The vicious stepbrother dressed as a prosperous white lotus

Chapter 88

From Beishi to Xunyang Town, it takes about two hours on the highway.

There were no cars on the road this time, and it took more than an hour to arrive.

The house where Chen Feng's parents live is very remote, located in the village next to the town.

In the two-story mud-tiled house that was swaying in the wind and rain, Shi Yanye parked the car at the door, and Chen Feng's parents returned after going out for a long time.

Chen Feng's mother turned her head to look at Shi Yanye who was standing a few steps away. They were kind enough to send them back, so they should come in and sit down.

"Would you like to come in for a cup of tea?"

Shi Yanye should have refused, but now these words hit his heart: "Okay, thank you."

The floor of the house is still cement, and there are mildew spots on the walls.

There was still a smell that hadn't been ventilated for a long time, Shi Yanye walked around.

The first floor is the living room and kitchen, and the second floor should be the bedroom.

Shi Yanye sat on an old bamboo chair in the living room, and when he sat down, he heard a 'creak' sound, which made him think that the chair was about to collapse.

"Drink water, please." Chen Feng's mother came out with water, and put the glass in front of Shi Yanye.

In the transparent water glass, there are light yellow tea stems floating, with a slightly bitter astringent aroma.

Shi Yanye didn't show any distaste, brought the water glass to his lips, blew lightly, and took a sip.

Seeing that his face remained unchanged, Chen Feng's mother was a little relieved.

"There is no good tea at home, I wonder if you are used to drinking it?"

"That's good, thank you, auntie." Shi Yanye put down his tea cup: "By the way, can I go and see Chen Feng's room?"

Chen Feng's mother hesitated: "No one has been in that child's room for a long time, it's all dusty, and there's nothing to see."

"Aunt," Shi Yanye frowned, and said sternly, "I know you all want to find out the truth, and I also want Si Mubai to be able to avenge his wrongdoing."

Chen Feng's mother was silent for a long time before she sighed quietly: "Actually, the child has been away for more than a year, and we are still struggling with this matter. No one cares about the land at home, the money has been spent, and the house is like this. A gust of wind can blow it down."

Shi Yanye was silent for a while: "Can you let me go and have a look?"

Seeing Shiyan Ye's persistence, Chen Feng's mother nodded: "Come with me."

Stepping on the wooden stairs made a 'creaking' sound.I was afraid that if another person stepped on it, the stairs would collapse.

Chen Feng's room is at the corner of the second floor. The wooden door is peeling off paint and mottled with mildew. The moment the door is pushed open, the door hinge seems to have not been running for a long time, and there is a loud 'click' sound.

The musty smell that hit the face made Chen Feng's mother raise her hand to slap her, and said to Shi Yanye in embarrassment: "No one has entered this room for a long time."

Shi Yanye was a little strange, Chen Feng died, it is natural for Chen Feng's parents to be sad, but don't you come in to see your son's room?

Could it be that he was busy running around to seek justice for his son?

Walking into the room, there is a bed, a simple desk and a wardrobe, and the certificates that Chen Feng won when he was a child are posted on the wall.It can be seen that Chen Feng's academic performance is not bad.

Chen Feng's mother stood at the door, she didn't seem to want to come in, she just urged Shi Yanye: "Come out quickly, if his father finds out that you entered his room, he will be very angry."

Shi Yanye frowned: "Uncle doesn't like people entering his room?"

"No one can enter Ah Feng's room." Chen Feng's mother waved her hand: "After Ah Feng left, if I wanted to clean up his room for him, his father would be very angry. After that, there will be no People have come in."

It turned out to be the case.

But why is Chen Feng's father so taboo about other people entering Chen Feng's room?

Shi Yanye was a little puzzled, Chen Feng's mother heard the sound of entering the door downstairs, apparently Chen Feng's father had already begged for wine from the next door, and continued to drink happily.

"Go down quickly, if you let him know that you entered Afeng's room, he will go crazy!"

Shi Yanye was unmoved: "Auntie, go down and hold uncle, let me see if Chen Feng has left any clues, okay?"

Chen Feng's mother has heard Chen Feng's father shouting from downstairs: "Where is the person? Ajuan!"

But Shi Yanye's dark eyes were firm, and Chen Feng's mother was in a dilemma. If Chen Feng's father knew that she let Shi Yanye come here, he would not be able to bear it.

"Forget it." Chen Feng's mother waved her hand and closed the door: "You are not allowed to come out until I let you out."

Shi Yanye nodded: "Okay."

After closing the door, Chen Feng's mother hurried downstairs.

Shi Yanye could still hear Chen Feng's father asking dissatisfiedly downstairs: "What are you doing, take your time."

"I'm urging my life when I go to the toilet, what's there to urge?" Chen Feng's mother also retorted loudly.

"Go buy some food for me and come back. There is nothing to eat at home. What can I get for wine?"

"What kind of food can I buy? The family's money is all spent." Chen Feng's mother babbled, but Chen Feng's father yelled: "What did you say?!"

