Don't treat Omega as a man [Interstellar]

Chapter 55

At 05:30 in the morning, Ryan was awakened by a familiar ringing bell.

He kicked off the quilt in a daze, and reached for the clothes next to the pillow, but couldn't find it after a long time.He sat up in a panic, looked at the empty head of the bed for a while, and then realized that Sheng Qingyu threw his clothes into the bathroom last night, and the clothes on Sheng Qingyu's body that were wet by Ren's crying Jacket.The guy left from the window in the middle of the night with his upper body naked, and Ren laughed at him as if he was a little boy who came to have an affair.

At that time, Sheng Qingyu said with a smile, how can there be a little boy lying on the side of the bed for hours, talking but not moving.It was photographed by Ren with a pillow.

Sheng Qingyu said a lot to Ryan last night, including his interesting stories in the new barracks, his hardships in the front line, and his current comrades-in-arms.It was only then that Ryan realized that the life of the Special Forces was also very interesting. If those topics related to politics were removed, the Special Forces and Unit Zero, where Ryan belonged, were essentially the same.

Ren rolled over and got out of bed and went to the closet, took out the spare clothes and put them on.He has to hurry to the playground to assemble.

He rushed downstairs in a hurry, but he was not late.Shirley still looked at him with that lukewarm look, and walked past him without saying a word.

That's good, Ryan thought.If even Shirley starts to show sympathy for him, then he might actually start escaping reality.

Ren began to do daily training with the troops.The sun was just right, and the daytime temperature on the planet Sandyak was still uncomfortably stuffy, but today Ryan felt that it was the first time that this kind of heat made him so nostalgic.He completed all the training tasks assigned by Shirley without fail, and felt at the end that he seemed to be able to continue fighting for a few more hours.

But the slightly trembling knees told him that he had already reached the limit.

It's really not a good thing to be in a trance, Ren dragged his almost collapsed body back step by step, sorting out his chaotic thoughts while walking.It's not that he has come out of the shadows. In fact, apart from telling him stories last night, Sheng Qingyu didn't say much.The reason why Rennes was able to train normally was not because he was comforted, but because he had to.

It was as if he had a high fever before the college entrance examination. No one urged him to go back to class, but Ren still struggled to get up and listen to the remote on the school intranet.This is what he asks of himself, and it is the same now, Ren always feels that if he does not come to train today, he will lose something important.

Although he didn't know what that thing was.

Ren felt that he could still hold on within his ability, at least until he found his own thoughts, so he didn't ask Ansel for leave as Sheng Qingyu said.But Ansel took the initiative to find him.

The first thing is that the special forces' review of Sheng Qingyu has been put on hold for the time being.While Sheng Qingyu was out of trouble, it also meant that he would leave the base soon.Ren didn't know why Ansel had to tell him this kind of thing in private. At this moment, Ren couldn't express too much surprise or sadness to the news.He tentatively calls this change "growth."

The second thing is that in the near future, Rennes will be able to have his own humanoid machine.This may be a bit early for him, but Ansel hopes that Rennes can think clearly about the type he wants before then.

It took Renn quite a while to digest these two matters, during which Ansel sat on his seat and watched him quietly.

"When will the evaluation be done?" Ren asked Ansel a question unrelated to the above two things, "About my first battlefield mission."

Ansel raised his eyebrows slightly in surprise, "Where did you hear that?"

"Isn't it?" Ren felt that he was speaking very sincerely, although he didn't know why he wanted to talk to Ansel about it, "I heard from veterans that they need to take an assessment after returning from the battlefield for the first time. "

He spoke frankly, but Ansel was speechless for a moment.Then Ansel smiled helplessly, "They are really nice to you."

Is gossip in the army good enough for him?Ryan couldn't help but chuckle when he thought of the group of veterans who surrounded him and talked one sentence after another during the training interval, and they didn't calm down at all.

Ansel looked at him.

"You have a good expression," Ansel smiled at him, "you finally smiled."

Two days ago, Ren's bewildered appearance kept appearing in front of his eyes, which made him have to worry about the recruit's mental state.But fortunately, now it seems that he can survive.

Ren thought that Ansel was joking about himself, so he immediately tightened his expression and put on a serious look.

"Assessment will be done when needed," Ansel said. "It's nothing serious and you don't have to worry about it."

Ren nodded.He was just asking casually.

"However, I do need you to prepare for one thing." Ansel suddenly added, "Did you find the answer to the question I asked you during the interview in the new barracks?"

——Prove that you can become a qualified mecha soldier, and find your own strengths.

Ren was stunned.

"There is still one month, you have to hurry up."

Ansel knocked on the drawer on his left, where Ryan's badge was placed.Since the last time Ansel asked him to train with Shirley, Ren has not asked for this badge.

Ren felt that maybe subconsciously, he also thought that he had not yet qualified for this prestigious medal.But he didn't know what the so-called qualifications meant, so he dragged it on until now.

Seeing Ansel's easy-going but unrelenting expression, Ren solemnly answered yes.

At the same time, the golden ball on Ansel's table suddenly lit up.

This time there was no piercing scream, but a soft blue light that flashed and flashed. Both Ren and Ansel's eyes were attracted by the little ball.

Ansel's eyes became a little strange. He looked at the ball and then at Ren, but Ren still looked confused.

