This is a nurturing essay

Chapter 126 Chasing and Stopping

"……I see."

Osamu Dazai leaned over and picked up the skateboard on the ground.

"You are right. This is the business of the sheep, and I will not interfere."

There was a look of indifference on the boy's face.After that, he turned and left.

"Wait, Dazai?" Nakahara Chuya subconsciously felt something was wrong.His body was faster than his mind, and before he realized the reason, he had already stretched out his hand to pull Dazai Osamu.

But nothing is pulled.

Osamu Dazai walked very fast, beyond Chuya Nakahara's expectation - just like the strength he held on Chuya's shoulder just now.

Those two coats were still in Shota Ueno's hands, but Osamu Dazai had long forgotten about them.The florist's lightness kung fu taught by Lu Yu had exerted all its power, and the boy's figure was as light as a cat.

Thus he left the cellar.

The cellar fell silent.

In the Central Plains, it is also rare to be a little dazed.He knew that Osamu Dazai was angry.He didn't remember anything when he was picked up by the sheep, and now he only has the memory of being a man for three years.

He actually... didn't know why Dazai was angry.Because Dazai has always been very smart, he thinks Dazai understands some things.

Just like just now, Dazai must have understood - he had to do this.

But Dazai was still angry.

why?

"Chuya, what are you waiting for?" Shirase urged.

"The deployment map is still in his hand." Okubo reminded him aloud.

"That's right, Chuya, go after him!" Shirase suddenly said, "Go and get the defense map back."

There was another fire in Zhongyuan Zhongye's heart.

This fire is different from the previous one, but it is still annoying.

"Stop it!" Nakahara Chuya suddenly shouted, feeling incredible about his emotions, "You don't need to direct me!"

The scorching sun in the afternoon was in the sky.The air is burning.

Osamu Dazai walked into the sun, feeling strange.

Ever since he was taken away from Tsushima's house by his brother, he has never felt this kind of——

Ridiculous.

The love from his brother protected him in every way, and he almost forgot—almost—forgot—what an elusive creature human beings are.

Summer insects can't talk about ice.

... Central Plains Chuya, you are really unlucky.

Although that young man was born in a slum, he was surprisingly brilliant, and his rude words and deeds could not conceal his good character.They can also play together, the little orange cat is also very interesting to tease, and the smooth hair is also very simple, which is a type that Osamu Dazai has never touched before.

but.

How did I meet such a group of...

Osamu Dazai stepped on the skateboard and slid out quickly.

He is not angry.He just finds it ridiculous—to Shirase, to Yuxing, to Yang.It's not that he can't continue talking, it's just that it's unnecessary.

He understood what Zhongyuan Zhongye meant.

He respects the Central Plains.

The friends he admits are not weak.

So... no need.Change has never been decided by him alone.Since Zhong also chooses to take responsibility, he can't get involved like a bad guy.

After all, it's enough to just know friends for a month.

——"Dazai!"

The voice belonging to Chuya Zhongyuan sounded behind him with a touch of flicking his tongue.

Osamu Dazai subconsciously stretched out a foot to stop the skateboard.

The orange-haired boy wrapped in red light flew past Dazai Osamu like a small cannonball, and then circled a perfect semicircle back to Dazai Osamu.

"Aren't you going to club D?" Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows.

Tsk, the gravity ability is too cheating.

Red light lingered on the opponent's body, his hands were in the pockets of the sun protection suit, his orange hair was covered by the hood, and he was suspended in mid-air, looking similar to the day we first met.

"Hmm... Okubo said that the deployment map is here with you." Nakahara Nakaya coughed lightly and fell to the ground.

Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment, took out a roll of deployment map from his pants pocket and threw it to Chuya Nakahara: "And then?"

"Dazai, are you angry?" Nakahara Chuya whispered, "It's not that we don't listen to your plan, it's just that it will take time for you to convince Shirase and the others, and the implementation of the plan may not be smooth..."

Dazai listened to him quietly.

"Dazai, it's not that I don't trust you." Nakahara Nakaya explained intuitively, "It's just me doing it, which is safer. What they said makes sense. It is my duty to save the sheep's companion."

"I'm not angry because of this." Osamu Dazai sighed helplessly, "You have already decided, haven't you? You and them have reached a consensus. Then why should I be angry? I was just here to help you."

"That's it, then you will be of great help." Zhong Yuanzhong also heaved a sigh of relief, "Go exchange information or something..."

"So, is there anything else?" Osamu Dazai tilted his head, "Aren't you in a hurry to save someone?"

Osamu Dazai showed pure doubts on his face: "Do you want me to be with you?"

You didn't need Shirase's help, but you came to me... Is it because I am a person with supernatural powers?Or because, I am your friend?

This somewhat unreasonable remark was swallowed by Osamu Dazai.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also said to have hit his previous inner thoughts, and felt uncomfortable.

Subconsciously... he felt that Osamu Dazai would fight alongside him.Moreover, he wanted to use that "hole card", and his intuition told him that Osamu Dazai's supernatural power would come in handy in the end.

However, when he was in the cellar, Zhong Yuanzhong also dismissed this idea.

Dazai has no offensive abilities.Facing the hail of bullets, he is different from himself, he has no ability to protect himself.

This matter has nothing to do with him, and he can no longer be involved.

"It's okay, do you want to go back?" Zhong Yuanzhong also blinked, "Be careful of the people in D club."

Dazai nodded casually.

"Then I'm leaving." After making sure that the little friend wasn't angry with him, Zhong Yuanzhong also felt relieved and waved his hand, "I'll come to play with you after I win."

He just went away.

Osamu Dazai froze in place.After a while, he looked back.

