You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

Chapter 132

If it's just a meal, it's really nothing.

Ling Yifeng hesitated again and again, but still explained his behavior.

Facts have proved that after so many years, the relationship between the two still has a kind of tacit understanding that is close to innate.Qi Zhongshan did not disappoint him, advanced and retreated appropriately, did not really take advantage of the situation to push him into a hurry - did not mention the true meaning of what he said just now, and did not deliberately take him back to the old place for dinner, just like today Everything is just going with the flow, no one has any evil intentions, and there is a considerable buffer room between the two of them.

For Ling Yifeng, Qi Zhongshan is a very good person. His EQ is added to this point. He will neither become sensitive because of over-speculation of other people's opinions, nor will he make people feel uncomfortable because he never considers other people's feelings. Disgust, so he lives wantonly, but this degree of freedom is within the acceptable range of the public.

Back then, I liked him, and part of it was because I liked the self-confidence that I was excellent, proud, and fearless.

But this person who lives so selfishly is so cautious when facing himself, and this sense of cherishing is also very easy to move people's hearts.

After finding a fast food restaurant at random, the two returned to the car. Seeing that he was no longer sleepy, Qi Zhongshan turned on the car stereo.

Ling Yifeng's listening habits are not the same as Qi Zhongshan's. He listens to very mixed songs. A Yuncun playlist can play hundreds of songs, with a wide variety. Qi Zhongshan patiently divides different songs into small playlists. There are more than a dozen songs in the playlist, until I hear them over and over again.

This CD was probably carved by himself. Ling Yifeng glanced at it and found that the songs were still neatly arranged from top to bottom according to different categories, and Qi Chongshan's habit had not changed.

This person is listening to folk songs recently. In high school when folk songs were not popular at all, Qi Zhongshan had already started listening to them, probably because he played guitar. "Death" and other words, I still listened quietly. There are famous ones on the playlist and some unknown ones. It seems that there is no obvious common point.

Ling Yifeng leaned against the car door, and when he heard the phrase "The habit you left behind is still alive on me", he immediately reacted.

This is a nostalgic playlist.

A little wistful.

The majestic female voice reveals the vicissitudes of the rivers and lakes, as if passing through time and thousands of mountains and rivers, and then telling the long story.

Hastily.

joys and sorrows.

Tossed.

melancholy.

care.

old friend.

Return.

Listening to the key words in the song, Ling Yifeng held his breath slightly.

Qi Zhongshan drove the car quite calmly, without any emotional fluctuations.

When the song was about to finish, he glanced at Ling Yifeng, stretched out his hand, and changed the mode to a single loop.

""Li Li Wan Xiang"." Qi Zhongshan said the title of the song, "I think you like it."

"Ah," Ling Yifeng responded, "I've heard of it, Chen Li."

"Well," Qi Zhongshan said, "when this song came out, Chen Li and Zhu Xing hadn't broken up yet."

Chen Li is a rare singer in China who has come out publicly, but in the end they ended up breaking up. As a passerby, it is not easy for Ling Yifeng to judge this matter.

He just thought of himself and Qi Zhongshan, who even resisted coming out of the closet, and finally broke up.

Kind of feels sad and unworthy for no reason.

Ling Yifeng sat up straight, while slowly looking at the playlist, while tuning the song, Qi Zhongshan saw that he could almost figure out the function, so he let him go.

In the end, the car was parked downstairs in the school district room, and the single "Various" was played over and over again in the car.

The song is very short, and the lyrics repeat over and over again that you are strange, familiar and different in my dream, as if I don't know who is thinking about whom.

Qi Zhongshan sighed, looked at Ling Yifeng who fell asleep on the back of the chair again, and turned on the heater in the car.

Fortunately, the car has just been refueled, otherwise I really don't know how long it can burn on empty.

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When Ling Yifeng was awakened by the biological clock, it was already the next morning.

To be honest, the moment he opened his eyes, he was a little dazed.

At some point, Qi Zhongshan untied the seat belt he was wearing, and he was still wearing Qi Zhongshan's coat. The familiar and reassuring smell hidden under the smell of disinfectant gradually faded away with the heating throughout the night. It seeped out, lingered on the tip of his nose, and lingered, making him sleep very deeply all night.

Ling Yifeng actually felt his heartbeat speed up for an instant.

Is this... a night out with your ex-boyfriend?

Still in the car?

Are you still wearing his clothes?

But in fact nothing happened?

Sleeping with the heating on?

Ling Yifeng looked at the gray sky at five or six o'clock, and after reacting for a long time, he turned his eyes to the driver's seat next to him.

Qi Zhongshan is tall and has long legs. Although the car was not small when he bought it, it is still limited to such a small space, so it is impossible to sleep comfortably.

But he also fell asleep, honestly and quietly, without complaining at all, and didn't even try to wake himself up.

I don't know if it's because Ling Yifeng stared at Qi Chongshan for too long, Qi Chongshan woke up early before it was time to wake up, squinted his eyes for a while, and then turned his head to look at him.

This is the first time the two have spent so long together since their reunion.

