look back and see him

Chapter 22

The fifth day Lu Xiaoman came home from the hospital happened to be the first anniversary of his acquaintance with Yan Yan.Speaking of which, Ding Yu was never a romantic person, but at that time, Jin Cen would always arrange each of their anniversaries, which led to Lu Xiaoman's habit of communicating with each other: the acquaintance anniversaries and both parties' birthdays should be celebrate.

On this day, Lu Xiaoman specially bought a bottle of good vintage red wine and went home early - yes, he had already regarded Yan Yan's apartment as their home.In the beginning, afraid of being photographed by the paparazzi, Lu Xiaoman thought about renting a house by himself, but in the end, it is not so much that Jinling can completely guarantee their privacy and let him feel at ease, it is better to say that this "home" makes him feel at ease.So, now that the contract on his body is enough for him to buy a house, he completely gave up his plan to move out.

Returning to the residence with red wine, Lu Xiaoman was surprised to find that Yan Yan had already arrived home.

Yan Yan has been very busy recently, although Lu Xiaoman is not sure what the other party is busy with, but this is probably the first time Yan Yan has been home in the past few days.Lu Xiaoman hoped that it was because the other party remembered that today was an anniversary.After changing his shoes, he walked into the room, only to find that Yan Yan's face was not pretty.

This is definitely not a face ready for an anniversary.Lu Xiaoman had never seen Yan Yan with such a serious expression.

"What's the matter, Yan Yan?"

"I'm sorry, Xiao Man." Yan Yan apologized suddenly, and more contradictions and struggles flashed on his face.

"What happened?" Lu Xiaoman finally remembered to put down the red wine in his hand. As a person who doesn't know how to drink, he spent a lot of time choosing this bottle of wine, but now, he has a vague feeling that there is no way for them to drink this wine together. Bottle of wine to celebrate.

...It was the same at that time.When he thought everything was the best, he suddenly knew the existence of Shen Yizui...

"Tell me, Yan Yan, what's going on?"

"Actually, the reason I've been very busy these two days," Yan Yan lowered her head to avoid Lu Xiaoman's gaze, "my parents came back again...they found out about us, it should be because my behavior was watched by many people when your accident happened Until...they...they forced me to marry the girl they introduced right away...they are my parents, I can't help it...I don't like that girl, but...I can't help it..."

Yan Yan spoke a very simple matter intermittently and messily, but this should not be the reason why it took Lu Xiaoman a long time to accept the fact.

Lu Xiaoman told himself that he wouldn't be too surprised, even, he wasn't optimistic enough to think that Yan Yan's family problems would be resolved, but——

When he realized that Yan Yan had chosen to give up, the shock was much greater than he had imagined.

"Is there no way for you to fight for it anymore?" He hated to force, but at this moment he asked against his nature.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Man." Yan Yan lowered his head and repeated, "I'm sorry." Maybe because he said it too many times, it sounded so dull that it seemed insincere.

"So, you're going to get married?"

"My father was a very strong man...I couldn't disobey him."

"Is there no room for maneuver? Or delay it first?"

Lu Xiaoman listened to his humble words of struggle, and Yan Yan's affirmative answer without much hesitation——

"I can't delay... My mother's health is not very good... Tomorrow I will go abroad with my parents. My father means that I even have to completely end my work as an actor."

"Do you know what day it is today?" Lu Xiaoman didn't know why he asked that suddenly, he blurted it out and realized that he was so stupid.

Yan Yan finally raised her head to look Lu Xiaoman in the eyes.

"Because I will leave, you can continue to live here—of course, it doesn't matter if you want to move..." He seemed to be thinking for a long time, but what he finally added was an apology that had lost its strength, "I'm sorry, Xiaoman. "It was a long time, and then he confessed in a hoarse voice, "...I really hope you are well."

Lu Xiaoman no longer knew what to say or what to do, he just watched Yan Yan turn and leave, thinking that if it was a movie, at least their ending should not be so hasty.

He didn't expect that Yan Yan could hide him so well, or rather, he didn't expect that he was so dull and stupid.

Lu Xiaoman didn't notice anything unusual about Yan Yan's busy days these days... Maybe Yan Yan really went on a blind date, or Yan Yan struggled, or even fought for it. He didn't let Lu Xiaoman know anything, but gave Lu Xiaoman the last Xiaoman gave up the ending.

It came as suddenly as a piercing knife.

He didn't even give Lu Xiaoman the slightest say in this matter.Lu Xiaoman is not the kind of ignorant person, knowing that Yan's mother is not in good health, he will not use a tough posture to make trouble, but Yan Yan is obviously on guard against him.Yan Yan told Lu Xiaoman his decision the day before he was going to leave, so as not to give Lu Xiaoman any time to react.

