Sente Eiji's Black Friday

Chapter 229

The atmosphere between the three was a little weird for a while.

"……Ah ha ha."

In the end, Natsume Eiji broke the silence with a dry smile, stuffed the wristband into Oda Sakuyuki's assistant, and patted his arm with a subtle smile: "Then I'll leave it to you."

Oda Sakunosuke felt that he might have said something wrong, but he looked at the affection in Zhu Fu Jingguang's eyes, and it was really hard to deceive himself that there was nothing between them, so he could only infer that there was something between these two people that was inconvenient for the outside world People say.

Realizing that staying any longer might disturb others, Oda Sakunosuke put away his wristband and quickly prepared to leave: "I will try my best to help you deliver the things."

"Well... Anyway, thank you, Sakunosuke." Eiji nodded with a complicated smile, and he became more sincere when he called his name again, "Next time I will treat you to curry."

Oda Sakunosuke's eyes lit up, he thanked him and left without saying anything.

Only then did Yinger put away his smile, turned his head and looked at Zhu Fu Jingguang expressionlessly, his eyes scanned his disguise again and again, making sure that if he didn't touch it with his hands, he wouldn't find it was a fake face, so his expression looked better.

But he still didn't show a smile, he just said briefly: "Go back to the hotel."

Zhu Fu Jingguang pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and nodded obediently.

The room was still the big bed room from last night, the difference was that there were more familiar-looking dishes on the table, and more clothes and pajamas worn by Xiao Yingji on the bed.

Ying Er was silent for a moment when he walked into the room, and sat down at the table under Zhu Fu Jingguang's uneasy gaze, propping his chin to see the insecure kitten jump up all of a sudden, but he didn't dare to show it too obviously Let him find out that he can only sip the corners of his slightly curved lips and busily serve him rice and soup.

Honestly, it's cute and poke him.

Zhu Fu Jingguang is simply a treasure in the world, as gentle and soft as a cat, and as loyal and obedient as his dog.Not only is she in good shape, but she is also a perfect person. Wife.

He's fine everywhere, but... screwed up by himself.

Natsume Eiji looked at the big bed, and his eyes fell on the two sets of children's clothes.

They were neatly stacked, but there were many folds on them, as if they had been "ravaged" a lot before, and then they were refolded.

Natsume Eiji understood at a glance.

He took Zhu Fujingguang's miso soup, and suddenly asked, "How long have you been insomnia?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang curled his fingertips slightly, but he didn't show anything on his face, he just expressed his doubts in a nasal voice: "Huh?"

Eiji didn't speak any more, just silently lowered his head to eat.

He didn't repeat or ask questions, Zhu Fu Jingguang's pre-prepared rhetoric was useless, so he could only pretend to be calm and eat along with him.

Jing Guang didn't know how Ying Er ate this meal, but he himself really enjoyed it.

He felt that Eiji might have guessed his purpose long ago, and knew what he wanted to say, and the more he thought about it, the more reasonable he felt, the more reasonable he became, the more restless he was, and in the end it was almost hard to swallow, all because of one grain at a time. Pick up white rice to eat.

Until Eiji suddenly put down his chopsticks, and said in a light tone: "The scene where only the two of us eat together has never happened since then."

Zhu Fu Jingguang was taken aback for a moment, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, and felt bitter and astringent in his heart.

His relationship with Natsume Eiji was agreed from the very beginning to only exist in that basement, and when the spies of the Metropolitan Police Department were eradicated, Eiji never came back, nor did he mention anything about it.

Today is the first time he mentioned it.

……why?

Because did he really guess why he went to him?

If so...

Zhu Fu Jingguang's heart ached, and his face couldn't help showing a little paleness.

"Are you still suffering from insomnia?" Eiji who was across from him suddenly asked again.

Zhu Fu Jingguang's beautiful Adam's apple rolled down, he closed his eyes and nodded lightly, "...Yes."

His volume is very low, the remaining shame and conscience make his beautiful face flush, his exquisite brows are stained with a painful expression of self-spurry, and the vague words rolled out of his throat are full of struggling and trembling... longing .

"Since you left, I'm afraid of the dark, and I can't sleep normally anymore... Even if I can take a nap after being extremely tired, I will soon be awakened by nightmares. I...I..."

His voice became softer, but his hands gripping the clothes on his thighs became stronger, and he closed his eyes in despair under Eiji's quiet gaze.

