Finale

Chapter 19

19

There is no dessert shop near the hospital. After Lu Chunyan came out of the hospital, he drove to a business district a few kilometers away. There was a relatively famous dessert shop there. Qiu Yao liked to eat their tiramisu very much.

Lu Chunyan parked the car, it was already night, and there were fewer people in the dessert shop than during the day, but there was still a queue.Lu Chunyan took two matcha cheesecakes and a piece of tiramisu, and when he walked to the showcase to pay the bill, he glanced at the cake in the glass cabinet and was stunned.

The waiter saw him staring at the cakes in the freezer in a daze, so he stepped forward and asked, "Sir, these cakes are our new fruit series, and they are all shaped like fruits. Look, sir, this one is a peach. The pulp of the peach has a very refreshing taste.”

The peach-shaped cake was made so lifelike, Lu Chunyan stared at it for two seconds, and for some reason, thought of Qiuyao.The child seems to like peaches very much, whether it is a drinking cup or clothes, there must be peach patterns.

Lu Chunyan hardly thought about it, so he ordered a peach-shaped cake. After paying the bill, he looked at the cake in the small gift box with a slightly gloomy expression.

When he returned to the hospital, Xu Weihan had just taken the medicine, and now he has fallen asleep.Lu Chunyan put a few cakes into the small refrigerator in the room, and the refrigerator door was gently closed. Lu Chunyan stood up, walked to the door, turned to look at Xu Weihan who was lying on the bed, and let out a sigh of relief.

He walked to the underground garage, opened the door and sat in, with his back sunk in the car seat, Lu Chunyan looked sideways at the small cake box on the co-pilot.

He sat in the car for a long time, the surrounding was very quiet, and the trivial things in his heart seemed to be released in this silence.

When Lu Chunyan thought that Qiuyao was leaving, her heart throbbed with pain.He is no longer the young man who didn't know much about feelings. He has done too many times to avoid timid things, retreated again and again, and gave up again and again.

Lu Chunyan thought of Qiuyao's appearance when she liked her. A few years ago, among the people he talked to, there were also such innocent people.Those people said they liked him, they didn't ask for anything else, they just wanted to stay by his side.

But he has someone in his heart, and he has always had someone in his heart. His feelings for Xu Weihan and others are like a person who is dying of thirst in the desert and refuses to drink the water in the glass. When he is dying and looking at the oasis in the distance, he thinks it is a mirage, no willing to get involved.

The cake in the freezer had been taken out for a while, and water dripped from the carton.Lu Chunyan raised his hand and gently wiped away the dripping water.The drops of water wet his fingers. The next second, he started the car and left the garage.

The tires run over the bumper, and the black Maybach hits the road, the way back.He parked his car under the apartment building, opened the door, got out of the car and went upstairs.The elevator building counted and jumped up, and Lu Chunyan came out of the elevator door and walked quickly to the door.He opened the door and entered the house, which was empty.

Lu Chunyan was stunned. Just as he was about to make a sound, he heard the sound of the elevator opening behind him. He turned his head and saw Guo Zhaoan came out of the elevator.

Seeing Lu Chunyan, Guo Zhaoan was taken aback for a moment, walked quickly, and asked, "Boss, why are you here?"

Lu Chunyan glanced at him, looked behind him, and then the elevator door closed slowly.Lu Chunyan withdrew his gaze, looked at Guo Zhaoan, and asked in a low voice, "Where is Qiuyao?"

Guo Zhaoan was puzzled, "Boss, has he gone back? I told you before, and you agreed."

Lu Chunyan pursed his lips, Guo Zhaoan saw that his expression was not right, paused, and asked again, "Boss, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Chunyan was silent, and he didn't know what was wrong with him. At that moment, the sky seemed to be dark all of a sudden, and his body kept sinking.He licked his dry lips, lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell to the ground.

Guo Zhaoan looked at him in fear, worried in his heart, his question was not answered, Lu Chunyan just shook his head, his voice was hoarse, "You go first."

Guo Zhaoan turned his head three times a step at a time, and could see Lu Chunyan's lonely back in the gap of the slowly closing door, as if he had returned to the late night when a light was on.

Lu Chunyan sat on the sofa where Zhang Qiuyao had been waiting for him night after night, and the light around him was sucked out like air.

He thought that when Qiuyao was here in the past, the place must have been bustling.Qiuyao looks shy and shy, but there are always a lot of words and questions in front of him. Sometimes Lu Chunyan feels that Qiuyao seems to be living outside the earth, and seems to understand nothing.