Still in an extremely ambiguous time period, living together in a small environment.

"I still have to go to work this morning." Qi Zhongshan didn't seem to realize the embarrassment of the atmosphere, cleared his throat, turned around and found a bottle of mouthwash from the seat bag, "Are you going back now?"

Just as Ling Yifeng was about to nod, he felt the phone vibrate in his hand.

It's Qi Ming.

There was still a missed call.

Qi Ming and Ling Yichen left after meeting Ling Yifeng for dinner last time. Ling Yifeng didn't care where he was going. He didn't expect to come back last night. Qi Ming even called the landline of the school district room, but the result was naturally no No one answered, but Ling Yifeng's phone was muted during the parent-teacher meeting, and even the vibration was turned off, so naturally the phone couldn't get through.

Although Ling Yifeng has long been an adult and lived independently, it is still a bit scary that his younger brother who has always been very obedient and active in contact suddenly lost contact for a whole night.

Qi Ming sent a tentative message so early, presumably because he was worried and didn't sleep well.

"No, I'm going to see my brother." Ling Yifeng was also a little anxious, and said while replying to Qi Ming's message, "City Cultural Palace, are you on the way?"

"Ah, it's a haunted house." Qi Zhongshan stretched his stiff arms and pulled off the handbrake. "By the way, I'll just go to work after seeing you off."

"Well," Ling Yifeng was stunned before he said, "Turn right over there, East Street, go straight, there is a very high-end neighborhood at first glance, the door is blocked by a big rock..."

Looking at the clothes on Qi Zhongshan, he always felt a little flimsy. When he looked down, he realized that he was still holding his coat in his arms.

"Hey!" Ling Yifeng saw that Qi Zhongshan had finished warming up the engine, stepped on the accelerator and left, and quickly shook off his clothes, "You are not cold! Put on your clothes first!"

"The air conditioner is on," Qi Zhongshan raised his chin at the air vent, "I'll talk about it later when I stop at a red light."

"It's easy to be cold when you sleep." After a while, Ling Yifeng heard him say softly, "You are afraid of the cold."

Ling Yifeng's memory instantly returned to the playground under the pale sky.

He lay down to take a nap, Qi Zhongshan took off his coat seriously, and covered him seriously against the biting cold wind.

Then the two of them tied the same scarf, sitting there side by side, breathing evenly and steadily, secretly exchanging the most intimate gas along the veins of the fabric.

At that time, I actually started to like him.

It's just that I don't want to admit it subjectively.

It's just a ignorant affection when I was young, can it be called liking?

As soon as the car stopped in front of the traffic light, Ling Yifeng turned sideways as if waking up from a dream, ready to quickly help Qi Zhongshan put on his clothes, but Qi Zhongshan just reached out and was about to take the clothes. The individual is almost passing by.

Ling Yifeng's heart skipped a beat.

Words and thoughts can deceive, but physical reactions cannot.

When Qi Zhongshan approached him, he didn't hide.

And his face burned quickly.

Qi Chongshan was obviously taken aback, but quickly realized, put on his clothes, calmed down his emotions, and continued to drive forward.

Ling Yifeng didn't react when he parked at the entrance of the community, but Qi Zhongshan reminded him: "We're here. Unregistered cars shouldn't be able to enter the community, right?"

"Oh, good," Ling Yifeng glanced out of Qi Chongshan's car window, "Actually, it's enough to have an access control card, but I didn't bring the card today, and I have to wait for Qi Ming to pick it up..."

As soon as Ling Yifeng finished speaking, he regretted it.

As soon as Qi Ming's figure appeared in the guard's room, Qi Chongshan had already lowered the car window. Before Ling Yifeng could get out of the car, Qi Ming directly saw Qi Chongshan sitting in the driver's cab.

Qi Ming's eyes...

It's no less than witnessing the scene of catching|raping.

"Hello, brother." Qi Chongshan took the initiative to smile and greeted, "Long time no see."

Qi Ming hasn't changed much in these years, he is dressed casually and has a strong literary and artistic atmosphere. With a glance, one can know that this person has been unrestrained, loves freedom all his life, and is a romantic painter.

"Chong... Chongshan?" Qi Ming passed for a long time, but he didn't dare to admit it, he walked a little closer, looked at the co-pilot several times, and said in surprise, "It's really been a long time... ... Hey, Yifeng was at your place last night?"

Ling Yifeng quickly opened the car door, jumped out of the car, and said before Qi Zhongshan: "No!"

Qi Zhongshan didn't mind his tone of eagerness to get rid of it, and still smiled gently: "Then I'll go to work in the hospital first, you can talk."

"Hey, good," Qi Ming replied, "I'm sorry to trouble you, I'll bring Yifeng over early in the morning."

"It's okay, it should be."

After Qi Chongshan said goodbye, he drove away, leaving only Qi Ming and Ling Yifeng standing at the gate of the community looking at each other.

Really embarrassing.

"You last night..." Qi Ming seemed to be choosing his words carefully, "Then what, with him?"

"No!" Ling Yifeng was extremely embarrassed, "I have nothing to do with him!"

