look back and see him

Chapter 31

In the second year of Ding Yijing's marriage to a real estate tycoon, Yan Yan won the most authoritative best actor award in the industry that Lu Xiaoman once won.This is the tenth year that he and Lu Xiaoman have known each other, and the fifth year that Yan Yan has been making movies.After that, Yan Yan chose Xiying.

At that time, someone on the Internet claimed to have seen Yan Yan and Lu Xiaoman registering for marriage abroad, but there were not many netizens who remembered the two on the Internet at that time. Said, there is no need to pay attention to it.Including the details that the boss of Jinling liked a post that blessed Lu Xiaoman and Yan Yan.

After living abroad for two years, Lu Xiaoman and Yan Yan returned to the city they are most familiar with.Later, Lu Xiaoman couldn't remember how he and Ding Yude had occasional dinner together, until he attended his biological father's funeral, even though he had officially changed his name to Lu Xiaoman by then.

Yan Yan actually left earlier than Lu Xiaoman.However, when you are young, three years old seems like a gap, and when you get older, three years old will disappear.Lu Xiaoman accepted this fact calmly, and he and Yan Yan's adopted son returned to China to help him with the funeral.After the funeral, Lu Xiaoman drove his son away and stayed alone in the cemetery.

When people get older, parting from this kind of thing is very light to say, but equally serious to say.Lu Xiaoman suddenly felt that his life should end here.Whether a story ends well or badly depends on where it ends.

That day, Lu Xiaoman stood in front of Yan Yan's grave until late at night.

When he walked out of the cemetery, he saw Jin Cen's car.Today, Jin Cen attended Yan Yan's funeral on crutches.Lu Xiaoman hadn't seen each other for several years, he didn't expect Jin Cen to be so old.

Seeing Lu Xiaoman coming out, the driver opened the door and Jin Cen got out of the car. "Lu Yan is very worried about you, I promise him that I will send you back."

Life is not like a story where you can decide where to end at will, so Lu Xiaoman got into the car silently.

For so many years, Jin Cen has never been married.At first Lu Xiaoman was a little concerned about this matter, he always hoped to hear good news from Jin Cen, but after decades passed, many things became irrelevant, and could even be used for gossip.

"I heard from my father that you told him where he could meet me?"

"I didn't want to talk too much, but I can see that he cares about you."

"Don't worry, I'm not asking you to settle accounts, I just want to thank you."

"Thank you for meddling?"

"You really meddled a lot of nosy things." Lu Xiaoman knew this very well. He found it unimaginable, but he realized it a long time ago, "Over the years, you have meddled a lot of nosy things and helped us a lot... But, Did you know that every time I reminisce, I don't see you?"

Jin Cen quietly stared at the front of the car, with a faint self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth: "I'm really inconspicuous."

Lu Xiaoman slowly shook his head: "That's not the case. Later I realized that every time I turn around and can't see you, it's because you are standing beside me, not behind me."

The car finally stopped.

Lu Xiaoman stared at the person he rarely turned his head to look at.

"Thank you all the time, Jinzen," he said.

Finally, he got out of the car.

There was no Yan Yan at home waiting for him to go home, but he still walked towards the destination of his life with hope.

(End of the article)