Finale

Chapter 11

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Xu Weihan stood still in front of Lu Chunyan, he trotted all the way over, panting a little while holding his knees.Lu Chunyan subconsciously stretched out his hand to support his arm, and Xu Weihan supported Lu Chunyan's body, panting: "You guys are walking too fast, I can't even keep up."

"How did you come?"

"I don't trust you, that bastard Meng Tao is actually so dirty." Xu Weihan frowned, showing anger, he grabbed Lu Chunyan's hand with his backhand, and said to him: "It's all my fault, if I didn't force you to come here , it won’t be like this.”

Lu Chunyan lowered his eyes, stared at his hand held by Xu Weihan, and was silent for two seconds, his lips moved slightly, before he could speak, Xu Weihan quickly let go of his hand, and said awkwardly: "I forgot, you don't like this."

After Lu Chunyan's molars came together, he didn't know what to say, he just let out a breath and said in a low voice, "I'm a little tired."

"Then go back." Xu Weihan said, turning his head to look at Qiuyao who was standing beside him, "The kid's face has turned pale from the cold."

Startled, Lu Chunyan turned sideways and waved at Qiuyao.Qiu Yao stepped forward hesitantly, they came down from the deck, Xu Weihan walked on the left side of Lu Chunyan, and said while walking, "I have already warned Meng Tao."

Lu Chunyan smiled, "I'm fine."

Xu Weihan clasped his hands behind his back, with a gloomy expression and didn't know what he was thinking.From time to time, Lu Chunyan would peek at him from the corner of his eye, and hesitantly said, "Is there anything else you want to say to me?"

Walking into the cabin, the lights in the corridor are bright and transparent. At the end of the corridor hangs a piece of Monet's "Sea Waves", with a reddish-brown carpet under your feet.Xu Weihan stopped in front of the door, he hesitated, watched Lu Chunyan open the door, and finally raised his hand to grab Lu Chunyan's arm.

Lu Chunyan looked at him sideways, Xu Weihan glanced at Qiuyao, and said with a embarrassed smile: "Can you let the children go in first, I have something to say to you."

Lu Chunyan was stunned, he nodded slightly, swiped the door card, pushed the door open, lowered his head and said to Qiu Yao who was standing beside him very quietly and silently: "You go in first."

Qiuyao looked past Lu Chunyan to Xu Weihan, who tilted his neck and smiled at him.

Qiu Yao quickly lowered her head, turned her back and opened the door, and walked in.

There were only the two of them left in the corridor, Xu Weihan looked at the painting at the end, and said in a low voice: "Actually, I wanted to talk to you before, but I never found the opportunity. There is a small coffee shop in front, go and sit sit down."

This cruise ship was designed by Xu Weihan after he bought it. He likes to look at gorgeous things and do things in a hurry. He always brings a large group of people with him wherever he goes. It seems that the excitement can be contagious, so he won't be so lonely. .

They walked into the cafe, which was empty, and the baristas had already rested.Xu Weihan walked to the bar, fiddled with the coffee machine, made a cup of coffee by himself, and even pulled a flower.

Lu Chunyan looked at the miserable smiling face in the cup, and said helplessly, "You latte art makes people lose their appetite, and you won't be able to sleep if you drink coffee at night."

"Why are you the same as before, muttering and moaning." Xu Weihan rolled his eyes, made himself a glass of Americano, and sat down in front of Lu Chunyan.

This is a small coffee shop, with about four tables, each table is surrounded by vegetation, with small lights on, and the unclear light gives people the illusion of a tryst.Lu Chunyan was in a trance for a moment, but he didn't dare to think deeply about what Xu Weihan wanted to say to him.

Xu Weihan took a sip of bitter coffee, Lu Chunyan looked at him, and said softly: "I remember that you used to dislike bitter taste, and you need to add three packs of sugar to drink a cup of coffee."

"That was in the past." Xu Weihan smiled, he didn't remember to talk, but changed the topic to talk about some things he had done in the past few years, and finally sighed melancholy, "A few days ago, my father gave me In the past few years, I have made a summary, in short, it is eight words, idle around and not doing business."

Lu Chunyan saw his frowning look, and wanted to comfort him, so she heard Xu Weihan say, "So, I'm going to change it."

Lu Chunyan was taken aback for a moment, and he opened his mouth, "What changed?"

Xu Weihan stared at Lu Chunyan's cup of coffee with downcast eyes, the smiley face drawn out of the flowers was disturbed, and the originally miserable arc became even more pitiful.He pursed his lips, stroking the wall of the cup with his fingertips, and said softly: "I remember you told me that we have all grown up. My growth rate may be much slower than that of ordinary people. But now I gradually understand that some responsibilities should be shouldered.”

Lu Chunyan was dumbfounded, he looked at Xu Weihan, he didn't know when he dyed his hair pure black, he always laughed and looked at the heartless face with melancholy and boredom.Lu Chunyan was worried, but he didn't dare to show it. He just asked, "What are you going to do?"

Xu Weihan let out a breath, and said to him: "I'm planning to get married."

