Chapter 32
Chapter 32
Dongchen couldn't fall asleep because he couldn't figure it out. He turned over and said, "Are you really asleep?"
Zeya's answer came from the darkness, "Are you not going to work tomorrow?"
"Did you do it on purpose?" Xiang Dongchen hated him so much that he always looked calm.
"I just...don't want to go too fast."
Don't want to go too fast?It can be said that the former Zhou Zeya packed himself on the bed not long after he met him.Wanting to prove something, Dongchen wrapped her arms around Zeya's waist, offered her own lips, and bit her lips in retaliation.Zhou Zeya's lower lip felt a slight tingling pain. He turned sideways and pressed Xiang Dongchen, who was provocative again and again, under his body, turning passive into active, with the tip of his tongue encroaching on the other's mouth, this kiss was like a violent storm.
After a long and intense kiss, Dongchen groaned due to difficulty in breathing. Zeya stopped, put his hands on his sides, and quietly looked at the person under him.In the dark night, his eyes refracted the moonlight outside the window, translucent and clear.Panting for breath, Dongchen reached out and took off Zeya's clothes.
They have never been so fierce before, they both feel the frequency of collision in the dark, it seems that only each other is left in the world.Dongchen grabbed Zeya's hair and shouted indiscriminately, "Zeya..."
At this moment of confusion, he heard the other party respond in a low voice, "Dong Chen."
The feeling of the unity of spirituality and desire is very good, as if every hole in the body has been filled, and every imagination has been responded to. Dongchen feels that even if she dies at that moment, she will have no regrets.
After Yunyu first rested, Xiang Dongchen leaned on the bed to relax, Zhou Zeya turned on the light, took a tissue and came over to help him clean up the mess under him.Dongchen was powerless to resist, and let him wipe the private place.
Zhou Zeya carried one leg on his shoulder, Xiang Dongchen's legs looked fairer than before due to lack of exercise, Zhou Zeya hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Have you not done it for a long time?"
"What do you mean?"
"Don't be angry. Is it because of your legs that your wife..." Zhou Zeya helped Dongchen put on his pants and covered him with a quilt.
It turned out that Zhou Zeya said "I know everything" on the phone before.In fact, it is completely normal for Zeya to be curious about his past, but what should he say?
"I'm not married to her, she's my good friend. I've been single for the past three years." The only thing I've been thinking about these three years is you, Dong Chen added inwardly.Zhou Zeya smiled happily when he heard this.He wanted to strike while the iron was hot and ask more about the past, but Dongchen asked, "What about you? You haven't had less sex with people in the past three years, right?"
"Don't speak so vulgarly." After saying that, she patted Dongchen's forehead.
"The words are rough and not rough. How dare you say that you haven't done that in the past few years?" Dongchen asked with a serious face, crossing his arms.Zhou Zeya said nothing.Turn off the bedside light and lie down.Zhou Zeya's reaction made Xiang Dongchen firm in his mind.
In the morning, the sun shines into the room through the curtains, Dongchen, who is lightly asleep, opened his eyes and looked at the clock, it was only six o'clock.The dog lying next to the bed was very excited when he saw someone woke up, and Dongchen patted its head for fear of waking up the person on the bed.
Difficult to reach the living room, the dog followed out.One person and one dog just stared at each other on the sofa.
Dongchen patted its head, "May I call you little boy?" Little boy wagged his tail.
"How is your original master?" The little boy wagged his tail.
Dong Chen knocked it on the head, "How is your original master?" The little cub hung his tail and did not move.Dongchen touched it in satisfaction to express her approval.
"Winter morning!"
Xiang Dongchen, who was playing with the dog, heard the shouts in the room, and responded, "Are you awake?"
Zhou Zeya opened the door of the room with his messy hair. He saw Xiang Dongchen sitting on the sofa with a puzzled expression on his face. He walked over quickly and hugged the man.Dongchen was stunned for a moment, then patted him on the back, "Go to sleep, it's only 06:30."
"Are you still talking about me? You woke up earlier than me." Zhou Zeya let go of the person in his arms and got up to wash up.
in the car.Zeya was driving the car and the phone rang, and Dongchen looked down at his phone screen.
"I said, are you coming to work today? Yesterday you came back at noon, why didn't you come to the company?" The other party's bluffing voice was Yan Chuan.Dongchen listened, and understood that Zhou Zeya hadn't told this buddy about his existence, and had been running away just like before.