Chen Feng's mother was taken aback, she didn't dare to speak anymore, she turned around tremblingly and took out her wallet: "What are you doing with such a loud voice? I'm not deaf."

"You're not deaf, so I've been calling you downstairs for so long, did I pretend I didn't hear you?"

Chen Feng's mother: ...

Walking out of the room without saying a word, Chen Feng's father shouted from behind, "I want the sour beans and dried beans at the entrance of the village. If you buy the wrong one again, believe it or not, I will kill you!"

Shi Yanye stood at the door, heard Chen Feng's father's words clearly, and was surprised by his words.

Turning around and walking towards the study, he opened the drawer, and there was a notebook with a dark blue cover inside.

In addition to this, there is a pile of scrolls that have been torn to shreds.

The handwriting on it was messy, and Chen Feng's name could be vaguely seen.

After searching casually, but couldn't find anything else, Shi Yanye picked up the dark blue notebook, which was Chen Feng's diary.

It was sunny on March 9.

It was the first time I met Si Mubai, the legendary king.When he stood on the freshman speech table, it seemed that the light of the whole world fell on him, and everyone else was eclipsed.

I know that it is a divine residence that is born with holy light, and it is an object that others cannot touch.That would be my deepest dream, I never expected to be able to hug and touch you.

Chen Feng originally fell in love with Si Mubai at first sight, but when he grows up to look like Si Mubai, whoever sees him will have no intentions.

Shi Yanye continued to scroll down, Chen Feng's diary is not written every day, but only after a while.

They also wrote about Si Mubai.

Shi Yanye finds this and that about Si Mubai interesting. It turns out that Si Mubai used to have such a cold face, but he was very polite to his classmates, not rejecting others thousands of miles away.

And Chen Feng hadn't stalked Si Mubai yet. At that time, Si Mubai's attitude towards Chen Feng was acceptable, just like ordinary classmates.

Chen Feng bravely asked questions, and Si Mubai patiently answered them one by one.

What made Chen Feng change?

It should be after Chen Feng's father found out about his thoughts.

It was the second year of high school at that time, and Chen Feng recorded that day, December 12th.

Si Mubai is about to take the Trinity exam, and with his grades, it's not a problem at all to easily get a recommendation for a T or B college.

This also means that he doesn't have to come to school often in the future, and he can even go to university to study in advance when he is in the third year of high school.

This is my last chance, no matter whether Si Mubai understands my intentions or not, I want him to know that there is a boy who likes him and I hope he is happy.

Chen Feng intends to confess, but not his name.

He wrote an anonymous confession letter, but Chen Feng's father intercepted the letter before it was sent out.After Chen Feng's father knew that his son liked men, he couldn't accept this fact, so he beat him severely, locked him at home and didn't let him go out.

Chen Feng was constantly verbally insulted by his father and began to deny himself in his diary.

Is it really disgusting that he likes a man?Shouldn't he be in this world?

From the scribbles between the lines, Shi Yanye saw an introverted boy, perhaps he was mentally oppressed by his violent father since he was a child, he regarded Si Mubai as a spiritual belief, originally he just wanted to hide in the dark and take a look, deep in his heart The hidden secret was brutally uncovered by his father, the most feared person.

It's like a knife that cuts through the flesh and blood, and then keeps adding salt and fuel to the fire, it will never get better.

On the contrary, things that were normal before became abnormal.It shattered the three views and reorganized into something more distorted.

Chen Feng began to change his temper. He took Si Mubai as a life-saving straw. He wanted Si Mubai to save him, but he didn't know how to say it.

He began to harass Si Mubai endlessly, hysterical and relentless, as if that could soothe his heart.

In fact, no one can save him except for him to reshape his perception of himself.

With constant self-denial and continuous suppression, Chen Feng's personality has long been shattered.Maybe he can now soberly tell you who he is.But when tearing open the surface and exploring the inside, I found that this person had lost himself.

Turning to the end, Shi Yanye found that a few pages of the diary had been torn out, and no one would know what was written on it.

Shi Yanye rummaged through his pockets, he couldn't take this diary away openly.

I had to take pictures page by page with my mobile phone, and then take away the two pages after tearing off those pages in the diary.

Just as he was about to walk out the door, he heard footsteps outside the door——

"Crack——" the door made a harsh sound again, and Chen Feng's father walked into the room with a hunched back, stepping on the floor with heavy steps, splashing some dust.

Chen Feng's father looked around in the room, as if looking for something.

After looking around, he went to the bed and squatted down, reaching out and digging in.

Shi Yanye hid in the closet, and could only vaguely see the outside scene through a crack.Chen Feng's father pouted his buttocks, groaning and groping, not knowing what he was digging under the bed.

It took a while before he stopped, as if he had found something under the bed and slowly took it out.

It was a bloody knife.

Chen Feng's father squinted his eyes, carefully looked at the knife in his hand, and after tossing it over and over, he used his hands to figure it out carefully.

Then, with a heavy sigh, he stuffed the knife back under the bed.

Standing up and walking to the desk, Chen Feng's father was taken aback when he saw that the ashes on the desk had been wiped off, and then raised his head with sternness in his eyes.