Lu Chunyan was taken aback for a moment, those words were like five thunderclaps, he sat blankly, as if he couldn't believe what he heard, his mouth was dry, he swallowed saliva, tried to keep his voice steady, and laughed half-truth, he asked : "Married? Who are you marrying? Wei Han, stop joking."

"No kidding, it was introduced by my mother. We have been in contact for two months. We are not young, and the other party also said that he wants to get married soon."

"You are only in your early thirties, not too old."

"The girl can't wait, her family is pressing her."

Lu Chunyan seemed to be exhausted, and said powerlessly: "Is that really the case? Don't you want to stop trying to find someone you like?"

Xu Weihan drank all the coffee in the cup, with a look of desolation on his face, he said with a wry smile: "I can't find it, it's too difficult."

Lu Chunyan clenched his fists, his chest seemed to be hollowed out, it was empty, and the wind got in, and he could hear those whining cries.

Like Xu Weihan, he has to cooperate with his parents and find a woman to marry and have children step by step.Wouldn't it be a heinous and unforgivable sin to like men like him.

He was very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable, Xu Weihan's words seemed to tell him a reality, they couldn't be themselves when they lived in this world.No matter how free and easy you are or how fearless you are, even the most basic thing is to find someone you like is difficult.

The social family is a lock, they won't understand why you have to wait, why don't you return to the family, why are you so selfish.

Lu Chunyan closed his eyes and said, "When will the wedding be held?"

Xu Weihan let out a "ha", and returned to his previous foolishness, "It's still early, I'll let you know now, but if I'm fast, maybe next year you'll have a godson."

Lu Chunyan remained silent, Xu Weihan pretended to be surprised, and dared not answer: "You don't want to be my son's godfather, do you?"

Lu Chunyan glanced at him, with a faint smile on his face, "How do you know that you will definitely have a son, maybe it's a girl."

"Let me just talk about it." Xu Weihan put his hands behind his head, his face was longing, "I think about it now, it would be great to have two children in the future, one boy and one girl, the little girl will definitely be pampered, and the boy can do whatever he wants .”

Lu Chunyan followed his words and laughed again. He was in so much pain, but he didn't dare to show it at all. Fortunately, he was a habitual offender who hid his emotions, and his breakdown was also calm.

He didn't listen to what Xu Weihan said afterwards, he just felt as if he had dissociated from this body, and he looked at another self, like a machine with a valve, wearing a perfect mask to cover up his heart The chaos of war.

Qiuyao had been waiting for him, and when she heard the sound of the lock being unlocked, she ran to the door immediately.The sensor light at the porch was on, and Qiuyao stood in the halo, like a puppy waiting for its master to come back. The moment she saw Lu Chunyan, she wagged her tail.

The door was half open, but Lu Chunyan didn't come in, Qiuyao walked to the door, and heard Lu Chunyan talking with Xu Weihan.

"See you at the restaurant above at nine o'clock tomorrow."

"it is good."

"Then you should rest early."

"Ah, you too."

Lu Chunyan smiled and said goodnight to him. After Xu Weihan told him everything on his mind, he felt much happier. He waved his hand and turned to go to his room.

His room was diagonally opposite Lu Chunyan. Lu Chunyan watched him enter the room, then turned around and walked into the room slowly.

The door was gently closed, Qiu Yao saw his face turned pale, and worried: "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

Lu Chunyan closed his eyes and shook his head. He dodged Qiuyao's hand and pressed his back against the door panel. His scattered thoughts gathered together, as if the anesthetic had been stabbed by a needle and sword, and the pain revived from this body.His camouflage could no longer hold up, his spine seemed to be pulled out, and he slid and knelt on the ground all of a sudden.

Qiu Yao was taken aback, and immediately knelt down, grabbing Lu Chunyan's arm with both hands.

He asked Lu Chunyan what happened?Lu Chunyan just lowered his head and said nothing.Maybe sadness is contagious, even if Qiuyao doesn't know what Lu Chunyan is thinking, even if Lu Chunyan doesn't want to say a word to him, but he still feels sad because of Lu Chunyan's sadness.

His heart was sour, and then he couldn't control it, and he shed tears first.

Lu Chunyan stared at the tears on the back of his hand, and was stunned. When he raised his head, he saw Qiuyao with red eyes and slightly wrinkled nose, looking at him sullenly like a little rabbit.He blinked lightly, with a wry smile on his face, raised his hand, and gently wiped away the tears on Qiu Yao's face, "Why are you crying?"

Qiuyao grabbed Lu Chunyan's index finger and held it in the palm of his hand. He asked, "What are you sad about?"

"I'm not sad." Lu Chunyan wanted to laugh, but found that he couldn't.Under Qiuyao's gaze, he turned his head in embarrassment.Dull breathing, tingling chest, stomach seemed to be burning, and his whole body was aching. He curled up his shoulders, remained silent for a long time, and whispered: "He said, he is going to get married."

That was the first time Qiuyao saw Lu Chunyan's true feelings revealed, and he stared blankly at the tear falling from Lu Chunyan's eyes.

The track of time slowed down, the air seemed to be drained dry, he held his breath, his eyes portrayed Lu Chunyan's loneliness and sorrow, and finally settled on the tears he shed for another person.