"I'm on the way? What's the matter? Was there a dinner yesterday?"
"It's okay if you want to treat guests. Just ask if you will come today. If a client comes to talk about something, don't talk too much while you are driving. Hang up."
Seeing him hang up the phone in Dongchen, he said, "If you are busy, don't take the time to see me. Work is more important." While speaking, the car stopped at the entrance of the company.Zeya helped Dongchen get into the car, "I have my own sense of proportion. If you can do it in the future, you should try to walk with a cane. Leave the wheelchair here first, and I will pick you up after get off work at night."
"Didn't you go to dinner with Yan Chuan tonight?"
"Together, he hasn't seen you for a long time."
"Okay, I'll wait for you at the door after get off work." Dong Chen narrowed her eyes with a smile, and entered the company under Zhou Zeya's gaze.
It's not that Xiang Dongchen didn't think about it. He knew that the original Zhou Zeya was out of cowardice and couldn't bear the word homosexual three, and it should be the same now.To be gentle and considerate to oneself is to have a good impression of oneself, but this good impression does not want to be seen by others, and he does not want to become a different kind.
In fact, when two people get along alone, what is the difference between a lover and a lover?So don't pay too much attention to those heavy promises!Light promises, heavy love, that's enough.I never expected to be with him openly, I just prayed that he would not be too ruthless, so that I would not be too sad.
The colleagues all noticed the change in Dongchen, and they realized that this ordinary boy was actually very lovable when he smiled.The current Xiang Dongchen is like a sunflower desperately absorbing the warmth of the sun. There is warmth and satisfaction, but also the loneliness of looking for the sun at night, but no matter what, his life has a direction.
The female colleague was used to seeing Zhou Zeya's car when she got off work. She said, "It must be your rich friend who introduced Bai Fumei to you! Why are you so happy these days?" Dongchen smiled and said nothing .The female colleague continued, "What day will I make an appointment to meet everyone? Thinking about it, I think your story is so romantic!"
Yes, this is the attitude of the world.Even if a princess marries a servant, it's a good story, but the prince and the servant?That can only be a man`s favorite, and it cannot be in the hall of elegance.
The place to eat is in the university town, which is also near the studio. Although it is not the city center, it has a very artistic atmosphere, which matches the artistic atmosphere of photography.
The restaurant Yan Chuan chose was a newly opened Sichuan restaurant.After entering the private room, Yan Chuan and Chen Siran were sitting in it.
"Damn it! You!" Yan Chuan was too surprised to speak when he saw Xiang Dongchen.Dongchen scratched her hair embarrassingly, "Brother Yan, long time no see."
"Don't make a fuss, shame on you! Is the food ready?" Zhou Zeya helped Dongchen sit down.Yan Chuan asked excitedly, "Xiao Dongchen, where have you been all these years? Why did you break your leg?"
"Can you talk?" Zhou Zeya yelled at Yan Chuan, and continued, "Let me introduce you first. This is my friend, Chen Siran, who is a star. Needless to say, Yan Chuan."
Yan Chuan added to Chen Siran, "This is Xiang Dongchen, an ex-friend who is very nice."
Chen Siran was wearing a fluorescent T-shirt and skinny jeans. Because of his fair skin, he looked quite suitable for his age.He had been sitting here for a while, seeing Yan Chuan talking to himself, he looked at Dongchen, nodded, stretched out his hand, and said, "I know you."
Dongchen smiled and shook back.Zeya took up the conversation, "I told him. I didn't expect Si Ran to have such a good memory."
"That's right, I really congratulate you today." Chen Siran said in a vague way.
"You're drunk before you start eating? What's there to congratulate?" Yan Chuan put down a piece of spicy chicken and said.Chen Siran took a sip of tea and said, "No, didn't you talk about a big client in the morning, or why would you invite me to dinner today?"
Whenever Yan Chuan wanted to ask about Dongchen's past, Zhou Zeya always brought the topic to him.When it was time to check out, Si Ran suddenly asked, "How is Xiao Ran?"
Xiang Dongchen felt uncomfortable hearing the dog's name, which was the same as a person's name. He pinched Zhou Zeya's thigh with his hand under the tablecloth. Zhou Zeya grabbed his hand with his backhand to prevent him from doing bad things, and the two started arguing under the table.
Chen Siran was embarrassed.Yan Chuan didn't realize it at all, the party was still unfinished, and he suggested that everyone go to sing.The group went from the restaurant to the KTV again.