"Why do these words sound so familiar?" Qi Ming glanced at him, "What do you mean by 'no relationship at all', at least it's your ex-boyfriend."

"I was not sensible at that time." Ling Yifeng exhaled.

"Why, I still want to make it into black history," Qi Ming laughed. "At any rate, he is also the champion of the city. Back then, he was also liked by a bunch of young girls and boys."

Ling Yifeng deliberately pretended to be stupid and didn't hear.

"I think Chongshan is very handsome," Qi Ming chatted with him as he walked into the community, "I didn't fully bloom before, and I was pretty good-looking, but I was quite young. Now that I have grown up, I look very manly." , unlike you, who can pretend to be a high school student while wearing a school uniform, and when he first became a teacher, he was written a love letter as a student with a personality who didn’t wear a school uniform.”

"Do you have any opinions on high school students?" Ling Yifeng said a little bit unbearably, "Can't I be young at heart?"

"I've eaten explosives," Qi Ming snorted on his head, "Praise him a few words to make you anxious. Isn't this to prove that you had a good eye back then?"

"Thank you," Ling Yifeng sighed heavily, "You have a good eye too."

"You're welcome," Qi Ming said with a smile, "tell me what you think."

"What...what's your idea?" For some reason, Ling Yifeng stammered a bit when he spoke.

"What do you think?" Qi Ming glanced at him, "What do you think of him?"

"Can you have any ideas?" Ling Yifeng asked back.

Qi Ming looked at him for a while, then suddenly smiled: "Forget it, you have been timid since you were a child, so I won't force you. Just think it out yourself."

"Your brother said that he may still have to go back there in two years, and I will definitely follow him, and then you will be here alone." Qi Ming sighed, "To be honest, I really hope that you can find someone Accompanying you, if nothing else, just your fear of the dark..."

"This must be a heart disease." Ling Yifeng said after a while of silence, "Didn't my brother find a psychiatrist for me later, and it was much better after the guidance. I just stayed alone at night... Occasionally feel flustered. Actually It’s nothing, I haven’t felt that kind of fear for a long time.”

After being completely swept by the wave of darkness, it is necessary to find a driftwood to cling to.

I was afraid that Qi Zhongshan would still be stunned when Qi Zhongshan secretly kissed his ear for the first time.

"Tell me, what happened yesterday," Qi Ming realized that he had chatted to death, and quickly changed the subject, "Why did you come here with him?"

"It's really a long story," Ling Yifeng felt a little headache, "Anyway, nothing happened between me and him, so don't worry about it."

"That's fine," Qi Ming didn't ask too much, "I just remembered a sentence I told you a long time ago... I will send you this sentence again."

"Don't give up on the beginning just because you're afraid of the end." Ling Yifeng picked it up without even thinking about it, "Everyone is going to die, don't you think you're going to die?"

"Yes." Qi Ming raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, "So you still remember."

"Yes," Ling Yifeng said, "for you, the process is more important than the result. You have always had such a character, you don't care about everything when you give, you don't care when you turn around and leave, and you are also when you make up your mind to come back. It can be as sudden as it wants..."

"I didn't say it was right for me to live like this," Qi Ming laughed, "Personal suggestion."

"Better than me." Ling Yifeng said, "At least you haven't been dumped before."

"This kid," Qi Ming patted him on the head indifferently, "You've already talked about that, so you can't blame Chongshan."

"I don't blame him." Ling Yifeng took a long breath, "To be honest, the relationship between the two of us is unequal. That kind of relationship can't stand the toss, it's in jeopardy... In short, it's my fault."

"Then are you still tossing about now?" Qi Ming asked.

"No way." Ling Yifeng said, "It's quite naive. And there's nothing to worry about."

"Do you still have feelings for Qi Zhongshan?" Qi Ming asked, "To be honest."

Ling Yifeng thought of the meeting in the car just now.

"I can't completely treat him as a passerby." Ling Yifeng finally said in this way.

"You can't let go." Qi Ming concluded.

Yes, I can't let go.

"If you never forget, there will be echoes." Qi Ming didn't say anything more in the end, but just patted him on the shoulder, "Think twice. What have you been like these years... Everyone has seen it."

what is he like

Ling Yifeng never considered this issue.

"What am I like?" Ling Yifeng asked.

"It makes people dare not introduce you to someone at all," Qi Ming said, "You really are, you have always regretted that you didn't do well enough back then, and felt that you were sorry for him... You never thought about making up for it. one time?"

"Let me show you something." When Ling Yifeng was still in a daze, Qi Ming said again, "Didn't I sort out a box when the school district house was demolished and moved? Last time I was bored at home to clean up. Sanitation, found two letters."

The author has something to say: today's update is better to eat with bgm 23333

Thanks to the little angel [Is it a demon, not a Yao] for the nutrient solution × 9~

PS By the way, this is not the first time I have quoted Chen Li’s lyrics. The chapter synopsis of the chapter before the two reunited in high school is called “You Are Strange, Familiar, and Different in My Dreams”, which is from Chen Li’s "Various" ( lie)