Chapter 32
Chapter 32
It has been a long time since the old doctor has seen such a troublesome person.
This patient named Chen Fu was stabbed again by a woman after the earthquake, and when he woke up, he found that his lover was gone. Within three days, he fainted countless times and was distraught. The man who accompanied him was a powerful young master who threatened people at every turn, and the doctors in the entire surgery room hated him.
But also afraid of him.
But this obnoxious man is also infatuated.
The old doctor had seen this man hold the hand of the patient named Chen Fu several times and shed tears.
He went to round the ward, and every time he could see his gentle eyebrows and eyes.
But Chen Fu ignored him.
This made the doctors in the department sympathize with him again.
Chen Fu obediently swallowed the porridge Fu Liangjing fed him.
Spoon after spoon, Fu Liangjing fed it attentively, while Chen Fu ate absent-mindedly.
Swallowing is an instinct that humans are born with, and it doesn't take too much energy.
Ever since Chen Fu saw Zhong Jiming's corpse, he woke up like this.
He is very obedient, as long as Fu Liangjing feeds him, he will open his mouth to eat, but he just doesn't speak or move much.
The doctor wanted to check, and he posed in cooperation.
Fu Liangjing would hug him occasionally, but he would not resist.
The doctor said that due to excessive stimulation, he may have some mental problems, and it is recommended to check as soon as possible.
Chen Fu was also beside him when he said these words, he didn't express anything, he didn't even look at the doctor, but his body stiffened slightly.
Fu Liangjing saw it, and said to the doctor, "He's not sick."
But you're not sick, why don't you even say a word?
The doctor swallowed the question he wanted to say.
So three days passed.
That day, Fu Liangjing sat by Chen Fu's bed and worked with a laptop.
There was a loud noise from outside, as well as a woman's sharp questioning voice.
The bodyguards were still guarding the door, and it seemed that someone had started a conflict.
Fu Liangjing opened the door and went out, only to find that there were two foreigners, a man and a woman, speaking English, and the woman was clearly agitated.
Seeing someone coming out, the woman became even more agitated and rushed forward, feeling like she was going to force her way.
In the confusion, Fu Liangjing heard clearly, and she said, "Call Chen Fu out! What about others! This bastard!"
A bunch of ugly expletives followed.
Fu Liangjing roughly guessed the identities of these two people.
The man was still very calm, and his emotions did not collapse like that of the woman. He quickly stopped the woman, and then said to Fu Liangjing in honorific words: "Sir, I am really sorry, but we just lost our child , so my wife is inevitably a little emotional, is there a man named Chen Fu here? We need to talk to him. "
Fu Liangjing was really not sure that these two people would not hurt Chen Fu, so he hesitated for a while.
While still hesitating, Chen Fu's voice came from behind.
"Let them both in."
That was the first time Chen Fu spoke in three days.
The woman entered the ward first, and her husband hurriedly followed.
Chen Fu was half lying on the hospital bed, quietly watching the people who came in, his mood finally fluctuated.
But before he had time to speak, the woman cursed harshly.
Those vicious curses made Fu Liangjing furious.
But Chen Fu accepted it quietly and listened carefully to her scolding himself.
She is Zhong Jiming's mother, and her son died because of him, so it would be considered polite not to beat him.
Zhong Jiming's mother scolded Chen Fu all the time. Seeing that Chen Fu didn't respond, the more she scolded, the more excited she became, and no one stopped her. When she thought of her dead son, she felt sad for a while, and couldn't help picking up the apples on the table and turned to Chen Fu. Smashed it.
boom--
The apple hit Chen Fu's head hard, and immediately turned red. Fu Liangjing almost couldn't control himself and was about to rush forward, but Chen Fu stopped him with one movement.
Chen Fu touched his blushed forehead calmly, then lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
The apple fell to the ground because of his actions, and Chen Fu walked up to Zhong Jiming's mother barefoot.
Then, in the astonished eyes of everyone, he knelt down towards the couple.
His knee hit the floor with a heavy sound, but he didn't feel any pain at all. He lowered his head and said to them, "I'm sorry."
Zhong Jiming's mother knew how humiliating and heavy it is for Chinese people to kneel.
There is gold under the man's knees, this is what her mother told her brother when she was very young.
But now ten thousand taels of gold can't buy back her son's life.
Zhong Jiming's mother asked him tearfully, "What's the use of saying I'm sorry? Can I revive my child if I'm sorry?"
