harleyscars Chapter 70
Chapter 70
"Those... I remember them all. Zhaoming, I can't forget any of them."
"I always think... In the future, when you rule the world, you will be by my side. I know, I know that what you want is not wealth and glory, I know what you want, what you want... I will give it to you when the time comes! Nothing will be missing from you! I just, just never promised you, but I thought you knew it—I thought you and I knew each other like this, and you knew it even if I didn’t tell you!”
……
The accusation was like blood and weeping, and Murong Zhi's eyes were getting more and more steamy.
Xie Lv once said that he wanted to make a halberd for him and be a good bow for him?In ten years, especially for that person, did everything that should be done?Is it?
He clearly knew this earlier, but this time he heard Prince Ning say it himself, so he knew what it means to be jealous, unwilling to be so unwilling that he almost suffocated——
I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear about the demeanor of the "General Zhenyuan" in the capital, I don't want to know how stubborn Xie Lv is in the court, and I don't want to know how chic Xie Lv in Prince Ning's mansion is!
His little Jiang is obviously not the person they said.
His little ginger is just an ordinary child!
The "General Zhenyuan Xie Lu" who values love and righteousness and endures humiliation, Xie Lu who has not even touched the other party's sleeve in ten years but is still willing to pay by King Ning's side, how could it be the one who looks like a person by his side every day? A shameless guy who is as dead as brown sugar? !
No, he is not.Sheryl wasn't supposed to be like that.
He had never seen such a person in his life!
However, if he is——if Xie Lu was someone he didn't know at all during those ten years, during the ten years by King Ning's side.If for the sake of King Ning, he can abandon his happy and carefree nature and become such a cautious person, then——
How can it be easy to forget someone who has loved so much?
Can not forget.Never forget it.
As long as we meet again, we will inevitably fall again, Murongzhi knows this better than anyone else.
don't want.don't want……
……
"I haven't forgotten."
Sure enough, he said he hadn't forgotten.
How did he forget? !In the final analysis, he is just a substitute for him to heal his wounds, so how can he be serious, how can he——
"His Royal Highness Ning, Xie Lu said that he would grow a halberd for you and be a good bow for you. Xie Lu...had done all these things back then."
"His Highness didn't save Xie Lu back then, and Xie Lu knew that it wasn't that His Highness King Ning didn't want to, but he couldn't. In Xie Lu's heart, he never blamed His Highness for this matter."
"His Royal Highness King Ning!" Yan Shu Ning said angrily, "Why did you call me 'His Royal Highness King Ning' now, it shows that you—"
"Xie Lu used to think about it all the time - one day His Highness will ascend to a high place, Xie Lu will serve you by your side, and the king and minister will live forever."
"That's why I am willing to go south and north to fight, and I want to win the fame of my master; so I am not afraid of the hardships and evils of the Miao, but I also want to find the secret treasure for my master, without a word of complaint."
"It's just that this longbow and fine halberd finally broke. Xie Lu died before the day when His Highness came to see the world. That's all, that's all. Your Highness, what you have in front of you now is nothing but a man who will never come back." It’s just an old friend who came.”
With a "boom", his knees hit the cold brick floor, and with another "boom", he kowtowed for a long time.
"Master, Your Highness King Ning. I beg you, please treat Zhaoming as... already dead. For the sake of Zhaoming's loyal service to His Highness, please let Zhaoming go."
"Please... let Zhaoming go, and Palace Master Murong and the others too."
A gust of fragrant wind blew past my ears.Murong Zhi saw Xun Chang, the master of the Shadow Pavilion who was sitting behind him, suddenly and quietly floated to the screen in front of him.Pushing the fox's face up slightly, revealing a playful smile on his lips, he smiled eeriely as if he was watching a good show.
The room was silent for a while, terribly silent.
"Would you rather die this time than return to my side?"
"……Yes."
"Zhaoming! You know exactly what happened to those who betrayed Prince Ning's mansion in the past?!"
"……Know."
"Heh - since you know it, you really think I dare not kill you?!"
"Xie Lv has a humble life, and death is not a pity. If King Ning wants it, just take it. Xie Lv only asks His Royal Highness Ning Wang to let Xie Lv's family go, and Xie Lv will live forever. , thank you for your kindness."
"Oh, family...family?!"
King Ning let out another long laugh: "I heard that the monster in the Snow Palace is full of zombies, people, ghosts, and ghosts. You actually said that he is your 'family'?! Xie Lu, is it possible that your brain has been drilled by Gu insects? Confused?!"
"My lord, Ah Zhi is indeed my family now."
"No, it should be... Xie Lv has been a member of his Murong family in this life. He was born as a member of Azhi, and he will be a ghost of Azhi when he dies."
