Compound Diphenoxylate Tablets

Chapter 36

During this period of time, Dongchen played on Weibo when he had nothing to do. He didn't write much.But the number of fans is increasing. The people who commented below are divided into three categories. One kind says that he must have plagiarized, but they can't prove anything; the other kind is poetry lovers. It is a clear spring that persists in the era of dead poetry, and the last category is the people who eat melons.Every time Dongchen reads the message, he feels very good. This kind of feeling is something he has never experienced before. People pay attention to him and his writing is recognized by others.Because I don't read many books, every word I write is a real feeling, which resonates with others the most.

Zhou Zeya also noticed the change in Dongchen. He often saw Xiang Dongchen holding his mobile phone and laughing, but every time he asked him what he saw, that person hid his mobile phone well.After thinking hard for a while, Zhou Zeya suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart. Modern people are easy to cheat, isn't it because of the development of communication equipment?

Every time Dr. Li looked at Dongchen, he felt that his condition had improved, and when communicating with Zhou Zeya, a "family member", he always said something similar to congratulations.Zhou Zeya felt miserable, and finally couldn't hold back once, "Did Dongchen tell you everything? Did he meet any new friends? For example... netizen or something like that?"

Dr. Li was taken aback, "There is no such thing, if there is, that would be a good thing! Why do you ask such a question?"

"Now he often laughs with his mobile phone in his hand. I ask him to watch it without telling me. Once I finally tried to take a look while he was taking a shower, but he locked it!" Psychiatrists have a temperament that makes people let go of their guards. This is why Zhou Zeya made no secret of his jealousy.Unexpectedly, Dr. Li laughed loudly after hearing this, and he laughed for a long time before stopping.

"It seems that you really don't know him well! No wonder Dongchen has always felt insecure about you." After all, Dr. Li is not the kind of rigid old pedant, and seeing Zhou Zeya like this, he couldn't help teasing him.

"Am I not good enough for him now? I just didn't expect..." I just didn't expect Xiang Dongchen, a lone ranger, to have his own privacy.Dr. Li waved his hand, took out his phone and pressed it for a while, then said, "I can only help you so far."

Dr. Li got up and was about to leave. When Zhou Zeya wanted to ask something, he saw that he had received a Weibo link on his WeChat. He looked puzzled at Dr. Li who took the bag and left.

Click on the link, it's the joke I wrote to Dongchen when I was cooking.Zhou Zeya saw his own back in the accompanying picture at a glance. After being shocked, he didn't tease Dongchen Fauvism's photography skills in his heart, and pulled up to read the sentences he wrote carefully.Zhou Zeya would never admit that he was blushing, and he had received many love letters when he was in school, but compared to the sentences Dongchen wrote behind his back, those were not worth mentioning!

Zhou Zeya pulled up the page and saw his account "Looking for Warmth in the Cold Wind". Sure enough, it meant the same thing as the winter sun. The registration time was after getting to know him, but the first status was posted after living with him. When he was still expressing negative emotions, Zeya sighed, saving Xiang Dongchen, there is a long way to go!

First of all, you have to pay attention to his Weibo!Zeya thought so, clicked to exit the account, and chose to register a new account "warm little sun". Zhou Zeya found that he was getting more and more childish, so he found a cartoon sun as his avatar, and then followed him.

In the evening, the two had dinner as usual, walked the dog, and put Xiang Dongchen to bed. Zhou Zeya went into the bathroom to take a shower by himself, and his phone lit up on the sink.Zhou Zeya smiled "as I expected", soaked in the bathtub, and turned on the phone.I received a reply to the private message I sent to that person in the afternoon.

warm little sun:

Are you there?After reading what you wrote, I am deeply touched. Is it your original work? [pig head]

Finding warmth in the cold wind:

Yes, glad you enjoyed it!

He thinks that Xiang Dongchen's reply to his comments and private messages is the most basic respect.Turning on the phone while Zhou Zeya was taking a bath, Dongchen felt a bit chilly when he saw the account name Warm Little Sun.Maybe it's just a coincidence?

After taking a shower, Zhou Zeya put on his pajamas, helped Dongchen tuck the quilt, and said, "I haven't finished my company business yet, you go to bed first, and I'll go to the study. You go to bed early, and you are not allowed to play with your phone." He scratched After scratching Dongchen's nose, she still couldn't help telling him, Dongchen nodded, told him not to go to bed too late, and then turned off the light.

Zhou Zeya closed the door, went to the study, and Xiang Dongchen fell asleep without obeying, replying to the private message of "Little Sun". .But at this moment, it is still necessary to understand the other side of Dongchen, so they chatted back and forth.

in the phone.Zhou Zeya asked Dongchen about his childhood dream, and the other party said that he wanted to be a supermarket owner when he was a child, because he felt that food was free.Zhou Zeya couldn't help laughing at the reply. Such innocent words were often said in Dongchen a few years ago, but now they are less and less.He asked the other party's current ideal, but Dongchen didn't answer.

Ideal now?Dongchen holds her mobile phone and thinks, it seems that since she lived with Xiang Haomiao, the word ideal has disappeared.He turned over and put the phone under the pillow, saw his little boy quietly guarding him by the bedside, and thought, maybe the ideal now is to maintain this kind of life and not let him disappear.

Zhou Zeya hasn't been away from home for dinner for a long time. During the day, Dongchen received a call and Zhou Zeya said anxiously that he would not come back at night because of something.Zhou Zeya called Song Hui to come and take care of Dongchen.

After Dongchen moved in, Song Hui came here frequently at the beginning, always a little worried, but seeing Dongchen becoming more and more normal, he came less frequently.He chopped up a roast duck and brought it here, which is Dongchen's favorite food.

