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Chapter 5 5

【11】

That's right, he didn't have to come to class later, so how could he go to the same school as himself again?

——But Li Shengxu is a very rational person, he should not joke about his future and dreams.Besides, how did he know that he must have also applied for this school, and he would definitely pass the exam?Or do you simply not want to take the risk of coming to this school to avoid yourself?

It's not like they frantically searched for Li Shengxu's whereabouts, but still got nothing.

The haze in Xia Yan's heart is very heavy, the sky is big and the earth is big, and now the information is spreading so fast, but there is one person, he can't find it no matter what.

I didn't think about what to do when I saw him again, he just wanted to see him again.

Wanting to see each other but being afraid to actually meet, this kind of thinking has almost filled his entire summer vacation, but now it seems that he no longer has to worry about it.

Time does not wait for anyone to calm down, campus life will soon begin, Xia Yan participated in the military training almost numbly, he doesn't feel normal in the wind and the sun, he always stands in the most standard and meticulous military posture.Because knowing how to cooperate can bear hardships, Xia Yan was selected by the instructor at the final exercise show, and he put on a military uniform and carried the banner at the front.

The men and women of that era were more or less passionate about military uniforms, and Xia Yan was already in excellent shape and had an outstanding appearance. Unsurprisingly, when he carried the flag in front and spoke on behalf of the whole school, he became very angry. He was soon elected as the school grass of their class.

It's a pity that it's different from the high-spirited and unrestrained feeling in high school, Xia Yan can't feel anything this time.

He only wants Li Shengxu, not to be a school girl.

The college students in the medical school were busy and nervous, and the courses were full, which made Xia Yan's already numb senses even more unconscious.

In fact, being busy is also a good thing, it can make him think less about Li Shengxu, and the kind of heartache that makes people can't help but wet his eyes after dreaming at midnight rarely reappears.Xia Yan has become the happy little dick again, except that he is ruthless to himself and spends fourteen of the 24 hours studying in the library.

It has been two years since he got the news of Li Shengxu again. He spied on the wechat group of his high school class, and saw someone talking about it, only to find out that Li Shengxu was in the same school as him.

Wechat was only available at that time, and the group was established recently, and the people who joined the group were people who had played better and had stronger relationships back then, and they didn't shy away from speaking at all.

Cheng Yu: Damn, I can’t believe it. Although it’s also a medical school, I’m the second one. That guy seems to have failed?

Xia Yan:? ? ?

Cheng Yu: My mother saw him at the snack bar next to the school. He was serving dishes there, and all his famous brands were gone, and his condition looked particularly bad.If it weren't for the fact that his appearance hasn't changed, I really wouldn't have recognized him!

Xia Yan:? ? ? ?

Cheng Yu: Hey Xia Yan, what did his family do, did they go bankrupt? It's too miserable!

Xia Yan didn't reply him.

Not to mention that Xia Yan never asked what his family did, even if he knew, he didn't have the heart to reply him.All he could think about was that Li Shengxu had a bad life, he... had a bad life.

He failed the college entrance examination, his family went bankrupt, and he had to work part-time to earn money to study... Even someone as good as himself can earn living expenses by scientific research and writing papers, Li Shengxu...

it does not matter.Xia Yan tried hard to stabilize his emotions.After all, he found this person, and he can make money now. No matter how hard he works, he can take over papers and find a job as a tutor, and it shouldn't be a problem to make enough money for the two of them...

Xia Yan: What did he tell you?

Cheng Yu: What a fart!I didn’t even recognize him, I didn’t know him well at first, besides, you think he used to be such a beautiful person, the first in the school wearing the limited edition Jordan, he was reduced to what he is now and then bumped into by old classmates... I think I feel embarrassed even thinking about it.

Xia Yan: ...

What he said seemed quite reasonable.

Although Li Shengxu is not a good-looking person, but he has a strong self-esteem, and he probably doesn't want to be seen by him when he is down.In an instant, Xia Yan's thought of going to that city to see him by car was completely extinguished.