"..."
"You obviously... You obviously never cared about him. Why did you lie to me? Xie Lu, you hate me so much? You can't forgive me like that?!"
"Zhaoming, let me ask you, if you missed him half a bit back then, why did you come to the capital alone? In the past ten years, how have you ever gone back to see him? How can you have any old feelings for him? Now you are like me Say, expect me to believe it—?! Oh, what do you think, others don’t know, I don’t know?”
"My lord... definitely knows." Xie Lv smiled wryly: "My lord knows everything about Xie Lv in the past. What you want him to do, what you want him to say, your lord doesn't even need to speak, just a look, that person is willing to do it for you." If the prince is done, he will go through fire and water without hesitation."
"It's just that Xie Lu, he has gone and died."
"The Xie Lu who is kneeling in front of the lord is not the 'General Zhenyuan' in the capital, but just a villager in Yunsheng Prefecture."
"Xie Lu, who grew up listening to the Snow Palace, is not a general who cares about the world. Today's Xie Lu has no ambitions, and only wants the world of mortals to be at ease, and to keep everyone happy."
"My lord is right, my lord's Zhaoming, my lord's general Zhenyuan, and Ah Zhi, there was indeed... no old love in the past."
"The reason why I went back to Tingxue Palace was because of all kinds of things in the capital, such as the prosperity of the eyes, which made me tired and tired. I was dying of illness and disheartened. I thought that Ah Zhi would kill me after I went back, so, that's why I went back .”
"But I'm going back. But Azhita, but Azhita..."
……
you……
That's it, that's it.I just said, how did you suddenly know that you are back.
Murong Zhi burst into tears, but couldn't even make a sound of sobbing.Xun Chang turned his head to look at him crying uncontrollably, with a distorted smile on his face.
Heh... It turns out that you came back to seek death, but you came back to ask me to kill you.
Xie Lu, Xie Lu, did you come back because you thought I would kill you?
You deserve a thousand knives...
Murong Zhi couldn't see it, when he was crying, Xie Lv raised his head and knelt down in front of King Ning, also crying.
"The prince was 'born in the emperor's house' since he was a child. He climbed high and looked far away. What he saw in his eyes was the beautiful white jade and picturesque mountains and rivers that no one else could see. Although Xie Lv was lucky enough to get an official seal, he was actually just a man who had never seen the world. Poor boy who doesn't understand anything at all."
"I used to think that what I wanted was to make great achievements, to be famous in history, to live in a mansion in the capital, to be hugged by the front and back. I thought that I liked to read those military books and battle books, and I liked to slaughter on the battlefield. singing and composing Fu."
"I didn't know until I went back to Snow Mountain this time..."
"It turns out that I prefer to be quiet. I like to rely on Ah Zhi to flip through those ancient books that no one reads. I like to be scolded and beaten by him. I like to be punished for sweeping snow in the yard. I like to work hard all day just to make him smile. "
"When I came back, I never... looked back at the capital again. Whether it's the general's mansion, military books and poems, or the magnificence and elegance, I don't think about it for a day."
"With Ah Zhi, I'm happy every day, but now without him...but it's no good. It won't work anymore."
"Now... I don't know where the lord has locked him up, whether he is alive or dead, and whether I can see him again in this life. This is the end of the matter, if the lord is determined to kill me, just kill me; if If I want to be separated from him, I would rather... rather die."
"In the past six months, Xie Lu has been on the verge of death many times. I have thought about many more things than I have thought about in the past 20 years."
"What you want, what you don't want, has never been clearer than this moment in this life."
"My lord, when Zhao Ming was young... he did many things that he regretted."
"But only the last few days with Ah Zhi, I will never regret it. So in the future, no matter what happens, no matter whether there is still a chance to be by his side to take care of him, no matter where he is in the future, I hope he can I know... I am sincere and sincere to him, which can be shown every day. In this world, absolutely no one can compare with him."
"If I can do it all over again, I will protect him from the very beginning so that he will never cry again. If there is another life, I want to stay by his side and make up for him."
"After all, he, the time he spent with me in this life, was either sad or sad. I really, really owe him."
Murong Zhi closed her eyes, silently shed two lines of tears, but slightly raised the corners of her lips.
Do you owe it?Actually, no, you don't have to feel indebted.
The days I was with you.Sad is there.
There is always plenty of joy.
It's just that I never told you, it's just that I never admitted it.
But you should know.
Otherwise, what do I keep you for?Isn't it just because you pester me all day?If it weren't for having you by my side, always making me feel infatuated and at ease, what would I do with you?
If we can... If we can escape from Ascension this time, Xie Lu, let's not care about the past, okay?
Let's... let's start over regardless of the past, shall we?