look back and see him

Chapter 28

Jin Cen finally sat down on the sofa—or collapsed on the sofa as if he had collapsed.He lowered his head and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Unexpectedly, I am also a person who has premarital phobia. Sorry, I let you see me lose my temper."

But this is not premarital phobia.Lu Xiaoman is very clear.Jin Cen usually only feels the pressure when he suspects that he has made a delusional decision.

"Jin Cen, thank you for teaching me this truth. Now I know that I don't have the right to ask you to do something or not to do something, but," he looked seriously at the other party who was powerlessly hanging his head on the sofa, "I hope you can do the same." Understand my feelings - if you really marry Ding Yijing, Yan Yan and I will be completely finished. I don't want to end like this with Yan Yan, so I want to ask you to consider your wedding with Ding Yijing more carefully. "

Jin Cen raised his head slowly, his eyes looked so tired: "Why can't you cherish the opportunity to be with Yan Yan better because of this?"

"So," Lu Xiaoman blurted out subconsciously without examining his own words first, "do you really think I am such a selfish and ruthless person? After you have done so many things for me, I still feel that as long as I am happy Can?"

Jin Cen did not answer this question.He never spoke again after that.

When Lu Xiaoman left, he wasn't sure if he had convinced the other party.He could still feel his fingers trembling when he walked out of the villa. He couldn't tell whether it was because he was afraid of guilt or sadness, but it was the first time he realized so clearly that he had given Jin Cen all his willfulness and unscrupulousness back then. The tolerance and carefulness learned from Jin Cen were given to Yan Yan.

He also let Jin Cen see all of this, in the villa that was imprisoned by obsession three years ago.

In the days that followed, Lu Xiaoman finally faced his and Yan Yan's problems directly.He couldn't give up easily, so it was impossible for Yan Yan to continue to fight alone.Moreover, if Jin Cen really wants to continue the wedding, Ding Yijing also has the right to know the truth.The immediate priority is Yan Yan, Ding Yijing, and Lu Xiaoman himself. The three of them have a good talk.

Lu Xiaoman first contacted Yan Yan.At present, he has no way to move back, but he has resumed normal communication with Yan Yan.Next, their biggest problem was that Ding Yijing was not willing to talk to Yan Yan, and at the same time, she had no intention of talking to Lu Xiaoman.Ding Yijing knew the relationship between Lu Xiaoman and Yan Yan.Forced to do so, Lu Xiaoman had no choice but to send a message to ask Ding Yijing to talk about Jin Cen.Ding Yijing was finally persuaded, and they made an appointment to meet in a relatively private club.

Ding Yijing, who was about to be pregnant, came here wearing high heels.Perhaps, this was to avoid people finding out that she was pregnant, but this approach made Lu Xiaoman secretly frown worriedly.He didn't really care about the other party as a younger sister, but anyway, the other party was a pregnant woman, especially the child was Yan Yan.He first opened the seat for Ding Yijing. "Please sit down, Miss Ding."

Ding Yijing glanced at Lu Xiaoman slightly surprised because of this title.When Ding Yu was in Ding's house, he and Ding Yijing hardly had a face-to-face conversation, but the title "Miss Ding" was somewhat out of the ordinary for two people who were related by blood—and this made Ding Yijing A trace of satisfaction flashed across his face.With the same distant attitude, she said casually: "You invited me to talk, then, let's start talking."

"I'm sorry, Yijing." Yan Yan spoke first.

Ding Yijing had no one to let the topic continue: "I thought we were here to talk about Jin Cen today?"

In fact, this was not Lu Xiaoman and Yan Yan's plan.To be precise, if Jin Cen and Ding Yijing's wedding continues, Lu Xiaoman will have to go deep into the topic so that their conversation will involve more truth. On the contrary, if Jin Cen changes his mind about holding the wedding, then Jin Cen does not have to be such The subject of the negotiation.But then again, Ding Yijing is willing to go to the appointment today, and at the moment he seems to be so concerned about the content of Jin Cen's conversation, the facts are already obvious.

Lu Xiaoman also asked unequivocally, "Is Jin Cen planning to call off the engagement?"

The sudden question made Ding Yijing's expression change, and all his indifference quickly shattered. "So, this is your fault? That's why Jin Cen hesitated? Don't think I don't know, I know your relationship with Jin Cen!"

The cards that Ding Yijing suddenly threw out were beyond Lu Xiaosatisfaction.

It’s not that Lu Xiaoman was afraid that Ding Yijing would know everything—in fact, he was even going to tell him—it’s just that Yan Yan, who recalled his drunken conversation with Ding Yijing that day, was sure that he didn’t mention Jin Cen’s name. So, where did Ding Yijing learn the truth?

Back then, the relationship between Ding Yu and Jin Cen was very secretive, and Jin Cen never showed any signs of a deep relationship with Ding Yu in public. For Ding Yijing who doesn't care about Ding Yu, it is really impossible for her to know these old things.

Taking a reassuring look at Yan Yan, who was worried that he would be suspected of revealing more, Lu Xiaoman observed his half-sister: "Miss Ding, how do you know these things?"

