Murong paper on the snow mountain

Chapter 56 Silently light some wax for his stepson Ye Pu.

Murong Zhi shook his head: "Xie Lu, do you remember? On the way we went to Maple Leaf Villa together, you once told me about King Ning."

"When you talked about him, the smile on your face, I still can't forget it. You said his poems and prose, you said he was romantic and talented, you said the ballad he wrote when he was nine years old, and you said that he sent the opponent's general to the horse before the battle. Exit. I heard that he is also in the same line as the imperial concubine, and he is a rare beauty."

"A Zhi, what I said that day was just to do something interesting, to make you happy!"

Murong Zhi sneered: "And that day... the reason why I was willing to go to Maple Leaf Villa was just to see Tang Ji."

"A paper!"

"I kept you in the palace just to see how pitiful you are. In my heart, you will never be as good as Tang Ji, and I am in your heart... the same is true. Isn't it just right? The little prince I met that day I've said it all, the person you really miss is also reluctant to part with you! Xie Lu, go find him, don't stay here to deceive yourself and others, in the last days, don't...don't lie to yourself again. "

"...Are you deceiving yourself? Who is deceiving yourself?"

With a light body, the whole person was pulled up from the ground by Xie Lu.Before Murong Zhi could react, he met Xie Lv's lips, biting him half as a kiss and half as a plunder, but before he thought of struggling, he was rubbed into his arms and hugged again, Xie Lv whispered softly. The voice muffled in my ears.

"Ah Zhi, after so long, you still can't even fool people. How can I rest assured in the future?"

"You are like this, how can I rest assured...leaving you alone in the world?"

"..."

"I don't want to die. Ah Zhi, I don't want to die. I hate you, I want to be with you, and I want more time... to be by your side and guard you."

Murong Zhi was in a trance, only feeling a sudden sinking on his shoulders, just in time to catch Xie Lv's falling body.

"What's wrong with you? Xie Lu?! Take heart!"

Um?me?Xie Lu could still hear Murong Zhi's voice clearly.But when he raised his head, there was only darkness in front of his eyes.

Strange, why I can't see anything.

Ah Zhi, where am I?Where are you... again?

Xie Lv stretched out his hand in a daze, as if he wanted to touch something, but he didn't touch anything.The whole person feels like falling into an abyss, and he doesn't know anything anymore.

***

In the dim room, the candlelight made the shadow look ghostly.Murong Zhi's face was pale, and the silver needle pierced Xie Lv's wrist, but there was no reaction.

"Master, master! Take a rest! Master, don't waste your efforts! His pulse is too weak, and his body is exhausted. He is dying, you should be better than your apprentice!"

"No...no...it shouldn't be! It shouldn't be so fast!"

"How can this be considered fast? The silkworm blood Gu is a poisonous Gu that has no cure and is guaranteed to die within half a year. It is a miracle that he survived for so many months, not to mention using 'emergence' in the middle. It is not easy to die on the spot, but it is a miracle to survive until today!"

He knew that none of what Ye Pu said was wrong.But Murongzhi still refused to leave for a moment, and just told him and A Li to continue cooking the medicine, and he pierced Xie Lu's thin skin inch by inch.

Xie Lv lay dying and quietly.Although the lower abdomen is slightly protruding, the Gu worms in it have not attacked quietly.

It's not that it hurts, it's not that the intestines are pierced, it's just... it's time.

It's just that his body has finally been eaten away to the point of exhaustion.

It's... there is no other way.

These days, Murong Zhi watched him eat less and less.Ask him to eat more, and he will always eat it with a smile on his face, and then he will feel bloated and find a place where no one is around to vomit it up secretly.

Mingming walks vainly all day long, but still dances and smiles, only more heartless than before.

"Ah Paper..."

A cold palm rested on the man's forehead, and the man under the palm slowly opened his eyes.His eyes were gray and faded, and there was no longer the brilliance of the past, which made Murong Zhi's heart twitch when he saw it, and his eye sockets felt swollen.

"I, am I... dying soon."

"Don't talk nonsense."

The man shook his head lightly: "My own body... I know it. I knew it before... I was able to survive it; but now, I can't survive it... I also know it."

"You still have time. Get well and don't think about it. Huh?"

Xie Li smiled wryly.Back to the days when he was listening to the Snow Palace, Murong Zhi's voice had never been as gentle as it was now, as if he was afraid of scaring him, as light as catkins slowly falling in the spring of March.

However, the softer he was, the more it confirmed Xie Lv's guess.

I am literally dying.

……

But is he really dead?

I still, I still have everything...