He just made a decision about two people alone.In just a few minutes, this story that happened for a whole year was brought to an end.

He repeatedly said sorry.

He knew how much it hurt Lu Xiaoman.

And Lu Xiaoman was still struggling to choose red wine less than an hour ago.He can't drink very well, and he doesn't know how to drink, but because Yan Yan knows wine very well, Lu Xiaoman specially asked a sommelier for advice.

He has more things planned.On this anniversary night.

When he went upstairs from the parking lot just now, because there was no one, he was still humming.

Now, Lu Xiaoman is standing in the middle of the room alone.

This room where he unconsciously felt a sense of belonging, this room where Yan Yan will never return.

Him and his wine.

Lu Xiaoman didn't know what he was thinking, he found a corkscrew and a wine glass, opened the sommelier and reminded him to decant the wine first and pour the red wine directly into the wine glass, filling the red wine glass as full as a beer glass.

This is the red wine he plans to drink today.He can no longer control other changes, at least, this plan needs to be implemented.

Lu Xiaoman started to deal with his red wine.He thought about the day when the crew of "Entering the Dream" stayed at the Sang's Inn, and when he found out that the suitcase he was helping to carry was extremely heavy, he still felt that he was unlucky.After that, he met Yan Yan.Afterwards he was glad he picked that suitcase.after that……

Later, he just sat in this room by himself and drank the five-figure red wine like a bitter medicine.

Lu Xiaoman didn't know when the wine bottle was empty.He couldn't figure out why other people liked to drink alcohol. This wine was not good at all, and after drinking it, he felt even worse.

Then, he heard the phone ring.

This is not his cell phone ringtone, his ringtone is Yan Yan's single.This is Yan Yan's mobile phone. Although the ringtone of Yan Yan's mobile phone is not a song sung by Ding Yu, it is the theme song of the only movie directed by Ding Yu...

Lu Xiaoman was thinking in confusion, but he didn't notice his conclusion, he didn't really figure out that it was Yan Yan's cell phone, after searching randomly, he fell down on the sofa and picked up the cell phone from the corner to answer the call.

"Yan Yan?" He blurted out subconsciously. Before this moment, he had no idea how much he wanted to receive a call from the other party.

Unfortunately, Yan Yan's voice did not come from the receiver.When Lu Xiaoman almost lost his patience in waiting, he heard Jin Cen's voice.

"Xiao Man, are you drunk?"

"I just drank some wine." Lu Xiaoman explained, and then realized that he didn't need to explain, which made him a little angry with himself, so he vented his anger on the person who called at this time, "Why are you looking for me so late What?" he asked impatiently.

Jin Cen didn't explain that he was calling Yan Yan's cell phone, his voice was calm and quiet: "Xiao Man, tell me what happened?"

"Did you just call to ask why?" Lu Xiaoman was annoyed that the other party didn't talk about the business for a long time.

Jin Cen finally replied at this time: "Yan Yan suddenly turned down all the next jobs and decided to leave the company. I want to know, what happened?"

"What's the use of asking me? You go ask your uncle and aunt what happened."

Lu Xiaoman became even more angry.It's all the Kim family's fault.Why did Yan Yan have to marry a woman?

"I don't want to have anything to do with your Kim family anymore. Don't call me again."

As he spoke, Lu Xiaoman swiped the screen hard to cut off the phone.He noticed again that it didn't appear to be his phone.He does not agree to use a couple's mobile phone, because he is worried that the exposure of their relationship will affect Yan Yan.Therefore, this phone is obviously strict.

This is Yan Yan's phone, which means...

Lu Xiaoman desperately thought about what this meant.He thinks it's important.If Yan Yan comes back to pick up her phone...

—But what does it matter?It doesn't really matter at all.

Nothing is important anymore.

All things are over.He thought the new life he started over was over.

It must be his fault.Lu Xiaoman suddenly reacted.

Yeon Eun is a liar, Coach Wu's death was his fault, so it's his retribution.Why does he want to live happily after killing others?He sure was too brazen.

Lu Xiaoman started to sob.

As an actor, he is very good at shedding tears in one eye, and he can cry beautifully every time he is filming. He doesn't know why he has a runny nose from crying right now?He sniffed, feeling fortunate that this wasn't filming, and then thought, in fact, he really doesn't like filming that much anymore.He didn't know who he was playing for.What's the use if he knows how to act again?

Useless.

No one wants him.