"...I can't live without you." He murmured tremblingly as if crying, "But I also know that you only like zero, so..."

The much thinner man opened those bleak and sad eyes like a winter lake, and a broken voice rolled hard in his throat, the pleading voice was so hoarse and powerless: "So, before you give 'that' to Zero ...for the last time, can you hug me?"

——Zhu Fu Jingguang felt that he was probably crazy.

If you do such a despicable thing, if Xiao Xunran finds out, their friendship of more than 20 years will come to nothing, at least it will be in jeopardy.

But...but things like [love]...sometimes it's beyond my control!

The man's once bright cat eyes were filled with tears, and they looked as dim as a pair of baby sapphires about to shatter.

He clenched his fists, thinking in the agony of self-loathing that he was almost dizzy:

Why is it zero?

Why is zero so lucky?

why……!

A heat suddenly touched his skin.

Zhu Fu Jingguang backed away abruptly as if being burned by fire, then stared blankly at the cup of hot drink that was still steaming: "...tea?"

"It's the barley tea you made yourself." Natsume Eiji stuffed the teacup into his hand, and sat down beside him with another cup, with a quiet and warm voice, "Let yourself relax a little bit."

Holding the teacup, Zhu Fu Jingguang stared at him blankly, and through the rising white mist, he could clearly see his lowered eyebrows and eyes, which were not in the slightest disgust.

He looked so nice and gentle.

"Ying Er..." Zhu Fu Jingguang couldn't help calling out the title that made him feel most at ease, leaned forward unconsciously, and put on a posture eager to get an answer, "You...don't scold me?"

Natsume Eiji gave a long "hmm" and didn't speak. He just looked at the little clothes on the bed with his face up, and suddenly asked, "After I leave in the morning, have you kept them in your arms?" Wrinkled like that.

The idiot-like behavior was pointed out, Zhu Fu Jingguang's face turned red, and he bowed his head a little nervously: "Yes, that's right..."

"What about after that? Are you going to take them away?" Natsume Eiji asked again.

Zhu Fu Jingguang blushed and hesitated, his voice was so low that he couldn't hear clearly: "If... it's possible."

"If you hold my clothes, will you be able to fall asleep at night?" Natsume Eiji turned to look at him.

Zhu Fu Jingguang froze, not daring to meet his eyes that seemed to know everything. He just shifted his eyes in a panic, and then he had the energy to think about his question.

Just this question...

Zhu Fu Jingguang tried to think for a while, and came to an unclear conclusion: "I don't know...it should be possible, right?"

Natsume Eiji stared at him motionlessly, and suddenly smiled helplessly amidst his increasingly restless and evasive performance.

"But it's not right, Jing Guang." He said slowly and softly, with a very patient tone.

Zhu Fu Jingguang's face turned pale.

"Yes, yes, no matter how you look at it, it looks like a pervert, right? It would be terrible if you were discovered by Zero..." He had a sharp pain in his heart, but he still had to force a smile, in fact, he was on the verge of crying.

He felt that Eiji not only refused him to take away his little clothes, but also rejected his "invitation".

"Yeah, Zero is a very jealous person." Eiji nodded in agreement, with a helpless smile on the corner of his lips, "But I like that fierce look of protecting food."

……do not talk.

Zhu Fu Jingguang lowered his head numbly, thinking with tears in his eyes.

I know you like zero, but can you not say it in front of him?

Is he really...really...

"Am I really... not entitled to the light?"

The overly suppressed emotions erupted like a blowout when they hit the bottom, Zhu Fu Jingguang's steady voice was completely torn apart, and he murmured like a question and a soliloquy, and his tone was painful like a knife weeping blood.

"—who said that? Why do you think so?"

The air froze for a second, and then it was broken by Natsume Eiji's surprised voice of reproach.

He held Zhu Fu Jingguang's face with both hands, and under the gaze of his trembling pupils, he gently pressed a kiss on the center of his brow.

"I said it's wrong for you to sleep with my clothes in your arms, because I don't think you need to rely on that kind of thing to overcome the darkness, you know?"

The man stared at the stunned Mao Mao earnestly, and said something that shocked him.

"—Because you are 'Hikari' yourself, Jingguang."

"I...?" Zhu Fu Jingguang came back to his senses, shaking his head without thinking, "No, no, only you are—"

"Do you know how happy I was when I asked you to kill Matsumoto's wife and you said you still believed in me?"

Natsume Eiji suddenly interrupted him, and abruptly brought up another topic.

