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Chapter 12

Ye Sheng stared at Xu Xing with a little embarrassment in his eyes.

"You...have you read it?" Ye Sheng suddenly felt a little stuttering, it is not a good thing for someone to see the diary.

Although there is no secret in it, the fact that he called him Tianluo girl has been exposed.

Regarding the fact that he had read Ye Sheng's diary, Xu Xing did not intend to hide it. Ye Sheng suffered from depression, and he was afraid that if Ye Sheng had any thoughts of committing suicide.

At least for now, the diary has not expressed these things.

Xu Xing found out from a doctor that moderate depression is actually the most likely to have the idea of ​​committing suicide.

They will not express it openly, but they will express their desire to "die" in other ways.

Diary is also one of the forms of expression.

Ye Sheng wanted to hide the diary. After all, it is not good to write that a big man is a snail girl, and I don't know what Xu Xing's expression was when he saw this sentence.

Xu Xing leaned on the chair with one hand, and took the diary with the other, "I've seen your diary, I'm sorry first, if you don't want me to read it, you can tell me at any time, I will never read it."

Ye Sheng shook his head hastily. Others may feel dissatisfied and unhappy when someone reads the diary.

But Ye Sheng wouldn't, maybe because of Xu Xing, if it were someone else, Ye Sheng couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't be angry.

It is possible to change to Xu Xing.

In front of Xu Xing, there are not so many secrets, you can throw them out with all your heart and hand them to him, it just depends on whether he is willing to accept it.

Ye Sheng's face was a little red, ashamed.

"I don't mind, after all, there is nothing on it." It is said that people with moderate depression are prone to suicidal thoughts.

But Ye Sheng never had it from the beginning to the end, so when Ye Sheng heard that he was depressed, he didn't believe it at all.

Then there were two new members in the family, the concubine.

Ye Sheng looked up at Xu Xing, and this person.

"Why are you being so nice to me?" Ye Sheng frowned, watching Xu Xing hand him the notebook and pen.

Reaching out to take the notebook and pen, he also used his diary casually to write about his day.

Then he wondered if he had praised his new boss in his diary for looking good.

He looked at Xu Xing's eyebrows, he was good-looking, even better than the new boss.

"There's no reason to be nice to you." Rubbing Ye Sheng's head, "Let's write, and go to sleep after finishing writing."

Turning on a dim yellow light, Xu Xing didn't look at what Ye Sheng wrote, anyway, he could just read it by himself when the time came.

Ye Sheng took the notebook and quickly wrote down the date, weather, and mood.

He wrote quickly, and then he closed the book and threw himself on his bed.

Seeing that Ye Sheng finished writing so quickly, Xu Xing was taken aback for a moment, closed the book, and asked, "Finished?"

"It's finished!" Ye Sheng lay on the bed, looking sideways at Xu Xing.

The dim yellow light shone on Xu Xing's face, softening the originally tough lines.

"Like light." Ye Sheng thought.

He couldn't think of a better word.

"Sleep." Xu Xing put a very small lamp by the bed.

I don’t know when I bought it. The fluorescent color looks like the moon. If you want to get up at night, you don’t have to worry about falling.

It feels like there are a lot of things in the house that I don't know.

The pillow that the imperial concubine normally sleeps on was placed by Xu Xing on the balcony in the room.

At that time, there were originally two pillows, but one was put away by Ye Sheng.

Ye Sheng might not even be able to find it by himself, but Xu Xing found it.

And it seems to have been premeditated for a long time, because the pillow that was just taken out should be dried in the sun, otherwise Xu Xing would definitely not use it.

Ye Sheng could smell the faint fragrance on the pillow and the smell of sunshine.

It must have been done a few days ago.

I don't know how long Xu Xing has been doing these things.

Anyway, Ye Sheng really didn't know.

"Want to change the pillow?" Seeing Ye Sheng looking at his pillow, he planned to change it.

Ye Sheng immediately hugged his pillow, "Don't change it, you use yours."

"Okay, go to sleep, don't you have work tomorrow?" Xu Xing pulled the quilt, lay down, and faced Ye Sheng.

What caught him off guard was a handsome face magnified to face him, and Ye Sheng couldn't help but arched back.

"Don't move around, sleep." Xu Xing stretched out his hand to hold Ye Sheng.

Even though there was still a quilt, he could feel the temperature of Xu Xing's palm. Ye Sheng closed his eyes, his body was very stiff, and he was still worried about whether he would be able to sleep well tonight.

As a result, lying next to this person to sleep, I felt a sense of peace of mind.

The body gradually relaxed, and involuntarily arched towards Xu Xing's side.

Xu Xing also pulled Ye Sheng into his arms very naturally.

***

When Xu Xing opened his eyes, what he saw was Ye Sheng's face, which was particularly impactful.

The sleeping Ye Sheng looked very well-behaved, with long eyelashes wanting to touch her.

This was Xu Xing's first time living in a dormitory, and then there was a heavy rain, and the quilt that was drying outside was completely wet now.

When I hugged that quilt, it can be said to be extremely pitiful. Today's weather forecast said that it will be a big sun. Who knows that the last class in the afternoon will start to rain heavily, and it will be very heavy.

A group of people who were drying their quilts were instantly miserable.

Looking at Xu Xing who was holding the quilt and looking at him pitifully, Ye Sheng thought for a while and said, "You can sleep with me tonight."