On the way to the private room, a man walked towards them and stopped in front of them, "Siran, are you here to play with your friends?" Chen Siran looked a little shy when he saw this man, "Well, Mr. Wang, what a coincidence."
Dongchen wondered if this person was the Mr. Wang who he said on the phone that he liked men. No wonder Chen Siran looked so scared.Just thinking about it, Zhou Zeya let go of the hand that had been supporting Dongchen, and stepped in front of Chen Siran.
"Mr. Wang also came out to sing when he is so free? He must be here to socialize, right? Then we won't bother, and I will treat you to dinner another day." As he spoke, he pulled Chen Siran up to leave.
After hearing this, Mr. Wang chuckled and said, "You think too much about me. No matter how busy you are, you have to relax. I'm all acquaintances. If you don't know each other, Si Ran does. I'll take him over to say hello."
Chen Siran looked up at Zhou Zeya, and withdrew his hand, "Since we are all acquaintances, I should go say hello. Brother Yan, wait for me in the private room."
Zhou Zeya smiled and said, "Since Si Ran knows people, I should know them too. Mr. Wang, let me go and talk to them too."
After listening to Zhou Zeya's words, Chen Siran waved his hand, "Don't join in the fun, Mr. Wang, let's go." Hearing this, Mr. Wang looked at Chen Siran with a half-smile, and walked ahead.
Yan Chuan held back Zhou Zeya, "Don't go crazy, can you? If you want to help others, you have to weigh yourself."
Zhou Zeya lit a cigarette resentfully, "Fucking rich people are perverted! He fucking likes men!" He vented and cursed, angry at his powerlessness.But these words fell on Xiang Dongchen's ears like needles, and Zhou Zeya thought that homosexuality was perverted in his bones.How can a person admit that he is a pervert?
He watched Yan Chuan persuade Zhou Zeya, leaning his back against the cold corridor wall, without saying a word.Zhou Zeya calmed down after smoking a cigarette.
"Okay, the private room has been open for a long time, let's have a drink and chat, and Si Ran will come out later, maybe it's really a greeting, didn't he just let him drink last time, and forget it after drinking?"
Zhou Zeya sighed and entered the box.Yan Chuan watched Dongchen slowly move in step by step.Everyone was not in the mood to sing, Yan Chuan ordered a lot of wine, and the three of them drank from the bottle in anger, without saying a word.
When Dongchen was about to open the third bottle, Zhou Zeya snatched the bottle, "You can't drink like this. Order a song and sing." Xiang Dongchen has always been too drunk, and his mind is already a little dazed.He took another opened bottle of beer on the table and asked, "Zhou Zeya, do you think I am a pervert?"
"What do you mean? I told you not to drink." Zeya was confused, and Dongchen raised the bottle and drank it down.Yan Chuan ran over from the other end of the sofa and took away the empty wine bottle.
"Xiao Dongchen, you drank too much, you can't drink anymore. You should either sing or sleep for a while, don't drink alcohol."
"Okay, you all let me sing. I'll sing." Dongchen grinned innocently and said, with the innocence unique to alcoholics.He picked up the microphone with one hand, and put the other hand on Zhou Zeya's hand. Zeya subconsciously pulled back, but Dongchen grabbed her tightly. The box was so dark that he couldn't see anything, so he just let Xiang Dong morning.
Zhou Zeya had never heard Dongchen sing before. There was a 90s MV on the TV screen. Dongchen watched Zhou Zeya sing, her voice hoarse.
"You find a reason, let me balance. You find an excuse, let me accept. I know what you think now, but you can't see how I feel. It's so dark and the wind is so cold. You say it's time, put You and I play tricks. In real life, there will inevitably be cracks. Don’t say it’s an accidental indulgence, but I’m in trouble, I’m so tired, I’m so hurt.”
do you love me or not?I don't know what to say.
do you love me or not?Maybe I'll be better off tearing up the hypocrisy.
do you love me?I don't know what to do.
do you love me or not?Wake yourself up and maybe no longer sad.
Maybe I can bear all the sins, and I don’t want to see you cry.
I can only throw away all the pain and face your ignorant impulse once again.
The roaring music is suitable for emotional venting. Dongchen sang at the end and almost choked up.
The author has something to say: The lyrics are definitely not in the water~~~ This song is what I thought of when I first started writing this article!
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