Chen Fu's eyes turned red, and he repeated the words that meant nothing to everyone: "I'm sorry."
Fu Liangjing tried to help him up in the past, but was refused.
Zhong Jiming's father asked him, "Why did Zhong Jiming... die?"
"because I."
"Why because of you? What happened?"
Chen Fu gritted his teeth to prevent himself from crying, "Because he was on a business trip with me, the city where we are located had an earthquake, and to protect me...he was hit in the spinal cord by a falling slab..."
Then there were surgical complications in the early morning, and the rescue failed.
The doctor told him that even if Zhong Jiming could be rescued, he would be paralyzed.
He will spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair.
Darkness follows.
Zhong Jiming's mother obviously didn't know about the earthquake, she looked at her husband suspiciously with red eyes.
"Forget it...you get up," Zhong Jiming's father finally figured out what happened and accepted the reality, "Zhong Jiming's death...can't be blamed on you."
"But that doesn't mean we forgive you."
"His funeral...you still have no right to attend."
"I hope we don't meet again."
Chen Fu fell to the ground, and Zhong Jiming's parents left quickly.
The pain has been suppressed in his heart for too long.
This incident finally gave him an outlet to vent.
Almost at the moment when the door was closed, he cried out, not caring that Fu Liangjing was still beside him.
Fu Liangjing squatted down and hugged him tightly.
Ren Chenfu cried bitterly in his arms, then kissed his hair, and told him: "Actually, I was by Zhong Zhiming's side at the last moment before he left."
"He... loves you very much."
"I can see that he doesn't blame you for not staying by his side before he left. He knows that you love him too, and you trust each other."
"He said that even if you stay by his side, so what, you still have to leave when it's time to leave. You can only add to the sadness when you are by his side."
"He said that he can have a lover like you in his life... He has died without regret."
Fu Liangjing only felt that every word was squeezed out mixed with the blood in his throat.
He was mad with jealousy.
As he spoke, he couldn't help crying.
Among the many words, he still didn't dare to add the one he wanted to say the most: "Besides, without him, you still have me."
Chen Fu's eyes were red, and he raised his head to look at him.
He was puzzled.
Why did Fu Liangjing cry too.
It was not the first time he saw him cry.
Why the first time?
His eyes were bloodshot from crying, and his expression was pained.
Can't remember.
But the doubts turned into doubts, and the two still hugged each other tightly, suffering from each other's love.
Painful dead feelings.
For a long time, Chen Fu touched Fu Liangjing's hair tentatively and cautiously.
It was a small move that both he and Zhong Jiming were familiar with.
Then he retracted his hand as if he had been scalded.
wrong.
The feel is wrong, the appearance is different, and there is no half-familiar feeling.
Zhong Ziming's hair is brown, curly and soft, not like a man's hair at all.
This one is dark and straight with a stiff texture.
so unfamiliar.
But this person he loved before, why is he suddenly so strange.
It shouldn't be like this.
Fu Liangjing grabbed Chen Fu's retracted hand and held it tightly with his fingers regardless of his struggle.
Hope burns in an instant.
Does this person still have feelings for him?
However, Chen Fu quickly withdrew his hand.
He only had time to catch a patch of air.
When all things reach a certain critical point of despair, there will always be another turning point.
The appearance of Kaylee made Chen Fu refreshed quickly.
It turns out that the people they arranged in the United States discovered the loopholes of those old guys and have already started to act.
Those old guys couldn't last much longer.
Chen Fu was still injured, but the company needed him to take charge of the overall situation. Kaylee took a notebook every day and came to discuss work topics with Chen Fu.
Chen Fu seemed to have no major problems. He seemed to have returned to the state he had been in when Zhong Jiming was still there. He talked when he should talk, ate when he should eat, and would laugh when someone told a joke.
But there are some wounds that are rotten in the bones and cannot be recovered.
Fu Liangjing was very worried about him, and there was nothing he could do, so he could only make nutritious soup and bone soup for him every day. After half a month, his wounds were healed, but he hadn't gained two catties.
When the injury was almost healed, Chen Fu was rushed out of the hospital.
Fu Liangjing knew that he still had a lot of work to do, so he didn't stop him.
He goes to Chen Fu's company to see him every day, and he still cooks a rich and nutritious meal, and Kaylee occasionally rubs a meal along with it.
She didn't know about Zhong Jiming's death yet, so she asked a lot once, and Chen Fu's expression became gloomy.