"...It's time for you to get an injection." Ansel said succinctly.Seeing that Renn hadn't reacted yet, he pointed at the back of his neck with his finger.

The glands of Omega and Alpha are located at the back of the neck, Ansel means that Ren seems to be in heat |

Ren's expression suddenly became very exciting.

"Go back to the dormitory, I'll ask Shirley for leave for you." Ansel said very calmly, as if he had been exposed to many similar things, "Don't be brave this time, and go out after confirming that the inhibitor has taken effect."

Ren didn't dare to be negligent in this matter, he quickly thanked Ansel, and then immediately escaped from the office.

On the way to the dormitory, Ren had a rare panic.

He forgot that he was on the verge of estrus. After he got off the battlefield, fear and confusion occupied his mind, causing him to almost deviate from his original life track.Ansel's reminder seemed like a basin of cold water poured over Ren's head, which actually made him a little more awake.

Ansel's ball can detect pheromone, and if it gives a warning, it means that Rennes is already in danger.Ren didn't know where Sheng Qingyu went today, he prayed from his heart for a while that the injection would take effect immediately, he didn't want Sheng Qingyu to see his ghost when he was in heat.

All the way back to the dormitory, Ren slammed the door and rummaged in the refrigerator.He withdrew a suppressant from the pack, pulled the needle out and drove it into the skin.

The cold liquid was pushed into his blood vessels, Ren was shuddered from the cold, his arm shook, and the needle moved under his skin.This was really painful. After Ryan pulled out the needle and threw it away, he covered his wound and rolled on the bed several times.

This is what Ryan does every time the inhibitor is late.The coolness of the inhibitor can quickly clear his mind, and the needle can keep him from doing anything out of the ordinary.

Ren gradually calmed down. He lay on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

He couldn't remember the last time he forgot to take his meds.Maybe it was the summer of my freshman year.The weather was extremely hot that year, Ren was tortured by the final exam and went crazy, almost fell into a rut and was burned to death. Fortunately, Sheng Qingyu's mother came to the house and smelled the smell, which pulled Ren from the line of life and death. return.From then on, Renn will pay special attention to the preparations before the estrus, he doesn't want to fall into that uncontrollable heat again.

It was too late this time, and Ren was lying on the bed for self-reflection. He found that at this moment he actually began to recount the experience of the previous two days. Maybe the injection has an extraordinary effect, not only can suppress the body The restlessness in the heart can also restrain the depression in the heart.Ren kept lying flat, quietly waiting for the potion to take effect, and began to think wildly in his head.

He thought of Sheng Qingyu helping him clean up the table before departure, the bottle of inhibitory liquid, that thing is really useful, Ren thought, now technology is really developed, chewing gum, inhibitory liquid, the more they are made, the more varied they are. .I don't know if this bottle will be sold in the city after it runs out.

He thought of Ansel.Ansel's attitude just now seemed to be used to it. Did the soldiers here also often forget to take inhibitors?Probably not, after all, they are all experienced veterans, but there must be someone who made the same mistakes as him at the beginning, Ren couldn't help laughing when he thought of Ansel's helpless appearance as a Beta.

He thought of Shirley.Uh... Forget it, Ren can't imagine what that cold-faced Hades looked like in a special period.Although Shirley is still very good-looking in terms of appearance alone, but the fact that her force value has exploded is still easy to make people retreat three feet.

His body was a little hot, and Ren turned over while wondering if it was his own illusion.

He also thought of Lieutenant General Camet on Noah's planet, that Alpha who looked very rude.Compared with Lieutenant General Ansel, he felt that he was not at the same level at all. Ren thought proudly that Lieutenant General Ansel was absolutely unmatched in terms of temperament.

Then, he thought of the eastern battlefield that made him trance.The huge battle mech, the blood-stained fragments, the loud explosion|explosion sound, the devastation and the wolf smoke all over the sky.

Ren suddenly sat up.His heart was beating violently, hitting his chest with pain.

That is the real battlefield, Ren told himself silently in his heart.He used to think that war was just a bunch of machines fighting each other in the air, and he never considered the role of "human" in war.

In the final analysis, the former him still regarded war as too simple.He has been looking at the whole thing with a pure child's mind, no wonder Sheng Qingyu objected to him entering the barracks at first.

Growing up in the army is a very cruel thing, especially when the war breaks out, the experience summed up in practice is much more useful than a few years of training.Ren did feel that he had grown up, but while growing up, he also felt that he had lost something.

Such as naive fantasy, such as blind self-confidence.

Like self-righteous pride.

Ansel said he had done a good job, but Wren didn't think so.He did a terrible job, not good at all.If you use the [-]-point system to score, Rennes will only give himself [-] points.The thirty points were for taking a step instead of collapsing to the ground or throwing up at the sight of blood.

Looking back on the scene at that time now, Ryan felt ashamed of that timid self.But this is also an irreversible fact, so this plunged him into deep despair.

How should he change so that he can become a capable soldier like Sheng Qingyu?

Even Ren didn't know what he wanted.

How long will he be looking for it?From the first time he stepped off the battlefield to completely overcoming the psychological barrier, how far is he still to go?

It is estimated that no one knows the answer.

Ren thought about a lot of questions at once, and his cheeks felt hot when he thought about it. He got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash his face. After taking two steps, he felt that something was wrong.

Feet weak.

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