this turbulent love

Chapter 31

Chapter 31

After knowing that Jian Mo met Yu Wenqian that night, Gu Yan felt relieved, and took Gu Yu and the others to play around with peace of mind. Although Jian Mo didn't seem to make a decent call to him for two days, there must be something wrong. That's why it's like this, right?He felt that it was too uncomfortable for two people to know what the other was doing all the time.He thought like this, and then followed Gu Yu and the others to watch a comic exhibition that just started after the exhibition.

I spent two days with Gu Yu and the others like this, and today is the last day.Gu Yan led them through some places that he had never been before, and he marveled at the beautiful scenery that he had not seen and his leisurely and harmonious mood.

When Gu Yu and Zhou Su came out, they had already checked out of the room, and they took their small luggage together to make the end of the trip in this city.There wasn't much time, they just had a simple lunch after shopping, and Gu Yan took them to the station, and they were about to leave.

Before Zhou Su got in the car, she finally got to know Gu Yan a lot, probably because she didn't know if she would meet again in the future, so when Gu Yu was not around, she said a lot to Gu Yan, but Gu Yan could hear it. not understand well.

Zhou Su said that the current age is countless I love you, and then ends with a sorry.

Zhou Su said that at this age, you will not be able to see the future clearly. You never know at which moment your firm confidence will collapse, and then you decide to give up.

Zhou Su said these confusing words in a noisy lunch shop with a tone and expression far beyond her age.Gu Yan on the opposite side looked at Zhou Su, and thought of his own younger sister who was naive and romantic and didn't know how to deal with things at all. Maybe people really sometimes distinguish the essential difference between people, but it didn't stop everyone from meeting each other. Personal encounters become parallel or intersecting lines.

Gu Yan's eyes looked at Zhou Su slightly out of focus, as if what Zhou Su said made him suddenly feel that he had cleared the fog and understood this girl better. Although her words seemed so messy, it made people feel Seems like it should be.Gu Yan is still completely unable to understand and feel the emotions in Zhou Su’s words. The Jian Mo he thinks of is another kind of feeling, which makes him go forward. At least for now, he feels that their road is still very, very long. .

Time passed quickly, and the two girls were quickly taken away to the distance.

Gu Yan also finished his task, went back to the dormitory and slowly packed his luggage, called a car downstairs and 'packed' himself back to Jian Mo's apartment, he is now in a mood of urgency , want to see Jian Mo, want to meet Jian Mo.

When he got to the apartment, Gu Yan was a little disappointed that Jian Mo was not there.He just now remembered that the two of them seemed to have had little contact these two days because of their respective affairs, so now he doesn't even know whether Jian Mo is at home or what he is doing.He hesitated to put his things back in place, and when he walked to the bedroom, he found that the bed was bulged, and Jian Mo on it was fast asleep.Gu Yan suddenly felt as if his heart was filled, he walked carefully and softly to the bedside, and then looked at Jian Mo like this.

Jian Mo probably hasn't had a good time these two days, there is a faint shadow under his eyes, and he looks haggard and tired.Gu Yan found that this was different from Jian Mo's drawing all night long before. Even though Jian Mo was tired before, he always looked energetic and invincible.But now, when he looked at the man lying on the bed, he looked a bit decadent and embarrassed, and he didn't even care about the stubble at the corner of his mouth, which Jian Mo never did.

He looked at Jian Mo worriedly, and finally sat on the ground to accompany Jian Mo.

Not long after, Jian Mo woke up, and when she saw Gu Yan, she suddenly hugged Gu Yan with sleepy eyes, and buried her head in Gu Yan's neck.Gu Yan only felt that Jian Mo's breathing was heavy and hot, and he was startled, and wanted to break free from Jian Mo's embrace to check on Jian Mo's situation, but Jian Mo hugged him tighter and tighter, wrapping Gu Yan tightly in his arms.Gu Yan had no choice but to stop his movements, hugging Jian Mo's back with both hands, and the two hugged in silence like this.Jian Mo calmed down his emotions a little, then got up and went to the bathroom to tidy himself up, and when he came out, it was as if nothing had happened.Yes, nothing happened, it was still the same.Jian Mo said this to herself.