Cheng Yu: But you don’t have to worry about him. I’ve observed that even if he is a plate-handler, many girls rush to give him tips. I feel that most of the small restaurant’s business is supported by him. It’s all right. .

Is it okay?Xia Yan roared in his heart, but he didn't argue with him, he just asked him the address and details of his school, and went to the station to book tickets the next day.

At that time, there were no high-speed trains and high-speed trains, and Xia Yan sat on the train for five or six hours. Considering that it was already late at this time, Li Shengxu should be working in a restaurant, so he went directly to the place where his old classmates said he saw him working.

The small restaurant is opening near the school. It is different from the food stalls outside, but it still has a facade, so you don't need to be exposed to the wind and sun to work inside.Xia Yan thought about it, and stopped suddenly when he approached its door.

In fact, he didn't know what he was going to come here in such a hurry.

Do you recognize Lee Sung Wook?Let yourself, who once abandoned him, see his embarrassment?No, no, of course not.But he thought about it all the way, but he couldn't figure out why he came to find him so impulsively.

Maybe he just wanted to come and watch him silently.

Then Xia Yan stood ten meters away from the shop, and saw Li Shengxu's figure through the polished glass window.

—He has lost a lot of weight, but seems to have grown taller again.The appearance really hasn't changed much, except that the well-behaved student head with fine bangs was cut very short, which is about the same size as the board, but this did not affect Li Shengxu's handsomeness, but added a little bit of sexiness and wildness uninhibited.

He made Xia Yan look stupid.

Even as the night became darker and thicker, and the heavy rain poured down unexpectedly, people couldn't see clearly when it hit their eyes, so he didn't even intend to move.

...It was logical to see Li Shengxu and a girl walking out of the shop under an umbrella, hugging each other.The distance was too far, and the only thing I could see was the girl with her long ponytail, affectionately holding the tall boy next to him, and even wrapped her arms around his waist, and the boy didn't refuse.

In the heavy rain, Xia Yan's eyes, which were not nearsighted at all, suddenly became blurred.

Just like the torrential rain gathered in the low-lying places, the bitter, hot, sour and sweet feelings also gathered in Xia Yan's heart instantly.

This man deserves better.This person must have a better life than me.Xia Yan thought this way, and felt that it was enough for him to think this way, although he couldn't control the indescribable melancholy and sadness in his heart.

The rain that day did not know why, and it fell very heavily.Xia Yan just stood there in the heavy rain for half a night, until his heart was numb from the cold just like his body, and he couldn't feel anything anymore.

【12】

No matter how heartbroken life goes on.The mobile phone is completely useless, and the wallet is also a mess. Fortunately, the money in it is still usable.Xia Yan was in a daze, and he didn't know how he returned to his school dormitory. He only remembered that he fell ill after that, had a very high fever, and was unconscious for a while. During his serious illness, he even sent Cheng Yu a sum of money. Tell him to find a way to send the money to Li Shengxu no matter what, neither let him know who sent it, nor hurt his self-esteem.

Fortunately, there are relatives in Cheng Yu's family who are directors in their school. Cheng Yu made up a random story, saying that his high school classmates knew that Li Shengxu's family was in trouble and gave him collective money. Send the money secretly to him in the name of the school, and the matter will be settled.

After that, Xia Yan recovered from his serious illness, and after another half a year of care, he finally became alive again.It's just that I didn't study much for half a year, and my grades were half useless.

It was as if a high fever had burned up his IQ. He failed in several exams and couldn't write anything decent. Since then, he has fallen from the altar of being a top student and being praised by others to being ignored.

The medical school is a combination of undergraduate and master's degree, so the requirements for students are naturally extremely harsh, but Xia Yan didn't feel the same when he almost failed several times. He still should eat and sleep. They all had a hippie smile on their faces, and they even gained a few catties.

It's just that sometimes, maybe when he was chatting with his classmates and roommates, he would suddenly freeze up without warning, making people feel like a fool.