Xu Xing was supposed to be waiting for such a sentence. In an instant, he put his quilt aside and climbed onto Ye Sheng's bed.

Ye Sheng's quilt and pillows were all sun-dried a few days ago, not only smelled of the warm sun, but also had a little mint fragrance.

It smelled like the body wash that I bought with Ye Sheng some time ago.

Confidently, he leaned on Ye Sheng's bed, "Xiao Sheng, are you using the body wash we bought together last time?"

Ye Sheng spread out the quilt that Xu Xing had left aside, so that it was still in a ball and he didn't know if he could use it later. He would just take it out to dry again when the weather is better.

"Ah."

Busy with the work in hand, in Xu Xing's eyes, it can be said that he hummed perfunctorily.

Xu Xing looked at Ye Sheng who was arranging the quilt with some dissatisfaction, always feeling that he was being ignored.

The half-grown body leaned out from the side of the bed. They went to bed and got off the table, and the room was not big. When Xu Xing leaned out like this, he was very close to Ye Sheng's head.

"Xiaosheng, what shampoo do you use, it smells so good." Xu Xing spoke so closely, Ye Sheng was taken aback by Xu Xing.

Looking back at Xu Xing, he pushed him back, "Can you pay attention, and you are not afraid of falling."

Xu Xing laughed twice, spread out Ye Sheng's neatly folded quilt, and covered him, "Whisper, don't toss around, come up to sleep."

It was almost time to turn off the lights. After finishing the quilt, I turned around and said helplessly, "If I don't fix it for you, do you still want this quilt in the future?"

"What's the matter, the big deal is that I sleep with you every day. May I ask classmate Ye Sheng, are you starting to dislike your boyfriend now?" Ye Sheng lay on the railing of the bed, just looking at Ye Sheng with a smile in his eyes .

Ye Sheng went to bed and said, "Yes, can my boyfriend let me go to bed now?" He stepped on the bed ladder and was blocked by a figure.

"That won't work, you're disliking your boyfriend." Xu Xing stretched out his hand and rubbed Ye Sheng's head angrily.

"Okay, okay, I don't dislike you, get out of the way, I want to go to bed." Ye Shengji said perfunctorily.

Xu Xing stepped aside, just as Ye Sheng climbed onto the bed, Xu Xing rushed forward, "Student Ye Sheng, your attitude towards your boyfriend is really extremely perfunctory!"

Ye Sheng turned over with difficulty, lay flat and looked at Xu Xing, "So? Boyfriend, are you planning to tear down the bed?"

"I won't tear down the bed, otherwise we both won't have a place to sleep tonight, but..." Xu Xing lowered his head and touched Ye Sheng's forehead, "I think I still have the right to punish my boyfriend."

"So how do you want to punish?" Ye Sheng raised the corners of his lips and looked at Xu Xing.

"That's it." He lowered his head and met his lips and teeth.

Ye Sheng didn't refuse, but stretched out his hand to hook Xu Xing's neck, deepening such a kiss.

Both of them were out of breath, Ye looked up at Xu Xing, "Okay, boyfriend, let's go to bed."

Both of them are at the age of youth, and they still insist that they are not yet adults, and at most they just help each other.

Ye Sheng calmed down quickly, and glanced at Xu Xing. It seemed that he was still not calm. Ye Sheng smacked his mouth, "Student Xu Xing, do you need to take a bath? There is still hot water."

"Tsk, I don't think the hot water is useful." After speaking, she rolled over and got out of bed, and walked into the bathroom.

Fortunately, there is an independent bathroom, otherwise it would be embarrassing.

After Xu Xing took a shower, he found that Ye Sheng was still awake, with a small desk lamp on, and what seemed to be a high school review material in his hand.

He took the book out of Ye Sheng's hand, "Okay, let's go to sleep."

Put the book on the table, then went to bed and hugged Ye Sheng, rubbing against each other, "Sleep and sleep."

Ye Sheng nodded.

The beds in the school are all for one person. It is inevitable that two people will be crowded when sleeping together. When I woke up the next day, I found that Ye Sheng was in his arms. I couldn't help but kiss Ye Sheng on the top of his head. .

After being kissed by Xu Xing, Ye Sheng vaguely showed signs of waking up, Xu Xing hastily closed his eyes.

After waking up and seeing Xu Xing still sleeping, he couldn't help laughing, rubbed Xu Xing's chin lightly, and whispered, "Good morning boyfriend."

At that time, I really thought it could last forever.

***

When Xu Xing woke up, Ye Sheng was still awake, and when he got up, he twisted the quilt for Ye Sheng. The noble concubine got up earlier than Xu Xing, and when he opened the door, he saw the noble concubine squatting at the door.

When he saw Xu Xing, he handed it in, obviously very dissatisfied with what was thrown out last night.

Knelt down and patted the imperial concubine's head, "Your shit shovel officer is still sleeping, let's go, I'll take you to eat cat food."

Hearing that there was food, the imperial concubine didn't care about it, and just ran away with Xu Xing.

After pouring cat food for the imperial concubine, after making breakfast, it was time to call Ye Sheng, and by the way, glanced at the diary on the table.

When I opened it, I found that what Ye Sheng wrote last night was really short.

***

December 2017, 7

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Happy

I think the reason is that I like it.

The author has something to say: Today's Xu Xing and Ye Sheng didn't want to appear in the small theater, and the director couldn't help them, crying out loud.

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