He likes such a simple and cute child, who has no extra demands, just like a small animal attached to him, cute and cute.

Qiuyao asked Guo Zhaoan to take him back, since the car couldn't drive inside, he asked Guo Zhaoan to stop at the intersection.He got out of the car, Guo Zhaoan was worried, lowered the car window and looked back at him, only to see him turn around, walking slowly into the path, his slender figure slowly disappearing from sight.

Guo Zhao'an doesn't quite understand what Lu Chunyan thinks, in his eyes, Lu Chunyan treats Qiu Yao differently, since it is different, why does he pretend not to care?Guo Zhaoan sighed softly, his head ached from the twists and turns inside.

It has been raining recently, and the ground here has not been poured with concrete, and the ground is extremely muddy.After Qiuyao took a few steps, muddy water was splashed on her shoes and trousers.The clothes on Qiuyao were bought by Lu Chunyan in the store with him. He likes this pair of shoes very much, and there is a cute peach pattern on the upper.Qiu Yao looked down at the mud spots on the shoes, bent down and wiped them with her hands.

The mud spot was rubbed away by his hands, and the dirty area became bigger and bigger, and the pink peach turned into a dirty gray. Qiu Yao stared at him blankly, and after a few seconds, she said, "Wow " A cry came out.He bent over, covered his heart with both hands, and stood in the middle of the secluded path, his body trembling from crying.

Surrounded by trees, grass, and wind, his cries were mixed in, and his whole face was wet. After thinking for a long time, he fully understood that Lu Chunyan didn't want him anymore.

The waiter said that the cake should be eaten immediately after it is taken out, and it will be stale if left overnight.

The wind outside the glass window blew in. Lu Chunyan didn't know what to think, and slowly stood up. He picked up the box of cakes and walked out. He walked quickly, opened the door and walked to the elevator. The elevator door opened, and his right foot step into.The elevator sank, and his heart beat faster. He looked down at the cake box in his hand, and something seemed to be buzzing in his mind.

Just like when he brought Qiuyao home before, there was a strange accident, and when he came back to his senses, he had already driven the car to the remote suburb.

The night wind is quiet, and the countryside after nightfall is buzzing with cicadas.His car was parked on a fairly flat muddy ground, with half of the tire stuck in the muddy water. He carefully picked up the small box containing the peach cake, opened the door and got out of the car.The maroon leather shoes stepped into the muddy puddles, and most of the gray trouser legs were wet. Lu Chunyan frowned, didn't care much, and continued to move forward.

He hadn't been here for a while. He walked along the path, and before he reached the house, he saw a child squatting in the middle of the road.

The moonlight poured down, and the stars shattered on both sides. The child who didn't know how long he cried seemed to have turned into a small seed, stuck in the thin weeds and mud.

For a moment, Lu Chunyan had the illusion that he was going to disappear.

Qiuyao didn't know how long she had been crying. The plants lacked water, and the tears couldn't flow out. She shook her shoulders and hiccupped, but couldn't stop. Hearing Lu Chunyan's voice, he turned his head blankly.

Lu Chunyan was behind him, their bodies were very close, and the delicate little box swayed in front of his eyes, he heard Lu Chunyan say: "Yaoyao, I'm sorry, this is a small cake, I bought it for you."

Qiuyao had tears in her eyes, her expression was silly, her mouth was half-opened, and a small breath came out of her throat.He grabbed Lu Chunyan's hand, held it tightly, moved his head closer, and choked up, "I thought you didn't want me anymore."

"I didn't want you."

"But you're not coming back." Qiu Yao's voice trembled, and she was about to cry again.

Lu Chunyan wrapped his arms around his shoulders, Qiuyao's breathing was rapid, and Lu Chunyan ran along his back, coaxing him over and over again.

Qiu Yao asked intermittently: "Lu Chunyan, I said I like you, did you agree to me when you came to see me?"

Lu Chunyan was taken aback for a moment, he looked down at Qiuyao, in the dark night, there were only moonlight and stars, but Qiuyao's face seemed to be glowing, in the blurred light and shadow, it was beautiful and ugly.

Whether it's selfishness or loneliness are countless distracting thoughts, he wants to accept this beauty, wants these pure and innocent eyes to only look at him, and wants this child to be by his side.

This time, Lu Chunyan did not refuse.