I spent seven years in medical school, and in the last two years, other students ran out to find hospitals for internships, but Xia Yan gave up the opportunity for internships, claiming, "Anyway, I can't afford to go to a big hospital, and I don't want to go to a small hospital. What's the use of learning? It's better to find a new way to make a fortune," and went to a pharmaceutical factory to work as a salesman.

Xia Yan has a good tongue, and when he was studying, he had a lot of seniors and seniors who had already established roots in major hospitals to pave the way for him, and he was able to enjoy selling medicine, which was indeed better than their classmates who came out at the same time. The past is nourishing and carefree.

Then in a flash, at this age and age, he had a good life, and there was nothing wrong with him.

It's just that I still don't feel the slightest happiness.

Xia Yan hugged the quilt and coughed twice again, he probably really caught a cold.Since the last big cold, he really hasn't had any illnesses for so many years, but he didn't expect to see Li Shengxu suddenly, and he fell ill again.

But fell ill in the other party's luxurious home?This is a bit embarrassing.

Xia Yan lay on the bed for a while, and found that his thoughts were too chaotic to fall asleep, so he threw off the quilt and got out of bed.The pajamas and pajamas that Li Shengxu found for him before were gone in the bedroom, Xia Yan had no choice but to open the door, took out the clothes that had been dried from the washing machine and put them on, and poured water beside the toilet.

"Are you leaving?" Xia Yan had just walked out of the bathroom when he heard a cold voice coming from the stairs in the distance.

Xia Yan was top-heavy for a while, and had to lean against the wall to ignore the waves of dizziness. This posture made him look like a primary school student who was caught doing something wrong. Li Shengxu thought he was really going to leave, and immediately Even more annoyed.

But he was too used to controlling his emotions.

Xia Yan was about to leave, he had no position or qualification to stop him from leaving, even last night... when he was kissing him, he heard him call his name.

"Then let's go." Li Chengxu said coldly.

The sun was shining outside, after the torrential rain last night, the sky became as blue and clear as if it had been washed by water, and it seemed that he really had no reason to stay.

Xia Yan thought about this, and felt a little unwilling, he suddenly licked his dry lips, and said to Li Shengxu who was looking at him coldly from above: "Then what, let's talk?"

Li Shengxu looked at him for a while, finally nodded and said: "Then you come up." He walked up to the second floor slowly.Xia Yan shook his head, followed behind him and climbed up.

Unexpectedly, in such a big house, the second floor is completely open, and the only place with a door is the bathroom.There is a large area in the middle where there are desks, boss chairs and two computers. The entire wall on one side is filled with bookshelves full of books. The place next to the window on one side is Japanese style with tatami mats. So it looks very spacious and bright, but there is no place to meet guests, obviously this is Li Shengxu's private domain.

Xia Yan raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and simply fell on the tatami mat with his arms stretched out. He was too thin, even if he changed into a formal suit, his movements would not be restricted at all.

Li Shengxu didn't object to him going there, but just stood aside and looked down at him: "What do you want to talk about?"

Xia Yan, who was originally lying on the top and stretching his waist, paused, got up again and sat cross-legged, leaned his neck and said to Li Shengxu: "I apologize to you."

The pupils contracted suddenly, Li Shengxu was shocked all over, and slowly moved his gaze to Xia Yan's face without making a sound, just staring at him fiercely.

Xia Yan is not really a shameless person, he would feel a little embarrassed to be stared at by Li Shengxu like this.The atmosphere was getting colder and colder, and Xia Yan, who was always eloquent, began to be speechless again.His brain, which is not very bright, is running fast at the moment. Once it involves Li Shengxu, he can't help but be more cautious, because the other party is a boring person who neither takes the initiative nor expresses himself. He said something wrong, and Li Shengxu ran away without a trace just like last time.

He licked his lips again and said, "I'm serious, I was really wrong about what happened back then, but well, I, I..."

"Tell me." Li Shengxu's attitude was very cold, but he was very patient, he just stood beside him and said, "As long as it is what you say, I will believe it. Xia Yan."

"I like you." Xia Yan said.