, he saw Ling Yifeng standing in the corridor blowing.

There was still a cigarette in his mouth.

"Didn't get out of class end yet?" Qi Zhongshan walked over, frowned, and reached out to take down his cigarette, "Why did you come out?"

"You don't care about me." Ling Yifeng turned his head suddenly, leaving Qi Zhongshan empty.

"How much have you heard?" Qi Zhongshan asked after hesitating for a while.

"Let's say the next few sentences," Ling Yifeng said, "what are you not suitable for me?"

"Don't listen to them..."

"I think your father is right," Ling Yifeng looked at him with a cigarette in his mouth, "Who would think that his son would be married to an illegitimate child who was raised by a dead father, a dead mother, or a homosexual, regardless of whether the person is a man or a woman? It's impossible."

The vigilance and alienation in Ling Yifeng's eyes are unfamiliar yet familiar, like the spines of a hedgehog, tightly wrapping the soft and weak him inside, while the outer layer still looks hard and thorny, which is not flattering.

He said it was unfamiliar because Qi Zhongshan hadn't seen Ling Yifeng like this for a long time.

It is familiar because when the two of them reunited after four years, they were standing in the corridor like this. Ling Yifeng leaned against the wall and looked at him with a cigarette in his mouth. His eyes were full of indifference and defense.

He worked hard for a whole year, exhausted all his sentence patterns and patience for 18 years to coax the same person, and finally got the same look.

Do you want to coax him again?

Qi Chongshan knew that Ling Yifeng was not really angry now, he was just uneasy, but in his impression Ling Yifeng never seemed to be able to express his uneasiness honestly, when he was uneasy, he would not believe anyone, Qi Zhongshan could only try his best to make him believe in himself , to ease his uneasiness a little.

The only thing I can do is coax, coax back and forth with just a few words, when it comes to routine analysis of love, there is really nothing to talk about.

Ling Yifeng looked at him for a while, straightened up, turned and left.

Qi Zhongshan stood there without moving.

He suddenly felt that he had actually stood here for a long time.

From the beginning until now, it has not moved.

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to finish this chapter, but it still didn’t work out. I guess I’ll have to wait for the next chapter. I’m really dawdling... But tomorrow’s day is pretty good, so let’s try tomorrow and talk about today’s chapter The number is also so cute 23333

Thanks to the little angel [Xi Qing] for the nutrient solution × 10~

Thanks to the little angel [Gentlemen's friendship is as light as water] for the nutrient solution × 10~

Tomorrow is the first anniversary of the publication of this article, and also the first anniversary of my writing Yuan Yan. I really didn’t expect time to pass so quickly.Thank you for your company over the past year, and I hope that you will accompany me in the future. I will work harder to code and live up to everyone's expectations!