Zhu Fu Jingguang's reaction at the moment was a little slow, and he subconsciously followed his words: "But that is the substitute you arranged..."

"You didn't know this at the time." Natsume Eiji shook his head, Hailan's eyes looked at him deeply, and Zhu Fu Jingguang was intoxicated by that gaze.

"You thought I let you kill the real pregnant woman, but you chose to believe me the next moment, even if it made you extremely painful."

The man gently stroked Zhu Fu Jingguang's side face with his thumb, his voice was softer than running water, "Even Ling, he never had the slightest doubt about me like you."

"Do you know, Jing Guang?——For me who had been lurking in the darkness for six years, this was a kind of salvation for me, and you were the light that finally shone in."

"You let me, a ghost that has been wandering in the dark for a long time, regain my entity, and you let me finally remember in the midst of everyone's suspicions. I am the public security policeman, Natsume Eiji."

Zhu Fu Jingguang was completely stunned.

His mind went blank, he didn't know what words to respond to these words, he could only instinctively repeat the monologue that shocked him the most: "I am... your light?"

"That's right." Natsume Eiji smiled with his eyes bent, lowered his head and kissed his eyes softly, his voice was hoarse and soft; "So, don't be afraid, Jing Guang."

"You don't need me to illuminate you, because to me, you are the lamp that keeps burning through the long night."

"As long as you are here, I will come back from hell countless times and return to your side."

Zhu Fu Jingguang looked at him without blinking.

His heart suddenly beat so fast that it almost jumped out of his throat.The supreme joy burst out from the cheering organs in his chest, and the tears that he had endured for a long time burst out of his eyes suddenly, but his cheeks were burning hot, and the corners of his mouth grinned uncontrollably and foolishly.

"Really?" He couldn't help confirming childishly, his arms unconsciously hugged the neck of the person in front of him, the baby blue cat eyes glowed again, and his cheeks were as red as a cute tomato, "Eiji, what do you say?" Is it true? Is it true?"

"It's true." The blue-haired man couldn't help laughing, and raised his hand to pinch his face.

Zhu Fu Jingguang hugged him suddenly, his soft black hair pressed against his neck tightly, and the moist heat of breathing poured down on his neck.

"That's enough."

Maomao, who had been restless for a long time, said in a trembling voice, and a cold liquid seeped into the skin that was touching Eiji, "Your words are enough for me..."

It turns out that the darkness that can swallow him is not terrible.

It was proof that the one he loved was trying to reach him, and he was his lamp, his moonlight, his dawn.

He once illuminated his way forward and his heart, which was enough for Zhu Fu Jingguang.

The "last time" agreement made everything fall into place.

Eye to eye, Zhu Fu Jingguang's eyes contained infinite love and tenderness, which made Eiji sigh softly in his heart.

He wasn't lying.Zhu Fu Jingguang has always believed in him. When he had no doubts about him, when he was forced to shoot the "pregnant woman", when he woke up after dying once, this gentle and jade-like person always believed in him unswervingly, so he Tell him Konoha's name, so my young self is more dependent on him.

Zhu Fu Jingguang has an indelible soul brilliance from the very beginning, this brilliance should not be weakened by a person who does not belong to this world, and Eiji can't bear to let it be weakened, because——

The blue-haired man imprinted kisses on it, his gentle and loving demeanor was almost pious.

How beautiful he is.

This beauty should be completely transformed under the impact of [death], reborn from Nirvana, right?

If possible, I really want to see with my own eyes what kind of picture it will be...

Natsume Eiji caressed Mo Fu Jingguang's face fascinatedly, as if he wanted to keep his appearance firmly in mind.

The sun gradually set to the west, and then darkness came, even this did not stop the embrace of the two.

On the messy and dark big bed, Natsume Eiji kissed the scar on Zhu Fu Jingguang's leg under the quilt, leaving traces of embarrassment, and forced the man to cry unbearably.

"Eiji..."

Zhu Fu Jingguang, who devoted himself wholeheartedly, called out to him with tears in his voice. Before he could say anything, he grabbed his wrist and kissed him deeply.

With tears in his eyes, he passionately embraced his beloved and kissed back, feeling happy and sad in his heart.

This is the last indulgence, like the madness before dawn.

He was no longer afraid of the dark, because he kissed Eiji openly in the dark, feeling him pressing himself hard into his embrace.

He is a beam of light, although he can only stand in place, he can always illuminate the direction his beloved is walking towards him.