Chapter 39 I'm Not Your Innocence
Chapter 39 I'm Not Your Innocence
Some people have said that no matter how powerful a person becomes, he will have a fatal weakness. This weakness is often a thorn hidden in the heart, the deepest and deepest thorn.And Zhang Qiling is the thorn in Wu Xie's heart, it will hurt if you don't pull it out, but it will hurt even more if you pull it out.I can only endure the pain by myself, the bone-piercing torment, which cannot be described in words.
"Wake up." When, since when, calling him by his name has become so unfamiliar, how could the intimacy in the past have disappeared? 'Wu Xie' let go of his hand, so the dagger fell to the ground, and a soft "clang" sound shattered the sliver of expectation he was holding.
"You're not Wu Xie." The same face, same behavior, but not the Wu Xie he was familiar with.Zhang Qiling instinctively put the person in front of him in the dangerous ranks, turned his body slightly, and stood in front of Qi Yu.He didn't know that Qi Yu behind him widened his eyes in shock, and then smiled bitterly.
Zhang Qiling, this move of yours really hurts people thoroughly.Behind Zhang Qiling, Qi Yu clearly saw the instantly pale face of 'Wu Xie' and the trembling hands.
"Hehe, I'm not Wu Xie?" The cat-eyed young man suddenly laughed, with such a presumptuous appearance that tears flowed down his face, but he kept on laughing, shaking his whole body from laughing. Trembling, unwilling to stop, the body encircled by the hands tilted slightly, the drooping head, the hair covered all expressions, Zhang Qiling couldn't see the big tear rolling down.
"..." Feeling Qi Yu pat him from behind, Zhang Qiling turned his head.
dissociative disorder.Qi Yu made mouth shapes, and then saw Zhang Qiling's body tremble.Hehe, unintentional words are often the most hurtful.
"Wu Xie..." Zhang Qi wanted to reach out his hand, but it stopped in the air. When he saw that young man, he became strange and... cruel.
"Zhang Qiling, you're right, I'm not Wu Xie."'Wu Xie' wiped away the tears on his face, smiling gracefully and cruelly, he stepped back a few steps and leaned against the counter, the pair of clothes that once hid the sun The cat's eyes became foggy, and I couldn't see anything clearly. "Your words are right. I'm really not Wu Xie, at least, not your innocence." Pointing his index finger to his heart, 'Wu Xie' smiled flamboyantly and wickedly, and the aura around him was obscure, "Dissociative Separation, have you heard of it? He and I are now like two people, with two independent consciousnesses, I came out, so he fell asleep."
Zhang Qiling kept silent, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything, he knew that the protective action just now hurt Wu Xie, not only the innocent, but also the "Wu Xie" in front of him was hurt by himself Very deep, very deep.
"You think you hurt me, don't you?" 'Wu Xie' walked into Zhang Qiling with a smile, and stood opposite him, "You think you hurt me, and that sleeping Wu Xie, you are afraid, Afraid that innocent person will ignore you, aren't you?" Looking at Zhang Qiling, 'Wu Xie' put his hands on that fair and handsome face, and there was blood on those hands, and the blood stained Zhang Qiling's face, leaving There was a blood mark, 'Wu Xie' shrank his pupils, and suddenly withdrew his palm, but the blood on Zhang Qiling's face made his eyes hurt, he looked at his hand over and over again, vigorously He wiped his body, the bright red on the moon-white shirt was shocking and glaring.
"Dirty again, dirty again." Annoyed, Wu Xie repeatedly put his hand on his moon white shirt and wiped it, as if it could be wiped clean.
"Wu Xie. Wu Xie." Zhang Qiling grabbed Wu Xie's hand, but was thrown away.
"Hehehe, Wu Xie? You call me Wu Xie?" As if he heard a joke, 'Wu Xie' put his hands in front of Zhang Qiling happily, "Zhang Qiling, look, this hand is stained with blood again. This means that dirty, dirty things can't become clean again. Even if they are washed, the bloody smell will remain on the hands, which can't be removed, understand? Your innocence has already I completely ruined him. Zhang Qiling, what are you still yearning for? Your innocence is gone. I ruined him completely. "
'Wu Xie' looked at Zhang Qiling who was indifferent in front of him, and was amused by anger, "You are such a boring bottle, I have said so, but you didn't even respond at all, why do I like you?" Where do I like you now?Hanging his arms, 'Wu Xie' turned around.