Eating and chatting.Dongchen didn't talk much, he kept thinking about what happened to Zhou Zeya today, and from the tone of the other party, he could feel that Zhou Zeya was worrying about something.Song Hui saw that Dongchen was out of interest and didn't want to talk, so he turned on the TV to watch the news.

"XX TV Station News At 9:10 on September 18th, after reports from the masses, three drug addicts who gathered in a villa in the east of the city were arrested. It is reported that one of them is an actor C male star..."

When Song Hui saw the news, he immediately prepared to turn the channel. Dongchen looked at the photo of the perpetrator who was silhouetted in black on TV and told Song Hui not to turn the channel.

Dongchen turned on the phone regardless of Song Hui's question.Sure enough, this news was on the hot search. Although Chen Siran's popularity was low, he was more or less a public figure, and there were many cases that could not be found. The only specific news was that he was currently detained at the Chengdong Police Station.

The news was full of abuse, yelling that Chen Siran should get out of the entertainment circle, people who take drugs deserve to die, etc.

"What's the matter with you, Dongchen?" Song Hui blamed himself for watching the news. Dongchen's face was ugly. He put down his phone and felt dizzy and uncomfortable. Chen Siran.

"You go back first, I want to sleep." Dongchen staggered into the room with one hand leaning on the wall and the other leaning on a walking stick.Song Hui knocked on the door twice but Dongchen refused to open it. He had no choice but to contact Zhou Zeya.

Just as he was about to make a phone call, the door opened, Zhou Zeya took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, his expression was not very good.

"Go into the room quickly, I'm afraid Dongchen will..." Before Song Hui finished speaking, Zhou Zeya realized something and knocked on the door violently, but there was no answer from inside. Zhou Zeya and Song Hui pushed the door open together.I saw Dongchen curled up on the bed, trembling all over.

Zeya rushed forward and hugged Dongchen, the quilt that the man was biting in his mouth was picked up and pulled away.

"Get out." This reprimand had already exhausted Dongchen's strength.Zhou Zeya hugged him tightly, feeling the cold in the winter morning, and his T-shirt was soaked in cold sweat.

"You let him lie flat, he's suffering now." Song Hui had been with Dongchen for so long and it was the first time he saw him forbearing. Dongchen let out a beast-like roar from his throat, but the roar was as weak as if he was dying.The sound seemed to cut their hearts, and it hurt endlessly.With tears in Zhou Zeya's eyes, he hugged the person in his arms even tighter, Dongchen's brows were furrowed, his pain was unspeakable.Losing his mind, he bit Zhou Zeya's arm. Zhou Zeya didn't let go of his hand, and endured the pain. He knew that this was nothing compared to how many times Xiang Dongchen endured.In the past, when he was most uncomfortable, he was not by his side. Perhaps in this room, this room that he thought was warm, he had endured countless times of despair and pain alone.

Dongchen's mouth was loosened, as if he was discouraged, his eyes were fixed on the ceiling, as if he was trying to regain his lost thoughts.Song Hui wiped the tears from his eyes, twisted a towel and handed it to Zhou Zeya. Zhou Zeya took the towel and wiped Dongchen's sweat. Dongchen's breathing gradually stabilized. The glass next to him smashed against the wall.

"Get out!" Dongchen burst into tears after yelling, every time like this, he didn't know what he was struggling for, loneliness, pain, pain, no words could express it.

"I'm really suffering, really." Dongchen broke down in tears, Zhou Zeya ignored his madness, and took him back into his arms again.

"I don't deserve to be a human being at all, I don't deserve it! Don't treat me any better." How could he be the only one in grief?Those who cared about him in this world would be heartbroken like a knife.Zhou Zeya was so anxious when he heard that Dongchen wanted to die, he let go of Dongchen, took something and threw it on the bed after a while, "Every time you say you want to die, do you know how uncomfortable I am? Don't despair of this world, this world And me. You didn't hear the answer to you that day, so I'll say it again. I love you, before, now, and it won't change in the future!"

Dongchen's face was full of snot and tears, he wanted to laugh and cry, at a loss.Seeing that Zhou Zeya was confessing his true feelings, Song Hui gently closed the door.

"Dongchen, promise me. Don't say you are unworthy, don't leave, don't seek death, don't believe me." Zhou Zeya almost begged for the person in front of him to say hello, as if he would do it as long as he promised.Dongchen was shocked by Zhou Zeya's frenzied and fiery confession. She didn't expect that Zhou Zeya, not herself, was the one who said they loved each other first.He turned his head to look at what was still on the bed. It was the wallet that he bought for him in Hong Kong back then. The group photo inside was still there. In the photo, he was smiling sweetly at the corner of his mouth.Dongchen opened her mouth and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid."

This is the first time he has revealed his uneasiness to Zhou Zeya. Zhou Zeya picked up a towel, wiped his face for him, and his tone softened, "Then you first promise me not to feel that you are not good enough for me, not to disappear suddenly, and not to Thinking about dying, as for the last one, as long as you don't leave me, you will believe me."

Dong Chen nodded, his affectionate confession knocked him out, saw the blood still bleeding from Zhou Zeya's arm, and said, "I'm sorry."

"Bite me when you feel bad in the future. I want to hurt with you." This is not Zhou Zeya's intentional sensationalism, but his real thoughts.Feeling warm in Dongchen's heart, he kissed his wound with his chapped lips. Zhou Zeya saw Dongchen's scarlet and slightly pouty lips, and couldn't help but taste and lick them carefully.

Song Hui saw this scene when he entered the room with the medicine box, "Ahem, it seems that Dongchen should be much better now." After hearing this, Dongchen let go of her hand and looked up at Zhou Zeya. few.