"Ah Zhi...I was...to King Ning...but...since I came back here to listen to Xuegong...I never, never thought about him again...really...not at all."

"Okay, okay," Murong Zhi said softly, "Stop talking, I already know."

But Xie Lv still tried his best to move his dry lips, looking at Murong Zhi vainly, tears gradually fell from the corners of his eyes.

"Azhi... I... I... Since I came home... I haven't said a word, I haven't done anything."

……

It's not just that I didn't say a word that should be said, and didn't do a single thing that should be done.

Xie Lv asked himself, besides making him sad, making him angry and making him cry, what else have you done?

Why do you want to come back?Since I came here only with the intention of begging to die, why did I change the subject with a smile when I saw his face--"Ah Zhi, I'm back"?

Isn't it... Look at the desolation and pain that he couldn't hide in his anger when he looked at him at that time?

It's not because he is crazy, after so long, but he still likes himself.

……

Xie Lu, Xie Lu, who the hell...

Ah Zhi is such a simple person, isn't it hard enough to be deceived by you?How can you be so bad, how can you be so bad? !Just because you know that he really can't let you go, you can disturb his originally peaceful heart again with peace of mind, and then tell him to watch you die—?

You are happy.You don't need to die in the wilderness, there are people around you who love and care about you so much when you are dying.

How do you want him to live?

Didn't you hear him crying? !Why didn't you think about him?

"If I had known... If I had known this... I would have... treated you well. From the moment I came back... I will treat you well... treat you well..."

It seemed that the only moisture left in the dry body turned into water and slid down the pillow.Xie Lv laughed and cried at himself, and finally he was no longer the slutty look that everyone usually saw, who didn't seem to care about anything.

However, it was too late.It's too late.

The best years were all buried in the capital and on the battlefield; only the most unbearable side was reserved for the person I was most reluctant to part with.

In a trance, he painted a picture that he never left.In this Snow Palace, he has gradually grown taller and grown up, and finally no longer needs to be nestled in Murong Zhi's arms like when he was a child, but stretches out his healthy arms with tight muscles and hugs the girl tightly. people fall asleep.

And Murong Zhi, leaning on her shoulder, with a slight smile without any defense, fell asleep sweetly.

Is that bad...

Following Ah Zhi, he should grow up to be a lively, cheerful, frank and upright young man. Ah Zhi has taught him to be sincere and kind. Be a good person.

Instead of being washed away by ten years of prosperity and scheming, he gradually became a cynical, foolish and selfish person with complicated thoughts, who thought he had seen through the world of mortals, and always had a bit of sarcasm at the corners of his mouth.

But now, it's too late to say anything.

Young and arrogant.One wrong step, one wrong step, and today, everything can no longer be reinvented.

He is going to die.The last days God gave him to listen to the Snow Palace were actually a great comfort to him.

However, it hurt his paper.

"In this life... I owe you. I... am sorry for you. Even ten thousand deaths are not enough... not enough... Ah Zhi... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm sorry."

"If there is an afterlife, this life owes you... no matter how many times, no matter how many times... I... I..."

……

Xie Lv no longer had the strength to make a sound.He lay down with his eyes closed without any strength in his body, and he seemed to have passed out, but in fact his consciousness was still awake.

Murong Zhi's suppressed sobs came from next to his ears, one sound, like a knife piercing the bottom of his heart.

Ah Zhi, Ah Zhi...

After coming back, before coming back, how many times have I made you... uncomfortable?

Why on earth did I... come back here.

At first, what did you think?Why do you want to come back?

It's good to die anywhere.Why...why did you die here?Ah Zhi, what did he do wrong, why should he inflict such heavy pain on him because of my fault?

……

……

"Haha...haha..."

The treasure house that has been locked for many years has been piled up in darkness. At this time, the door of the storehouse is wide open.

Murong Zhi's eyes were red, he couldn't stop breathing, and his fingers were scratched all over from the rummaging among the boxes and bamboo boxes.

"Master, what are you looking for? Disciple help you!"

"No, I'll just look for it, I know where it is. There is something, I remembered, there is something... I saw the master used it. I forgot! There are, there are other things, I I actually forgot, oh, there’s that thing!”

Boxes of treasures that Lin Lang had never seen before were discarded by Murong Zhi like shoes. From noon to dusk, dirty dust and sweat fell off his face.

It was something that Master used to save people, although, although I only saw it once.

Maybe there's more, maybe there's more...

……

"...Found it! It's still there. It's still there!"

In the wooden box lay a seemingly ordinary half black and white gossip knot.

Ye Pu had never seen such a thing before, and he didn't know what it was for, so he couldn't see anything unusual about it.