That night, he and Yu Wenqian didn't sleep all night, and the two of them sat on the sofa, unable to get any sleepiness.It is because he knows the other party too well, so when the other party is sad and helpless, he can't say anything, that's how he is.Yu Wenqian was silent for half a night, then raised his bloodshot eyes, and asked Jian Mo, "Ah Jian, what do you think I should do?" But there was no answer, Jian Mo didn't know, and Yu Wenqian even more didn't know.He didn't know what to do with that man.

Looking at Yu Wenqian's appearance, Jian Mo was still a little sad.At this time, the phone beeped, and he turned on the phone to look through it, and there was Gu Yan's message on it; Gu Yan made a pitiful expression, and behind him was an empty dormitory.Then add the text below, Jianmo~

He flipped through the information and wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh now.He was immersed in his previous love and couldn't get out. It wasn't until Gu Yan's message that he suddenly struggled out of the water like a drowning person. He is not the original him now. He is not the one who stood silently behind and guarded others. Man, he also has another person he needs to protect.

He looked at Yu Wenqian, and suddenly had a role that should belong to an outsider.He began to regain his sanity, instead of being frightened and powerless like before.

"Xiaoqian, do you still love him? Su Mo, that man, do you still love him?" He clearly and forcefully put together a sentence into the sentence that he didn't even have the courage to say before. Tighten the phone, there is the smile of that little fool Gu Yan in it.

Yu Wenqian slumped on the sofa, holding the teacup in his hand, and then his eyes were empty, he shook his head: "I don't know if I still love him or not. But, I probably still can't let go. If the so-called not letting go means still loving, probably Right. But the days go round and round, heh, few can go back after all. Me and him, it’s the kind of force majeure that can’t go back. Love?” He laughed at himself, and then put down the teacup: “Now I can believe that there is nothing else. I can’t trust my lover, I can’t trust my relatives, what else around me can stand behind me, support me when I’m in trouble, instead of impatiently stabbing me?”

He seemed to be getting weaker and weaker as he spoke, "I cherish what I want to protect, what can I give them? Can I trust myself now?"

Jian Mo heard Yu Wenqian's words, and watched Yu Wenqian fall powerlessly on the sofa.He originally wanted to say that he could still trust me, at least he could trust me.But he still didn't say it, he knew that these words probably had no effect, he looked at Yu Wenqian who was caught in a mood, he couldn't think of how to help Yu Wenqian, his words were weak and empty, his comfort could not even comfort himself.

"Then it will take a while," Jian Mo thought for a while, "Xiaoqian, give yourself and others some time. There is no need to push yourself so hard, no one will stab you in the back all the time, so don't Life is so tiring. If you think it’s okay, I think you can give yourself some time to relax first, instead of being stuck in these goddamn inexplicable emotions. How you do, where you go, or what kind of life you live is no one else can decided."

He also followed his body and sat on the sofa.

Yu Wenqian on the opposite side didn't make a sound for a long time, just when Jian Mo thought he was falling asleep, he suddenly fell down on the sofa, "Ah Jian, I think I'm going to take a break and see what I really want What. I figured, I need a while to actually live my own life, too."

Immediately standing up, Yu Wenqian swept away his fragility and confusion before, and returned to the gentle and gentle person he was familiar with, with a determination in his eyes that seemed to overthrow everything and start over again. Although he looked tired, he was very energetic .Jian Mo didn't know how he could see so much, maybe it was because he could just imagine, maybe he had already fantasized many times before he could see it so accurately.But this is not important anymore, he also overthrew everything, and he has his own life, the person who broke through the south wall and finally found him, although he may not be able to let go of many things, but like Xiaoqian, he also needs time.

Yu Wenqian smiled at Jian Mo, "But the summer vacation is almost over, I may need you, A Jian, to tell the principal that I want to keep my student status." Jian Mo smiled and nodded, watching him continue: "There are still a lot Trouble, you may need A Jian's help. So I have to work hard for you, A Jian. I will reward you well when I come back~" He finished the passage in a rising tone.Jian Mo knew that he hadn't completely come out of the slump just now, so he continued to nod his head, and then made him a cup of hot tea again, and the two of them stayed up all night in the slightly bright sky.