"Wu Xie, me." Zhang Qiling wanted to hold him back, but was swung away with his backhand.He looked at the man with a lonely back, opened his mouth, but didn't speak.
"I'm not Wu Xie!" He said indifferently, he looked back at Zhang Qiling's hesitant to speak, and his face became cold, "You don't need to tell me about your suffering, you don't need to tell me about your difficulties, I'm not interested." See Looking at Zhang Qiling's stiff body, 'Wu Xie' was like a child who got sugar, "It's another me who wants to know about you, but unfortunately, he doesn't want to see you, he hates you, Zhang Qiling, did you hear that? Wu Xie, he hates you!"
The qi and blood surged, and the heart-piercing pain was probably nothing more than that.Zhang Qiling looked at 'Wu Xie', and stretched out his hand gently to him, with Wu Xie's favorite faint smile on the corner of his mouth, with anticipation, bitterness, cautiously, extravagantly begging, longing, Hope to hold that person again.We are so close, but why, we can’t touch you; we are clearly connected, but why can’t we see the love that once existed in your eyes, which belongs to me; I am clearly only a few feet away from you, Why does it feel like it's so far away from the end of the world.
"Wu Xie. I only want Wu Xie." Zhang Qiling's hand was raised there far away, not too far away, waiting for Wu Xie to turn around and stretch his arms, and then his fingers could be intertwined again.
"..."
'Wu Xie' turned around and looked at the distance of that arm, and moved slightly, but there was a slight resistance in his heart.Then, he put his hands behind his back, raised his head, smiled softly, and refused, "Zhang Qiling, I am not Wu Xie, not the Wu Xie who belongs to you, not the Wu Xie who is the only connection between you and this world .do you understand?"
"Wu Xie." Stretching out his hand stubbornly, Zhang Qiling simply repeated those two words that should have been full of warm sun.
"Hehehe, little brother, you are really embarrassing me."
'Wu Xie' wrinkled his nose in embarrassment, then approached Zhang Qiling again, Pippi tilted his head, at that moment, it seemed that the innocence that only belonged to Zhang Qiling had returned, the light around him made people feel dazzling, but it was unavoidable not close. "I came out because the other me was stimulated. It's not so easy to go back. Besides, the other me doesn't seem to want to show up either!"
Yeah?Don't want to come out?Zhang Qiling's hand seemed to have finally run out of strength and fell down.
"If you really want to see another me, it's fine." 'Wu Xie' bent down and picked up the dagger on the ground, played with it with his fingertips, and then suddenly stabbed Qi Yu who was standing beside Zhang Qiling, Zhang Qiling subconsciously Raising his hand quickly, he didn't notice the strange light flashing in the eyes of 'Wu Xie' in front of him. When he realized it, the posture had already formed.Wu Xie's arm was bent towards him by Zhang Qiling, and the sharp blade of the dagger rested on Wu Xie's neck, forming an attacking state.
"Little brother?" Wu Xie smiled wryly as he looked at the situation in front of him.Feeling a bit of pain in the neck, he eased his tone: "Brother, with you here, I can't hurt him."
Zhang Qiling froze, looking at the lonely and bitter smile in front of him, his body froze, and Qi Yu standing next to him also changed his face. It became Wu Xie because he was attacked by Zhang Qiling.This misunderstanding is really hard to explain.Qi Yu smiled wryly, that 'Wu Xie' really seized the timing and fell into a deep sleep.
"Wu, Xie." Looking at the sad Wu Xie in Mao'er's eyes, Zhang Qiling suddenly panicked.How would he explain it? He didn't care.
Lowering his eyes, Wu Xie didn't look at Zhang Qiling, but said in a dumb tone: "Brother, let me go."
"Wu Xie." Zhang Qiling withdrew his hand slowly.
Wu Xie didn't respond, but turned around and walked away from Zhang Qiling's side step by step.That resolute gesture made Zhang Qiling flustered.He wanted to catch Wu Xie, but he seemed to have lost consciousness, he could only stand there numbly, looking at Wu Xie's back, as if he had stepped out of his life.
Such a short distance, such a distant barrier, within a short distance, we are separated, the whole world...
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