Ding Yijing sneered, and answered fluently: "Because I'm not as stupid as my mother, the man I like was kidnapped by others, of course I knew immediately."

Lu Xiaoman didn't realize it for a while, "You and Jin Cen?" He wondered why he couldn't jump out of this vicious circle, and felt indescribably absurd and bitter about it.

Before Ding Yijing could speak, Yan Yan obviously remembered what Lu Xiaoman cared about the most. At this time, he immediately held Lu Xiaoman's hand and clarified: "Xiaoman, I can assure you that my cousin and Miss Ding's family have absolutely nothing to do with each other. any relationship."

Sarcasm flashed across Ding Yijing's face, and she glanced at Yan Yan, "What about you? I don't have any relationship with you, but, did we have a surname relationship?" Saying that, she turned back to Lu Xiaoman , "I already have Yan Yan's child, but you tried your best to destroy my marriage."

Lu Xiaoman began to understand: Maybe Ding Yijing took the initiative when Yan Yan was drunk because he heard about Lu Xiaoman from Yan Yan.Ding Yijing has always liked Jin Cen, and hated Lu Xiaoman for this. She met Yan Yan by accident that day, and when she learned about the relationship between Yan Yan and Lu Xiaoman, she took Yan Yan to the hotel and opened a room.

——But there is still something he doesn't understand.He also never regarded Ding Yijing as his younger sister, but no matter what, this person who had part of the same blood as him, he never thought of treating Ding Yijing as an enemy.

The other party is different.

"I have been separated from Jin Cen for so long, why do you still hate me so much?"

The conversation unknowingly deviated from the original purpose, and now Lu Xiaoman most wants to know some answers.

He didn't expect that his question would inexplicably anger Ding Yijing, and Ding Yijing suddenly stood up from the chair. "Why do you exist in this world? Do you exist to mock me anytime and anywhere? Including asking me with such an innocent face now!"

Lu Xiaoman was stunned, he really didn't understand why Ding Yijing hated him so much.

Yan Yan shook Lu Xiaoman's hand under the table comfortingly: "Yijing, calm down."

Ding Yijing did not follow suit. "You keep leaving people I care about, and then let me find that those people I care about who seem to stay are all caring about you-why do you do that? Wouldn't it be better if you didn't show up in the first place?!" She stared at Lu Xiaoman's eyes condescendingly and asked.

Lu Xiaoman had to spend a little time analyzing this strange statement. "Who else but Jin Cen?"

"He is obviously my father. At that time, he only cared about you by watching entertainment news. And Jin Cen, Jin Cen, I have known him since I was 6 years old. Why does he watch the movies you acted in there every day!"

Lu Xiaoman didn't know why he also stood up suddenly.It's like it's a fight.

"When you were 6 years old, I was 8 years old, and I was also in Ding's house at that time. Why did you know Jin Cen when you were 6 years old, but I always ate in my own room, and I never saw anyone other than the housekeeper. ?——Why do you say that person cares about me!"

Ding Yijing took a step back subconsciously, and it was only then that Lu Xiaoman realized that he had inexplicably raised his volume.

He shouldn't be so excited.You know, from the very beginning, he decided not to regard that person as his father, so that person has no influence over him.Even if he recalled that the other party just passed by the door of his room when he had a high fever, even if he recalled that when his mother fell ill, he was the only one crying secretly in the hospital, he shouldn't have any emotional fluctuations.It was as natural as a stranger would not look at him and his mother more than once.

"You asked for that!" Ding Yijing suddenly came back to his senses and fought back fiercely, "You should never have been in Ding's house from the beginning, you should never have known Jin Cen from the beginning—you didn't It's someone who shouldn't exist!"

"Enough!" Yan Yan said suddenly.Since he knew that he was being used by Ding Yijing just now, he has been calmly trying not to get involved in the conversation, but at this moment, he stood in front of Lu Xiaoman and ended with a stern voice, "I think it is difficult for us today. Let's continue talking. Miss Ding, please go back."

"I shouldn't have come here in the first place." Ding Yijing glared at Lu Xiaoman again angrily, and walked out of the box with heavy heels regardless of her pregnancy.

I don't know how long it took, but Lu Xiaoman felt Yan Yan's worried eyes looking at him, and he slowly sat down on the chair again.

"I'm fine," he said.

Yan Yan didn't refute, on the contrary, she thoughtfully changed the topic for him, "Of course you're fine, I'm the one with problems." As he spoke, he deliberately made a pitiful expression.

Lu Xiaoman looked up at the other party: "What's wrong with you?"

"I thought I was attracted by Ding Yijing because of my extraordinary charm. Unexpectedly, she fell in love with my cousin."

Yan Yan's pretentious grievances let Lu Xiaoman finally feel the real world again.This is his own world that he has left behind.

"So, do you know what this means?" Lu Xiaoman looked at Yan Yan solemnly.

Yan Yan blinked: "What does this mean?"

"This means that Ding Yijing has no vision, but I have vision."