For the next two days, Jian Mo sat in the study room, quietly alone in the study room, and returned to the bedroom to sleep until he couldn't hold on any longer. When he woke up, he saw Gu Yan sitting On the ground, look at yourself.At that time, his mind was a little blank, all he knew was to hug Gu Yan tightly. The things he hadn't figured out in two days disappeared instantly when he opened his eyes and saw Gu Yan. His past was already in the past. up.

After Jian Mo packed himself up, he went out to buy some food and came back, the refrigerator at home was empty.He smiled slightly, without Gu Yan being a foodie, he probably wouldn't care if there was food in the refrigerator; wouldn't care if the water in the house was empty; wouldn't care if the CDs at home should be replaced.Everything he does now, he didn't care about when he was alone before, is changing because of the person beside him now.

He was preparing dinner in the kitchen, then turned his head to look at the entrance of the kitchen, where Gu Yan was standing there, looking at him with a bright smile.Jian Mo laughed out loud, he just wanted this kind of life, what could be more satisfying than this?After he finished frying a dish, Gu Yan couldn't wait to take it away, then secretly stuffed it into his mouth when he wasn't paying attention, and then came back to watch himself continue cooking.

He had seen stomach medicine from Gu Yan's regular medicines, so he knew that Gu Yan had a stomach problem. Although he didn't know how serious Gu Yan's stomach problem was, since he knew it, he seldom made Gu Yan's favorite fried eggplant and braised fried food. The dishes on the table were all light and tasty, and I spent a lot of time preparing them for Gu Yan.

Fortunately, even though Gu Yan didn't like this kind of food, he still honestly supported him and finished the food.He would occasionally cook some other dishes for Gu Yan, like today.He saw that Gu Yan had sauce hanging from his mouth because he was in a hurry to eat, put down the dishes that were still in the pot, and kissed him hard under Gu Yan's guilty explanation.

In the past two days, he also misses him very much. What is the saying?I haven't seen you for two days, like three autumns.

He closed his eyes and pressed the man against the wall, deepening the kiss.

Gu Yan hasn't eaten delicious food for a long time, so he can't help but eat a lot. Well, he often buys food when he is outside, but he hasn't eaten what Jian Mo cooked for him for a long time.Gu Yan ate until his hands were covered with oil, and then he was kissed by Jian Mo.

He blushed unconsciously when he heard the sound of their kiss.Jian Mo's paralyzed and cold face is all pretending to be seen by outsiders. Gu Yan has already discovered that Jian Mo actually likes to laugh, and is very gentle when he is with him, so he feels very happy!After wandering like this for a while, I woke up with a start from the hand sticking in from the hem of the shirt!He suddenly opened his eyes, Jian Mo's face was very close, very quiet, as if... that hand that was walking was not his.

Gu Yan's face was so red that it was about to drip blood. He knew that they were already together, but is it really going to be this place for the first time?A...shame play filled with his favorite fried eggplant? ...Okay, it's fine, but because he came here today, he sweated a lot and hasn't taken a shower yet.wrong!What is the problem he was thinking about... He was thinking so nervously, and after he suddenly smelled an unpleasant smell of burning in the pot because no one was controlling it, he had no time to think more, and pushed Opening Jian Mo in front of him, he rushed to the pot and looked at the pot that had turned into a black ball: "Ahhh, my sauce exploded with eggplant!"

Jian Mo behind him had a face full of black lines. Seeing that several pieces of his shirt had been untied and Gu Yan with red and swollen lips frantically rescued the eggplants in the pot, all he could imagine in his mind was a ball of black lines, and he immediately stepped forward to help Gu Yan. Word.

After solving the eggplant Gu Yan, he turned his head and looked at Jian Mo belatedly, feeling as if he had done something extraordinary.Then he watched Jian Mo wash the pot with a blank expression and re-fried a dish. After filling the rice, he sat down at the dining table with the oil marks he had printed just now and ate.

Gu Yan: "Uh, who brought the remote control? Let him press the back button!"

The author has something to say: ah, ah, I always want to say a lot before writing.

Then after I finished writing... I couldn't remember anything!Oops

Um, I was wondering when to start?

start what? .../insidious

Good rewrite and make up~~