Kaylee thought that they were having an awkward relationship, so she didn't dare to speak anymore, and seeing that Fu Liangjing was showing courteousness every day, she felt that things got complicated in an instant.
Then came a big turning point in American companies.
An old man in the upper echelon of the United States was dug out to play with and violate minors. The plot seemed to be quite serious. Kaylee immediately called Chen Fu in the middle of the night. Chen Fu thought about it and decided to return to the United States the next day.
Only the [-]:[-] am flight left.
That night Chen Fu suffered from insomnia again, he was considering whether to talk to Fu Liangjing.
Originally, he decided not to talk about it, but when he thought of Fu Liangjing's disappointed expression when he went to the company, Chen Fu found that his heart softened.
At three o'clock in the morning, after packing up and saluting, Chen Fu still called Fu Liangjing.
The phone rang twice before being answered, Fu Liangjing asked Chen Fu what was wrong with a confused and overwhelmed surprise in his voice.
Chen Fu hesitated again and again, and then said, "Fu Liangjing, I'm going back to America."
"Why?!" The voice instantly sobered up.
"...The American company has turned around, and my...son is going to school, and I need to go through a lot of procedures."
Fu Liangjing knew that he had a son.
But hearing him say it in person is still terribly aggrieved.
"Then when are you coming back?"
"...I probably won't come back." Chen Fu thought for a while, "Because my son is going to school, my nationality needs to be transferred to the United States. I should not return to China."
"..." Fu Liangjing was stunned, and then he asked Chen Fu angrily, "What about me?! You are not going back to China, what should I do?!"
Chen Fu fell silent.
Fu Liangjing's heavy breathing could be heard on the phone, and he could feel his uncomfortable emotions, but he couldn't say words of comfort.
say what?
Thank you for your care during this time, we are cleared.
thank you.
sorry?
This is the person Chen Fu is most worthy of in his life.
Thank you for not saying it, sorry for not needing to say it.
After being quiet for a long time, Fu Liangjing spoke cautiously, pleading in his tone, "Can you stay?"
"...the United States needs me."
Fu Liangjing choked up with grievances, almost crying: "But I need you too..."
The "I'm sorry" almost slipped out of Chen Fu's mouth.
However, he didn't say anything in the end. He told Fu Liangjing, "Fu Liangjing, our relationship has been entangled for too long, and I'm already tired. Let's take this as the most perfect ending between us... You forget about me."
Fu Liangjing almost smashed the phone, his eyes were about to burst, he still wanted to say something to Chen Fu, but he had already hung up the phone.
He hasn't asked when the plane will take off.
The special assistant was called again in the middle of the night.
After finding out what time Chen Fu left, Fu Liangjing got dressed and went out.
At that time, Chen Fu had already rushed to the airport.
When the two rushed to the airport, they happened to run into each other.
Looking at each other, each other's eyes are full of red blood.
Fu Liangjing couldn't even pull out a smile, he ran over quickly and hugged Chen Fu tightly.
She buried her head in his neck, breathing in his scent vigorously.
It seems that they are a pair of lovers who have been reunited for a long time, lovers who are in love with each other, who have not experienced so many things, lovers who are in love with each other.
Chen Fu felt hot liquid flowing into his neck.
burns the skin.
He still didn't push him away in the end.
Maybe still reluctant.
"Chen Fu...Chen Fu..." Fu Liangjing called out to him one after another, "Do you still... love me?"
There were not many people at the airport, but the people coming and going still looked at the two of them with strange eyes.
Chen Fu remembered a wish he had long ago, a wish that had long been buried in the dust.
If Fu Liangjing took him one day and introduced him to the whole world as a lover, no, all his relatives and friends, he would definitely pass out from happiness.
This wish had been forgotten by him before it came true.
But what about love?
Is it also forgotten?
Chen Fu held him in his arms and thought for a long time.
When Fu Liangjing thought he would not answer him, Chen Fu's hand quietly stroked his back, and then answered him with a barely audible voice.
Then, ignoring Fu Liangjing's astonished expression, he withdrew and left.
Many, many years later, Fu Liangjing still remembered the color of clothes Chen Fu wore that day, every stripe and fold on the clothes, every movement and expression of him, and the decisive back when he left.
And the answer that was enough to make his heart explode.
Every rising tone of voice, every trifle sound made by the rubbing of lips and teeth, and the heat of breathing.
All made his heart swell.
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