Nakahara Chuya put his hands in his pockets, lowered his head, and walked slowly at a speed completely different from the speed he had just caught up with Osamu Dazai.

Maybe it was because he was afraid of scaring the snake, maybe Chuya Nakahara himself was hesitating, maybe he was not in a hurry because he had listened to Osamu Dazai's previous analysis.

Osamu Dazai stared at his back for a while, then suddenly changed direction and slid towards Nakahara Nakata.

Well, Chuya.If you chase me once, I have to stop you again, and we're even.

Just like Chuya Nakahara caught up with Osamu Dazai just now, Osamu Nakahara's skateboard quickly passed Chuya Nakahara, then circled half a circle, and stopped in front of the orange-haired boy.

Zhongyuan Zhong also raised his head in surprise: "Dazai? How did you catch up?"

Osamu Dazai gasped for a few moments, but did not speak.

"Are you going with me?" Zhong Yuanzhong was also puzzled.

Osamu Dazai looked at him, but still didn't speak.

"What's wrong?" Zhong Yuan frowned.

The two pairs of eyes looked at each other for a while, and Zhong Yuanzhong was finally defeated.

"Don't be like this, Dazai." The boy with red curly hair sighed, "This is my business. Your supernatural power..."

"I won't tell you these things." Osamu Dazai interrupted him, "Chuya, you—"

"Huh?" Zhong Yuanzhong was also puzzled.

"You said it was your responsibility, maybe. But it is definitely not your responsibility alone. There is no reason for you to do dangerous things by yourself."

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't speak, and his expression revealed a bit of emptiness.He is used to using his own power to solve all enemies.After all, he is very confident that he can take back the crown of victory.

He actually saw that Osamu Dazai had been stopping him.It's not as simple as "everyone is responsible", it's that he doesn't want to do anything at all.But why?

"Chuya, have you ever killed someone?" Osamu Dazai, who saw Chuya's confusion, asked softly.

His memory flashed back to one night.

That night in the United States, he had just awakened his supernatural powers not long ago.

His brother, holding him, killed a man in front of his face.

so easy.

So... cautious.

Afterwards, on the roof overlooking the daytime lights of Sin City, they had a lesson of terrible weight amidst laughter and casual cover-ups.

His brother, his teacher, his guide, his father told him—

Life has weight.

Whether they are good people or evil people, ordinary people or people with supernatural powers, they are all human beings with joys, sorrows and joys.

So, in the moment of choosing to take the life of another...

You are the killer.

Killing people has to bear a heavy weight.

So Xiao Zhi, you have to be careful, at least don't become the perpetrator.

That lesson worth three lives was engraved in Osamu Dazai's heart after all.

So he still caught up.

It's not that he is worried about Chuya's safety in the Central Plains. In fact, Osamu Dazai believes in Chuya. Since Chuya thinks he is fine, it probably means that he is really fine.

... He actually didn't want to see Zhong Yuan Zhong also walk into that situation where he couldn't turn back.

Knowing that the D club is engaged in organ smuggling, Osamu Dazai planned to borrow a knife to kill someone.Yito, PM, everything is fine.But Zhong Yuanzhong was unwilling and refused to accept it, so he had to solve it by himself.

Osamu Dazai wanted to give up.But since Zhongya has caught up, he will try again.

Central Plains also fell silent.He didn't speak.

"I'll just pretend you're gone." Osamu Dazai sighed. In fact, based on his usual feelings, he was quite sure that Nakahara Chu had never killed anyone before, "Chuya, you're going this time. To kill."

The young man followed Lu Yu's example and tried to explain some big principles.

"I know that your living environment makes you take this matter very lightly. But killing people is different after all. This means that you will bear the weight of other people's lives, and bear the sin of taking the lives of the same kind, and you will be contaminated from then on. Blood is no longer pure white."

Central Plains is also still silent.He lowered his head, and Osamu Dazai couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

"Chuya... Even so, do you still want to go?"

Dazai asked softly.

The curly-haired boy finally looked up at Osamu Dazai.He looked calm, but with some indescribable complexity.

He says--

"Ah, I've had enough of that stuff."

Osamu Dazai's pupils narrowed.

how come……?

"Thank you, Dazai." Nakahara also smiled, reached out and patted Dazai on the shoulder, "I'll treat you to barbecue when I come back."

This time, he walked firmly and briskly.

……

Shouldn't it be?

Dazai stayed where he was, now it was his turn to be confused.He believed in his own eyesight, and it was absolutely true that Zhongyuan Zhong had never killed anyone.

So where did the sin come from?Have you carried enough?

What's more, during the barbecue that day, he got out of Shota Ueno's mouth. Nakahara Nakaya had no memory at all when he was picked up by the sheep. He only had more than three years of memory. How could he have a chance...

and many more.

Osamu Dazai looked at the ground under his feet, his expression gradually turned into shock.The clues in his mind were strung together, and the boy slowly raised his head, his eyes gradually raised along the steps of Leibo Street, and finally fixed on the edge of Leibo Street.

...No.

This joke is a bit big.

No, now is not the time to think about it.

Dazai took a deep breath.Zhongyuanzhong has already gone far, and it is impossible to catch up, and there is no need to catch up.

He couldn't stop Zhongyuan Zhongye.

hateful!

Osamu Dazai kicked the skateboard discouragedly: "Hey, you are here! Stop eavesdropping, come out and help!"

The phone screen in his pocket lit up automatically, and a lazy, flirtatious male voice with a smile came out through the loudspeaker.

"Got it, brat."

——Isn't this the meaning of the existence of parents?

Lu Yu, who was leaning against the wall, raised his head: "Let's go?"

The leader Zai hung up the call and chuckled: "Let's go."